no more doom and gloom this is the view i want and need (´▽｀)

i havent taken care of my teeth for years and years and im feeling it now <-slowly eroded dropped anything any action or mindset that wasnt immediately relieving or preventing abuse. down to timed and tallied bathroom breaks. down to matching minute by minute schedules. same bedtime. same routine.

things to do for myself:
•make lists all the lists. the reminders, the end goal plans, how to get to who i wanna be
•eat what i want to eat and eat as much of anything as i want. i dont have to save it or hide it
•i dont have to ask or build a case. i can just want and say and tell and do.

grant me the strength to make phone calls, go get blood work done, and get my hrt prescription back PLEAASE (my menstrual cycle is back AND im in a nerve pain flare up)(i am so fuckign hungry)

grow my white streak.... GROWWW. i also have reader glasses naow

now ➡️ the last 7 months. i been doing things

Study of a Figure in a Chair | SH2

ordering a pup cup for my chikorita in lumiose

Fresh meat!! :]🔪🥩

“pet’s picture”, a poam about my cat(s)