Neki, but (more) cooked
@dreamcat-null.bsky.social
Well, you found me. Congratulations. Was it worth it?
Alt account of @lostneki.bsky.social so I don't oversaturate my main with HDG yearning and generally being pet-brained. Everything else is the same (27, she/they and all that)
Alt account of @lostneki.bsky.social so I don't oversaturate my main with HDG yearning and generally being pet-brained. Everything else is the same (27, she/they and all that)
Ah, to be a carefree floret cuddling with others as a form of affection and trust
Maybe naked is a bit too much for me (and, despite everything, I'm still pretty self-conscious about this body), but pj's would be a nice alternative
Maybe naked is a bit too much for me (and, despite everything, I'm still pretty self-conscious about this body), but pj's would be a nice alternative
January 2, 2026 at 9:24 AM
Ah, to be a carefree floret cuddling with others as a form of affection and trust
Maybe naked is a bit too much for me (and, despite everything, I'm still pretty self-conscious about this body), but pj's would be a nice alternative
Maybe naked is a bit too much for me (and, despite everything, I'm still pretty self-conscious about this body), but pj's would be a nice alternative
...Ok, maybe the fact humans will literally bond with anything, even rocks, is kinda cute. I'll give that to the plant people
January 1, 2026 at 10:38 PM
...Ok, maybe the fact humans will literally bond with anything, even rocks, is kinda cute. I'll give that to the plant people
Fuck... I cried. I cried while listening to an audio, like I could finally stop fighting for my life
December 31, 2025 at 1:18 PM
Fuck... I cried. I cried while listening to an audio, like I could finally stop fighting for my life
I'm so cooked lol, I was considering skipping the benzos tonight (since I wake up feeling like a zombie) and a second later my head went something like "good girls take their meds, and I'm a good girl!"
December 24, 2025 at 2:37 AM
I'm so cooked lol, I was considering skipping the benzos tonight (since I wake up feeling like a zombie) and a second later my head went something like "good girls take their meds, and I'm a good girl!"
I need an owner so bad...
December 17, 2025 at 12:30 PM
I need an owner so bad...
Call me The Blind Idiot God(dess) the way I haven't noticed until today that I have stretch marks on my chest and thought at first that they were self-inflicted scars somehow. I suppose at least that confirms my chest has grown, slowly but surely (not slow enough to avoid the marks tho)
December 16, 2025 at 11:30 PM
Call me The Blind Idiot God(dess) the way I haven't noticed until today that I have stretch marks on my chest and thought at first that they were self-inflicted scars somehow. I suppose at least that confirms my chest has grown, slowly but surely (not slow enough to avoid the marks tho)
This might be the pet side of my brain, but if something feels good, is harmless, your mind and feelings are in the right site and you ask for consent, then there shouldn't be any problem, right? Like, it might be a bit too much, but would it be wrong to greet people I trust with a quick kiss?
December 14, 2025 at 9:19 PM
This might be the pet side of my brain, but if something feels good, is harmless, your mind and feelings are in the right site and you ask for consent, then there shouldn't be any problem, right? Like, it might be a bit too much, but would it be wrong to greet people I trust with a quick kiss?
...When did my waist get this thin? And my chest is definitely bigger (still tiny tho). Like, well, I haven't noticed until now, with how slow HRT is
December 14, 2025 at 1:52 PM
...When did my waist get this thin? And my chest is definitely bigger (still tiny tho). Like, well, I haven't noticed until now, with how slow HRT is
ASHDHGAGJSHAGAGFAJEVDHJS HOW CAN THESE AFFINI BE SO CUTE HALP!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEIR VINES ARE ALL TANGLED UP WITH EACH OTHER, CORES NEARLY TOUCHING AFTER SLEEPING TOGETHER!? I'L DIE OF CUTENESS OVERLOAD!!!
December 14, 2025 at 3:29 AM
ASHDHGAGJSHAGAGFAJEVDHJS HOW CAN THESE AFFINI BE SO CUTE HALP!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEIR VINES ARE ALL TANGLED UP WITH EACH OTHER, CORES NEARLY TOUCHING AFTER SLEEPING TOGETHER!? I'L DIE OF CUTENESS OVERLOAD!!!
I wonder if I can get progesterone over the counter or something, since they don't prescribe it here in Spain afaik
The benefits seem good, but I dunno about increased libido. I'm glad mine fully died since getting into heat like that was hell, so I hope that's just some weird placebo
The benefits seem good, but I dunno about increased libido. I'm glad mine fully died since getting into heat like that was hell, so I hope that's just some weird placebo
December 13, 2025 at 2:13 AM
I wonder if I can get progesterone over the counter or something, since they don't prescribe it here in Spain afaik
The benefits seem good, but I dunno about increased libido. I'm glad mine fully died since getting into heat like that was hell, so I hope that's just some weird placebo
The benefits seem good, but I dunno about increased libido. I'm glad mine fully died since getting into heat like that was hell, so I hope that's just some weird placebo
Damn, that last chapter was... I'm having trouble with all the reflected sensations, nice but overwhelming
...Kinda wish I could be as carefree and straightforward and open as a floret, but that's ill-advised irl (too many two-faced snakes out there). Still, maybe a bit of chaos could work?
...Kinda wish I could be as carefree and straightforward and open as a floret, but that's ill-advised irl (too many two-faced snakes out there). Still, maybe a bit of chaos could work?
December 10, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Damn, that last chapter was... I'm having trouble with all the reflected sensations, nice but overwhelming
...Kinda wish I could be as carefree and straightforward and open as a floret, but that's ill-advised irl (too many two-faced snakes out there). Still, maybe a bit of chaos could work?
...Kinda wish I could be as carefree and straightforward and open as a floret, but that's ill-advised irl (too many two-faced snakes out there). Still, maybe a bit of chaos could work?
I'M NOT CRYING OVER A PAIR OF BOOTS, YOU ARE!!!
*Points at her phone's screen while sobbing*
*Points at her phone's screen while sobbing*
December 8, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I'M NOT CRYING OVER A PAIR OF BOOTS, YOU ARE!!!
*Points at her phone's screen while sobbing*
*Points at her phone's screen while sobbing*
What a journey, huh? From weird envy towards my cat to ending up in the deepest rabbit hole I've ever been inside of and getting my brain chemistry all scrambled in a good way
December 7, 2025 at 8:17 PM
What a journey, huh? From weird envy towards my cat to ending up in the deepest rabbit hole I've ever been inside of and getting my brain chemistry all scrambled in a good way
I'm going to fall asleep at this rate
December 7, 2025 at 11:53 AM
I'm going to fall asleep at this rate
Gotta love disaster lesbian affini
December 7, 2025 at 10:33 AM
Gotta love disaster lesbian affini
Uuuuuuugh there's literally nothing to do here, the night shift nurses even revised everything out of boredom so I can't even do that and I already finished that mandatory course in, like, two hours
...Fuck it, I think I'll read here, smut or not
...Fuck it, I think I'll read here, smut or not
December 7, 2025 at 9:08 AM
Uuuuuuugh there's literally nothing to do here, the night shift nurses even revised everything out of boredom so I can't even do that and I already finished that mandatory course in, like, two hours
...Fuck it, I think I'll read here, smut or not
...Fuck it, I think I'll read here, smut or not
...I'd keep reading Dog of War here if I was alone like those times I had to go to work in the afternoon/evening during summer, but here with another nurse...
I mean, we're minding our business, but dunno
I mean, we're minding our business, but dunno
December 6, 2025 at 4:43 PM
...I'd keep reading Dog of War here if I was alone like those times I had to go to work in the afternoon/evening during summer, but here with another nurse...
I mean, we're minding our business, but dunno
I mean, we're minding our business, but dunno
Yup... Turns out I'm interested in so many things I didn't think I was capable of being into if the other person is, well, a benevolent and hypercompetent being that can't ever cause me any undesired harm
...I still don't know what to do with this info tho, maybe write a fic at some point?
...I still don't know what to do with this info tho, maybe write a fic at some point?
December 6, 2025 at 3:31 PM
Yup... Turns out I'm interested in so many things I didn't think I was capable of being into if the other person is, well, a benevolent and hypercompetent being that can't ever cause me any undesired harm
...I still don't know what to do with this info tho, maybe write a fic at some point?
...I still don't know what to do with this info tho, maybe write a fic at some point?
Nekiem Yume, Eepy Floret
Waking up early in the morning is such a pain, I miss my bed already TTATT
Waking up early in the morning is such a pain, I miss my bed already TTATT
December 6, 2025 at 7:10 AM
Nekiem Yume, Eepy Floret
Waking up early in the morning is such a pain, I miss my bed already TTATT
Waking up early in the morning is such a pain, I miss my bed already TTATT
...Should I beg? Not like there's anyone to beg to, but that would give me a boost to survive this weekend at work. And I think I've been a good girl - I'm taking my meds, I'm getting enough sleep, I've socialized...
I NEED SOMEONE TO CALL ME GOD GIRL/FLORET/PET SO BAD AAAAAAAAAAAA
December 5, 2025 at 6:12 PM
...Should I beg? Not like there's anyone to beg to, but that would give me a boost to survive this weekend at work. And I think I've been a good girl - I'm taking my meds, I'm getting enough sleep, I've socialized...
I NEED SOMEONE TO CALL ME GOD GIRL/FLORET/PET SO BAD AAAAAAAAAAAA
December 5, 2025 at 9:44 AM
I NEED SOMEONE TO CALL ME GOD GIRL/FLORET/PET SO BAD AAAAAAAAAAAA
...Ok, curiosity killed the cat but the cat died knowing. That was... something
December 1, 2025 at 1:07 PM
...Ok, curiosity killed the cat but the cat died knowing. That was... something
Forcing such a pet-coded thing as me to wake up at 7 am should be illegal. Such is life, however
November 30, 2025 at 11:27 PM
Forcing such a pet-coded thing as me to wake up at 7 am should be illegal. Such is life, however
Ok, so yeah it exists, it's called basorexia, it's normal but in my case it seems to be a cry for help, a consequence of being unable to connect with anyone
...Fuck, is there such a thing as "kiss horny"? Because I swear I get this needy like every month or so and this time is kinda strong and I wish someone would come and smooch me until I pass out, but just that, kissing (and maybe some physical contact not unlike hugging)
November 30, 2025 at 10:16 AM
Ok, so yeah it exists, it's called basorexia, it's normal but in my case it seems to be a cry for help, a consequence of being unable to connect with anyone
...Fuck, is there such a thing as "kiss horny"? Because I swear I get this needy like every month or so and this time is kinda strong and I wish someone would come and smooch me until I pass out, but just that, kissing (and maybe some physical contact not unlike hugging)
November 29, 2025 at 11:19 PM
...Fuck, is there such a thing as "kiss horny"? Because I swear I get this needy like every month or so and this time is kinda strong and I wish someone would come and smooch me until I pass out, but just that, kissing (and maybe some physical contact not unlike hugging)