Christina Tudor-Sideri
@dreamsofbeing.bsky.social
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writer, translator, and researcher whose work unfolds at the crossroads of literature, philosophy, and critical theory (currently writing about relics and time)
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Thank you, Stephen. It was wonderful putting them together and losing myself in those memories...
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How wonderful! Congratulations, Róisín!
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I don't know if you remember but some time ago I said that we'd have something to share soon.

Anyway, it's this

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Thank you for reading, Betty 🖤
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Thank you again for inviting me to contribute, Jeremy. The issue looks amazing, I cannot wait to read it.
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Draught is now live!
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Issue 1.1.1 with contributions by Glenn Adamson, Jen Calleja, Don Mee Choi, Mark Cousins, Daisy Lafarge, Mark Manders, Rosalind Nashashibi, Lisa Robertson, Christina Tudor-Sideri and Francesca Wade
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The physical world, long eclipsed by our luminous devices, still murmurs the language of the real. A language I fear we are slowly unlearning.
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And in Ciels liquides: “To remain in the night forever… To lose the memory of light; to have no imagination left… I will have to invent for myself memories, loves, crimes, griefs anew, that I might perhaps suffer, take pleasure, and pass the time in my eternal night.”
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a dark and gloomy afternoon with Eros mélancolique by Jacques Roubaud and Anne Garréta
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“Each season tightens like a vise around me,” writes Cioran in one of his October journal entries.
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“With my burned hand, I write of the nature of fire,” says Flaubert, whom Ingeborg Bachmann echoes in Malina. Tonight, with my own hand clumsily burned, I write not of fire, but of departure, of silence, of the void’s quiet invitation to dissolve unseen into being.
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At night.

Edvard Munch; tr. Jennifer Lloyd
I lie at night and listen to my heart beating. I hear the blood roaring in my ears - it fills my head - it seethes under my skin and in the tips of my fingers and toes. My skin tingles.
How they buzz, those billions of worlds that stream along from the skin to the heart - rhythmically steered by the beating of the heart.
Billions of worlds push forward. They wish to find a path out of their confinement. Yet they have to return over and over again. It gushes in the canals of my ear - it vibrates in my limbs - those billions of worlds.
What is little - what is large - what is time?
One second between my heartbeats - and the worlds inside me have made their circumnavigation. The light from the furthest stars in the universe take billions of years to reach me.
In my cellular tissue the worlds are at work - and the inhabitants of those worlds - the starry stream in the cellular tissue - and its inhabitants - and its atoms. I shut my eyes in the darkness. It shines and sparkles inside me. The worlds give off their light - the atoms give off their light.
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“One must abandon one’s metaphors when the time comes,” writes Anna de Noailles to Marcel Proust, paraphrasing Alphonse Daudet.