Please... 🥹. Ds1 was so good and I haven't really enjoyed any other souls like I've played like I did ds1

Nah

It's a like open world dress up game with 3d platforming.

I'm not even ugly I just look like I'm dying.

Oh sorry I actually have two followers who are not spam accounts. So double sorry to the both of you.

And this is like the least pressing thing going on in my life! I have more important shit going on than my relatively unhealthy hair that's improved significantly since I got on estrogen and may improve more. But it ticks me off because I'm a vain bitch who's got nothing going for her besides that.

And now I'm not so utterly crushed that I can't look at myself. But now that I can actually look at myself all that's done is make me actually have to think about the way I think about my appearance and it's awful. I can't stand it I need to look less awful but that's effort I can't spare rn.

I used to just not look in the mirror because of dysphoria and I convinced myself for years that I just liked being in the dark for no reason and not because I could ignore my body if I showered in the dark and sat in the dark and never looked at myself.

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