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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · Jul 29

Bonded Pair💞 #ruko (1/3)

Two doodles panels. Ruca and Koana embrace in the first one. Koana says “come back to me” while Ruca responds “we are pair bonded. Of course I’ll return to you.” Second panel is Ruca saying Farewell and leaving Koana surprised and confused. He is blushing and says “w-wait…. What did he say?”

Two panels of Koana and Wuk Lamat at dinner. Koana looks bothered by something and he is not eating while Wuk Lamat chows down. Her voice is muffled from chewing as she asks “what’s wrong?” In the next panel Koana’s face gos red as he responds “Ruca said we are pair bonded.” Wuk Lamat looks surprised and says “is that good? What does that mean?” While spitting food bits on Koana. Her brother responds “idk” and she says maybe Erenville would know.

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 4h

Here link picrew.me/ja/image_mak...

おおきなネコヤギ　new!

わがままで残酷で　無邪気でかわい~子を巨大化させよう！ ↓ やわらかめのネコヤギ https://picrew.me/ja/image_maker/197705 plf、アイコン、TRPG素材等にどうぞ！（商業利用を除く※） ※動画、配信、ゲーム制作等拡散を目的とした利用、お金が絡む様なものはNGです。 Feel free to use for icon,TRPG etc.. e...

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 4h

My partner linked me this picrew n wilka came out sooo cute

Picrew art of a boy with brown eyes and short blue shaggy hair parted down the middle wearing a black turtle neck and brown pants. He has wolf ears and is crying while looking at his hand covered in blood.

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 5h

i miss him so much sometimes...

Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 5h

granson retainer brought me some hq wood.... oh im sure

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 7h

never long enough u_u i dont understand why pets arent like creatures we make pacts with that are with us until WE die

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · May 7

Playing and having fun #ruko

Colored doodle of Ruca, a male viera (he/him) and Koana. Koana’s hands are tied above his head by his red necktie, his shirt is unbottoned, and he looks nervously down at Ruca. Ruca is smirking up at him with a hand on the waistband of his pants.

Continuation of previous image. This time the pair are laying down in bed and Koana’s hands are still tied but he is wearing only his boxers now. Ruca is laying behind him with a hand rubbing him through his boxers leaving a damp spot. Koana says “Ruca… enough teasing… please” and Ruca responds “mmhm.. what was that?”

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · Feb 12

Aaaaaahhhh 🫣 #ruko

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 10h

Whateverrrrr ruko yowie will fix me

Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 10h

I’ve literally been sitting in my car for 30 mins too tired to drive home

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 10h

Genuinely didn’t think work could get any worse today and then my coworker fucked me over and left me so much extra shit to do that she said she would help me with and DIDNT. So I didn’t get to take any of my breaks and I’m just sooooo over being taken advantage of all the time 🫩

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 10h

Ty guys im sorry i wish i wasnt like this

Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 11h

yeah that’s the only reason I’m still even here rn to be honest but it’s just exhausting I feel like I’ve spent my entire life just existing for other peoples benefit and I’ve never gotten to actually jsut live for myself

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 11h

If I can survive thru the holidays I think im gonna take all of January off and hope they don’t fire me and if they do oh well no big loss there lol and maybe that will help a little even if financially it’s going to Hurt Real Bad

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

Thank u oomfie 🥹❤️ I will read when I get a chance

Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

Ty. My worst fear is trying to get help again and immediately being locked up like last time 😭😭 and then $2k in debt lmao they were crazy for that

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

YEAH see My issue is like most therapists who can deal w my lvl of trauma are not good w the trans thing and vice versa 🫩 so it’s rly hard to find someone who can like…. Help me with all Of it

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

Yeah it was a requirement to have a social worker therapist and psych separately when I was released from the Behavior Health Facility 😔 and I saw multiple of them for 2 years before Ithink I lost my health insurance and had to stop everything it wasn’t helping me anyways so 😭

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Minmoose [Ken] @minmoose.bsky.social · 13h

Brio 0.6.0 is now available!

MCDFs, Dynamic Face Control & Lights! (Yes lights!)

This is longest changelog I've ever written for Brio.

Please go check out in-game or here:
etheirys-tools.gitbook.io/brio/changel...

#brio #mcdf #lights

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

Idk it’s just like when therapists literally say I can’t help you and my psychs just shrug and go “idk what else to try” it’s like bro what do I do LMAOO

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

Also fighting against everyone in the medical field bc no one listens to me or takes me seriously or no one is qualified to help me bc of how fucked up I am like it sucks so bad and I still don’t have the money to even afford therapy in the first place this shit literally feels rigged 😭

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 12h

I’ve been to multiple therapists and psychs and been on a bunch of medications that never worked and they wanted me to do EFT but I can’t afford that nor take the time off bc u have to go every single day so it just feels hopeless to even try again when it failed me so many times before.

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 13h

Like do u see my issue here lmao

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 13h

It’s hard to look forward to things or find reasons to stay alive when 1) too poor to do anything and 2) work interferes w anything bc ur too poor to not work

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Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 13h

HE LITERALLY DID LIKE WHAT THE HELL

Ennis☀️ @ennokos.bsky.social · 13h

It’s just really hard to look forward to something when you can’t do anything bc ur… too poor. Or u can’t afford to take off from work.