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Hey, everyone! I am an autistic streamer, nerd, learner, writer, and content creator. I am silly and love to discuss mental health, disability issues, philosophy, psychology, and more! Check out my website for more! I am happy to be here!
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There are times where it feels like I am living in a dream. I never thought I'd experience the friendship and kindness I have been experiencing lately. Beyond grateful. I want to use this as motivation to keep being the best I can be to give back to the world in similar ways.
December 22, 2025 at 2:44 AM
There are times where it feels like I am living in a dream. I never thought I'd experience the friendship and kindness I have been experiencing lately. Beyond grateful. I want to use this as motivation to keep being the best I can be to give back to the world in similar ways.
Although, it is important to do the work individually to heal, this is a good example of why being around supportive people can aid in our healing. Sometimes we need people in our lives that can show us with their actions that our needs are valid. #community #growth #healing
Not too long ago, I shared my concerns about an ableist term being used around me. It made me uncomfortable, but I didn't say anything. I talked with my partner about how I fear speaking up because of what happened to me before. My partner decided to bring it up for me. 1/3
December 21, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Although, it is important to do the work individually to heal, this is a good example of why being around supportive people can aid in our healing. Sometimes we need people in our lives that can show us with their actions that our needs are valid. #community #growth #healing
Not too long ago, I shared my concerns about an ableist term being used around me. It made me uncomfortable, but I didn't say anything. I talked with my partner about how I fear speaking up because of what happened to me before. My partner decided to bring it up for me. 1/3
December 21, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Not too long ago, I shared my concerns about an ableist term being used around me. It made me uncomfortable, but I didn't say anything. I talked with my partner about how I fear speaking up because of what happened to me before. My partner decided to bring it up for me. 1/3
I'm now apart of the glasses 🤓 crew. What's up how are y'all doing? Life is much clearer now haha 😅. I'm so grateful for life lately. This is a new path on my adventure.
December 21, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I'm now apart of the glasses 🤓 crew. What's up how are y'all doing? Life is much clearer now haha 😅. I'm so grateful for life lately. This is a new path on my adventure.
One of the most empowering feelings as someone who has lived a life full of neglect is to finally stop neglecting yourself.
December 20, 2025 at 6:18 PM
One of the most empowering feelings as someone who has lived a life full of neglect is to finally stop neglecting yourself.
Apparently, I need glasses. What an adventure life has put me on lol. 😜🤣
December 20, 2025 at 12:10 AM
Apparently, I need glasses. What an adventure life has put me on lol. 😜🤣
I’m not exactly where I want to be yet, but I’m at peace with where I am. I want to make sure my gratitude always outweighs the gaps in life that keep me from where I want to be.
December 19, 2025 at 8:44 PM
I’m not exactly where I want to be yet, but I’m at peace with where I am. I want to make sure my gratitude always outweighs the gaps in life that keep me from where I want to be.
One of my biggest pet peeves is when people follow a high-skilled activity and unless someone is at the very top of the skill bracket people will just be so disrespectful towards everyone else. You do realize everyone participating is skilled right? Stop being disrespectful. 1/4
December 19, 2025 at 2:53 PM
One of my biggest pet peeves is when people follow a high-skilled activity and unless someone is at the very top of the skill bracket people will just be so disrespectful towards everyone else. You do realize everyone participating is skilled right? Stop being disrespectful. 1/4
If you don’t value accountability, you’re telling vulnerable people you aren’t safe. It means when conflict inevitably arises, you can't be relied upon to repair the harm or navigate the resolution properly. In positions of power, it’s even worse. 1/2
December 17, 2025 at 4:23 PM
If you don’t value accountability, you’re telling vulnerable people you aren’t safe. It means when conflict inevitably arises, you can't be relied upon to repair the harm or navigate the resolution properly. In positions of power, it’s even worse. 1/2
Accountability is way better than pretending you're perfect. No one is perfect, so trying to pretend like you are just makes you come off as pretentious. There is always something to learn about or do better. I am happier being accountable. #Accountability
December 16, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Accountability is way better than pretending you're perfect. No one is perfect, so trying to pretend like you are just makes you come off as pretentious. There is always something to learn about or do better. I am happier being accountable. #Accountability
I didn't realize that having a panic attack literally puts your entire body out of whack. The day after I was in a ton of pain and discomfort. I understand why, our bodies were in fight or flight and trying to protect us. I am just grateful I got the support I needed.
December 16, 2025 at 3:14 PM
I didn't realize that having a panic attack literally puts your entire body out of whack. The day after I was in a ton of pain and discomfort. I understand why, our bodies were in fight or flight and trying to protect us. I am just grateful I got the support I needed.
Usually, in times of distress I feel alone and I hide my needs in order to not burden others. This time I couldn't and I didn't have to. Regardless, of whatever happens in this life. I will never forget how impactful their actions were for me last night. #gratitude
I had a more severe panic attack or something close to it for the first time in my life last night. I honestly was scared for my life. I thought I couldn't breathe. Our kind friends literally talked on the phone with me and came to visit us to help me calm down. 1/2 🥺🫂🩵
December 15, 2025 at 5:03 PM
Usually, in times of distress I feel alone and I hide my needs in order to not burden others. This time I couldn't and I didn't have to. Regardless, of whatever happens in this life. I will never forget how impactful their actions were for me last night. #gratitude
I had a more severe panic attack or something close to it for the first time in my life last night. I honestly was scared for my life. I thought I couldn't breathe. Our kind friends literally talked on the phone with me and came to visit us to help me calm down. 1/2 🥺🫂🩵
December 15, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I had a more severe panic attack or something close to it for the first time in my life last night. I honestly was scared for my life. I thought I couldn't breathe. Our kind friends literally talked on the phone with me and came to visit us to help me calm down. 1/2 🥺🫂🩵
Sometimes you just have to make the best of the way life plays out. Live in the moment and focus on how you can continuously improve. I am happy when I know I am consistently improving. The rest is outside of my control. #growth #healing #learningdisabilities
I was talking to friends last night about having dyscalculia and how my relationship with math (because of the way it was taught and never received the support I needed for it) led me to believe certain careers and skills were completely inaccessible to me. That isn't true. 1/5
December 13, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Sometimes you just have to make the best of the way life plays out. Live in the moment and focus on how you can continuously improve. I am happy when I know I am consistently improving. The rest is outside of my control. #growth #healing #learningdisabilities
I was talking to friends last night about having dyscalculia and how my relationship with math (because of the way it was taught and never received the support I needed for it) led me to believe certain careers and skills were completely inaccessible to me. That isn't true. 1/5
December 13, 2025 at 6:48 PM
I was talking to friends last night about having dyscalculia and how my relationship with math (because of the way it was taught and never received the support I needed for it) led me to believe certain careers and skills were completely inaccessible to me. That isn't true. 1/5
I don't have a capitalistic mindset. I totally wasn't meant for the way this world works. Every time I had money I put it back into the communities and people I care about. Listening to people who openly exploit people and see it as a flex just weirds me out.
December 13, 2025 at 3:05 AM
I don't have a capitalistic mindset. I totally wasn't meant for the way this world works. Every time I had money I put it back into the communities and people I care about. Listening to people who openly exploit people and see it as a flex just weirds me out.
I am nowhere near as bad at socializing as other people made me believe. I'm not where I want to be, but I think I am finally focusing on the right things (confidence, healing, etc) to improve and not hating myself and believing the people telling me who I am is the problem. 🫂🩵
December 13, 2025 at 2:53 AM
I am nowhere near as bad at socializing as other people made me believe. I'm not where I want to be, but I think I am finally focusing on the right things (confidence, healing, etc) to improve and not hating myself and believing the people telling me who I am is the problem. 🫂🩵
I am finally finding the courage to speak up about the issues I have faced throughout the entirety of my life. They are experiences I have been forced to face for years in silence. I am just grateful to finally be speaking up. This is the best version of me. 🫂🩵🗣️
December 12, 2025 at 2:20 PM
I am finally finding the courage to speak up about the issues I have faced throughout the entirety of my life. They are experiences I have been forced to face for years in silence. I am just grateful to finally be speaking up. This is the best version of me. 🫂🩵🗣️
Thank you The Japanese House for making "Saw You In A Dream," it is still one of my favorite songs of all time. Then I listened to your entire discography and loved everything I heard. This song though has been with me through my depression, healing, and happiest moments. 🫂🩵🗣️ 1/2
December 11, 2025 at 7:52 PM
Thank you The Japanese House for making "Saw You In A Dream," it is still one of my favorite songs of all time. Then I listened to your entire discography and loved everything I heard. This song though has been with me through my depression, healing, and happiest moments. 🫂🩵🗣️ 1/2
The key is internal validation and believing in one's own worth and value. I cannot control other people, and there will be more people who try to hurt me in this life. But now I am better equipped to handle it. I won't let their behavior distract me from my own efforts. 🫂🩵🗣️ #healing #progress
Trauma and the long-term recovery from it has made it difficult for me to engage in the behaviors that feel natural to me. Expressing genuine interest in everyone in my life is something I did without a second thought. Being harmed made me feel ashamed to be that kind. 1/5
December 4, 2025 at 5:03 PM
Trauma and the long-term recovery from it has made it difficult for me to engage in the behaviors that feel natural to me. Expressing genuine interest in everyone in my life is something I did without a second thought. Being harmed made me feel ashamed to be that kind. 1/5
December 4, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Trauma and the long-term recovery from it has made it difficult for me to engage in the behaviors that feel natural to me. Expressing genuine interest in everyone in my life is something I did without a second thought. Being harmed made me feel ashamed to be that kind. 1/5
I'm grateful for the journey I have been on and no matter what my desire to learn and grow never falters. All progress is good progress. #selfacceptance #autistic #progressnotperfection #communication
Autistic communication isn't inherently wrong, less than, or flawed. Since hanging out with more autistic people in-person my "quirks," differences, and needs have been understood, validated, and accepted. I still desire to develop my skills when dealing with non-autistics. 1/4
December 2, 2025 at 1:22 PM
I'm grateful for the journey I have been on and no matter what my desire to learn and grow never falters. All progress is good progress. #selfacceptance #autistic #progressnotperfection #communication
Autistic communication isn't inherently wrong, less than, or flawed. Since hanging out with more autistic people in-person my "quirks," differences, and needs have been understood, validated, and accepted. I still desire to develop my skills when dealing with non-autistics. 1/4
December 2, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Autistic communication isn't inherently wrong, less than, or flawed. Since hanging out with more autistic people in-person my "quirks," differences, and needs have been understood, validated, and accepted. I still desire to develop my skills when dealing with non-autistics. 1/4
I want to be proud of the kind of person I am everyday. I want to be the kind of person that speaks up, stands her ground, and promotes honesty, justice, and accountability. I think I am doing the right thing. I know that was always my intention, and I make peace with that. I'm proud of who I am.
Being around selfless and caring people has only solidified my belief that I was treated unjustly. No one deserves to experience what I went through, and no one deserves to be treated as I was. That behavior is never acceptable. I can finally accept this truth fully. 1/5
November 29, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I want to be proud of the kind of person I am everyday. I want to be the kind of person that speaks up, stands her ground, and promotes honesty, justice, and accountability. I think I am doing the right thing. I know that was always my intention, and I make peace with that. I'm proud of who I am.
Being around selfless and caring people has only solidified my belief that I was treated unjustly. No one deserves to experience what I went through, and no one deserves to be treated as I was. That behavior is never acceptable. I can finally accept this truth fully. 1/5
November 29, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Being around selfless and caring people has only solidified my belief that I was treated unjustly. No one deserves to experience what I went through, and no one deserves to be treated as I was. That behavior is never acceptable. I can finally accept this truth fully. 1/5