Been beating myself up about how out of control my mastery of my own anger has been the last few weeks, especially the last few days ... and I only just realised this time frame exactly maps to my breakthrough pain fuckery

Oh.

Duh

#mecfs

How am I braining today?

Not great, dear reader. All the way through checkout before realising I didn't have my wallet. Running home to get it and not being able to locate it, borrowing a partner's card to go get the purchases.

Mentally I am in a remote clearing in some woods, yelling and […]

I've been noticing a thing with our youngest recently that said kiddo and I just talked about even earlier. They're getting a realisation of what some behaviours look like from the perspective of an outside observer and having some introspection about it

Alternator craps out and I'm stranded in the cold waiting for a tow and pissing in the ditch, eh, just a Monday.

Except tow is coming, and a favourite person showed up to try to prevent tow, and saved me from stuck in the middle of an intersection when it crapped out again.

And I have a nicer […]

Looking at a bunch of Dutch ants I think it's most likely a wood ant, and he's just given her a big wide head because the head is the most fun part of the ant to draw. He's also made her all black rather than hint that she is bicolor... although some black wood ants do exist.