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My name is glittabones and I am a fatty.
Height: 5ft / 60 inches
Starting weight: 214lbs, December 2024 (yikes)
Goal weight: 110lbs
Starting BMI: 40.7 (again, yikes)
Goal BMI: 21.3 (somewhere in the middle of 'healthy')
Height: 5ft / 60 inches
Starting weight: 214lbs, December 2024 (yikes)
Goal weight: 110lbs
Starting BMI: 40.7 (again, yikes)
Goal BMI: 21.3 (somewhere in the middle of 'healthy')
I hate the person I've become. I'm so bitter about the number of calories that other people are allowed to eat. I'm obsessed with calories. I think about food all day. I feel like I have to punish myself when I go over 800 calories. If I hit 1000 I feel like a failure.
February 1, 2025 at 2:46 PM
I hate the person I've become. I'm so bitter about the number of calories that other people are allowed to eat. I'm obsessed with calories. I think about food all day. I feel like I have to punish myself when I go over 800 calories. If I hit 1000 I feel like a failure.
I think I'm gonna make an appointment to talk about weight loss meds. I know I'll have to pay for them myself but I wanna check what the GP thinks. Worried about a) nausea and worse, b) messing with my anti-psychotics and c) the big bad brain tumour.
January 31, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I think I'm gonna make an appointment to talk about weight loss meds. I know I'll have to pay for them myself but I wanna check what the GP thinks. Worried about a) nausea and worse, b) messing with my anti-psychotics and c) the big bad brain tumour.
Why doesn't someone just hoover out all of my fat and donate it to people for BBLs? I won't even charge. Premium fat for free!
January 31, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Why doesn't someone just hoover out all of my fat and donate it to people for BBLs? I won't even charge. Premium fat for free!
Haven't taken any progress photos since the 6th of January since it was so depressing last time, BUT I just got out a pair of size 12 non-stretch jeans that I used to wear around 2008 - 2010 and I can get them past my thighs and gigantic butt! I can't zip them up but I bet it won't take long.
January 31, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Haven't taken any progress photos since the 6th of January since it was so depressing last time, BUT I just got out a pair of size 12 non-stretch jeans that I used to wear around 2008 - 2010 and I can get them past my thighs and gigantic butt! I can't zip them up but I bet it won't take long.
Still obsessed with duck fat roasties. You can get a bag of pre-made lazy potatoes in Lidl and beef dripping potatoes in Aldi, so I might try them next time I go shopping. 217 calories for 200g of the duck fat ones and 264 calories for 200g of the beef dripping ones.
January 31, 2025 at 4:15 PM
Still obsessed with duck fat roasties. You can get a bag of pre-made lazy potatoes in Lidl and beef dripping potatoes in Aldi, so I might try them next time I go shopping. 217 calories for 200g of the duck fat ones and 264 calories for 200g of the beef dripping ones.
Do I feel amazing because the sun is shining or because I had 2 Freddos last night?
Sure it's just a coincidence, but I always feel a million times better the morning after I have chocolate... 🤣
Sure it's just a coincidence, but I always feel a million times better the morning after I have chocolate... 🤣
January 31, 2025 at 12:54 PM
Do I feel amazing because the sun is shining or because I had 2 Freddos last night?
Sure it's just a coincidence, but I always feel a million times better the morning after I have chocolate... 🤣
Sure it's just a coincidence, but I always feel a million times better the morning after I have chocolate... 🤣
Dropped down to 60 hours a week and now I'm averaging 17000 steps a day. Those little circles represent 10k steps - on the 26th I barely even made a dent. 💀 I know I need to do some proper exercise eventually but I live on such a walkable island.
January 30, 2025 at 11:41 PM
Dropped down to 60 hours a week and now I'm averaging 17000 steps a day. Those little circles represent 10k steps - on the 26th I barely even made a dent. 💀 I know I need to do some proper exercise eventually but I live on such a walkable island.
Speaking of swimwear - bought this online and it arrived today. Just tried it on and it's SO CUTE. Yeah, it's a bit 'pensioner who wants modesty' but I don't care, I'm like an 80 year old anyway.
January 30, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Speaking of swimwear - bought this online and it arrived today. Just tried it on and it's SO CUTE. Yeah, it's a bit 'pensioner who wants modesty' but I don't care, I'm like an 80 year old anyway.
Pushed past 16:00 and made it to 17:00 without food. 🥳 21 hours!
January 30, 2025 at 5:04 PM
Pushed past 16:00 and made it to 17:00 without food. 🥳 21 hours!
42 minutes until I can make some food. ⏰ Dr Jason Fung is right, though - the hunger I feel now is the exact same hunger I'd be feeling if I'd let myself eat 3 or 4 hours ago. I'm not any HUNGRIER because I haven't eaten, and if I'm gonna feel hungry anyway, I might as well get something out of it.
January 30, 2025 at 3:18 PM
42 minutes until I can make some food. ⏰ Dr Jason Fung is right, though - the hunger I feel now is the exact same hunger I'd be feeling if I'd let myself eat 3 or 4 hours ago. I'm not any HUNGRIER because I haven't eaten, and if I'm gonna feel hungry anyway, I might as well get something out of it.
28lbs down and I still haven't lost a single millimetre off my chest. I know some women would be thrilled but I am NOT. Boobs are heavy. They hurt my back and shoulders. I can't buy nice bras or swimwear in high street stores. I can't wear corsets or tops or dresses with built-in cups.
January 30, 2025 at 3:08 PM
28lbs down and I still haven't lost a single millimetre off my chest. I know some women would be thrilled but I am NOT. Boobs are heavy. They hurt my back and shoulders. I can't buy nice bras or swimwear in high street stores. I can't wear corsets or tops or dresses with built-in cups.
I just wanna eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat...
January 30, 2025 at 1:38 PM
I just wanna eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat...
I've had a mental few days. 1286 calories. 1032 calories. Today, 1125 calories. 800 has gone out the window. 😑
January 29, 2025 at 8:27 PM
I've had a mental few days. 1286 calories. 1032 calories. Today, 1125 calories. 800 has gone out the window. 😑
Read about this stuff on r/volumeeating. Ideally I won't need to eat it at all, but if I do, and I 'accidentally' eat the lot, it's the same as 3 Freddos but much more satisfying. Protein isn't great for a 'high protein' product but again, better than gorging on Freddos. 🤣
January 29, 2025 at 4:12 PM
Read about this stuff on r/volumeeating. Ideally I won't need to eat it at all, but if I do, and I 'accidentally' eat the lot, it's the same as 3 Freddos but much more satisfying. Protein isn't great for a 'high protein' product but again, better than gorging on Freddos. 🤣
Was pretty excited about today's little treat - 32 calories for the whole bottle - but it kinda tastes like public toilets.
January 29, 2025 at 12:04 PM
Was pretty excited about today's little treat - 32 calories for the whole bottle - but it kinda tastes like public toilets.
So... I asked about weight loss injections. The answer is not 'no', BUT... they will probably have an effect on my Venlafaxine and (more importantly) Quetiapine because they slow digestion. Bit scary, honestly.
January 28, 2025 at 1:34 PM
So... I asked about weight loss injections. The answer is not 'no', BUT... they will probably have an effect on my Venlafaxine and (more importantly) Quetiapine because they slow digestion. Bit scary, honestly.
ACTUALLY, eating 5 Freddos in a row is good for my health. 😤
Less than an hour until my blood test. Mate, I am BUZZING.
Less than an hour until my blood test. Mate, I am BUZZING.
January 28, 2025 at 11:37 AM
ACTUALLY, eating 5 Freddos in a row is good for my health. 😤
Less than an hour until my blood test. Mate, I am BUZZING.
Less than an hour until my blood test. Mate, I am BUZZING.
Gonna go to Lidl tomorrow and just buy a stack of meat (gammon, lamb, beef, whatever) and when I'm craving something after dinner, I'd much rather have 250 calories of gammon than 500+ of chocolate (not that I have any chocolate left now, since I ate 5 FREDDOS!!!).
I know it's not healthy but... 🤷♀️
I know it's not healthy but... 🤷♀️
January 27, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Gonna go to Lidl tomorrow and just buy a stack of meat (gammon, lamb, beef, whatever) and when I'm craving something after dinner, I'd much rather have 250 calories of gammon than 500+ of chocolate (not that I have any chocolate left now, since I ate 5 FREDDOS!!!).
I know it's not healthy but... 🤷♀️
I know it's not healthy but... 🤷♀️
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
I just ate 5 Freddos one after the other. 5. 475 wasted calories. They cost more in calories than my entire dinner.
1286 today. 486 over budget. What am I doing?!?
Oh my God.
I just ate 5 Freddos one after the other. 5. 475 wasted calories. They cost more in calories than my entire dinner.
1286 today. 486 over budget. What am I doing?!?
January 27, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
I just ate 5 Freddos one after the other. 5. 475 wasted calories. They cost more in calories than my entire dinner.
1286 today. 486 over budget. What am I doing?!?
Oh my God.
I just ate 5 Freddos one after the other. 5. 475 wasted calories. They cost more in calories than my entire dinner.
1286 today. 486 over budget. What am I doing?!?
Gonna be brave tomorrow and ask the nurse if she knows anything about weight loss injections. I cannot spend the rest of my life struggling against this insane hunger.
January 27, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Gonna be brave tomorrow and ask the nurse if she knows anything about weight loss injections. I cannot spend the rest of my life struggling against this insane hunger.
At that dangerous stage where I keep thinking 'ah, a couple hundred more calories won't hurt' and yeah, true, but that means losing 1lb every 2 weeks or something, and when it gets that slow I just can't be bothered.
January 27, 2025 at 5:52 PM
At that dangerous stage where I keep thinking 'ah, a couple hundred more calories won't hurt' and yeah, true, but that means losing 1lb every 2 weeks or something, and when it gets that slow I just can't be bothered.
Broke my fast at 16 hours today. 😑
January 27, 2025 at 2:45 PM
Broke my fast at 16 hours today. 😑
I think about food all day, every day. There is something wrong with me, I swear. I've already had a 590-calorie mini roast this evening and now I'm making porridge?!? At almost 8pm?!?
January 26, 2025 at 7:48 PM
I think about food all day, every day. There is something wrong with me, I swear. I've already had a 590-calorie mini roast this evening and now I'm making porridge?!? At almost 8pm?!?
I would do anything for an Easter egg right now. The junk food floodgates have been opened.
January 26, 2025 at 7:27 PM
I would do anything for an Easter egg right now. The junk food floodgates have been opened.