Heaven forbid a young woman have hips. Jesus Christ.

My father took this photo in 2005 because I wanted to see what my new backpack looked like. I was over 9 stone at this point, so already overweight for my height, and when I saw how wide my hips were, I went up to my bedroom and cried.
I'd be ECSTATIC to look like this now, BMI be damned. 🤣

Dropped down to 60 hours a week and now I'm averaging 17000 steps a day. Those little circles represent 10k steps - on the 26th I barely even made a dent. 💀 I know I need to do some proper exercise eventually but I live on such a walkable island.

Speaking of swimwear - bought this online and it arrived today. Just tried it on and it's SO CUTE. Yeah, it's a bit 'pensioner who wants modesty' but I don't care, I'm like an 80 year old anyway.

The amount of times I see stuff like this on Vinted and just think, yeah, that's not gonna work, is it?

Read about this stuff on r/volumeeating. Ideally I won't need to eat it at all, but if I do, and I 'accidentally' eat the lot, it's the same as 3 Freddos but much more satisfying. Protein isn't great for a 'high protein' product but again, better than gorging on Freddos. 🤣

pls

I share my weigh-ins with my father. As you can see, he is ✨️thrilled✨️

Nevermind.

Was pretty excited about today's little treat - 32 calories for the whole bottle - but it kinda tastes like public toilets.

ACTUALLY, eating 5 Freddos in a row is good for my health. 😤
Less than an hour until my blood test. Mate, I am BUZZING.

And look what just came through the letterbox. I am being targeted. They know I am powerless to resist a mixed grill. 😜

WHY NOW?!? 🤣
I'll get a Belgian bun for my father. I know I won't 'accidentally' eat it because they're gross, haha.

I know I said I wasn't gonna check my weight until my annual checkup, but I needed to know what last night's 1125-calorie blowout looked like.
It didn't make a difference, and I'm finally into the 180s, THANK GOD.
Only 79.6lbs to go... 🙄

Lord help me.

If I could eat this every single day for the rest of my life, with a massive dollop of ketchup on the side... 🤤 Big plate of meat for a meaty little lady.

Made it up to the cliffs with 1kg on each wrist and 2kg on each ankle. I am walking like a pensioner. 🤣 Feels like nothing when you get started but your limbs just get heavier, and heavier, and heavier... 😅

My goofy ahhh wrist weights have arrived. They're bulky as hell. Comfortable though.

Haven't seen this picture in SO LONG. 2010. I think I was... 168lbs? I'm sure I had it written on my bedroom door, and my goal was 98lbs. 32.1 BMI, so already obese. And what did I do between 2010 and 2024? Gain another 3 stone... 🙄
I hope I will be back here soon. Class 1 obesity.