... For evaluating creative sources; and I've been offered an exciting opportunity which inspired me to push further. It's the closest I've felt to better things happening instead of submitting to the swarm of sadness for a longtime.

Bloody hell. Nightmare Alley wasn't what I was expecting at all and I bloomin' loved it.

< The leech tadpoles are like the Xeno embryo and live happily inside living bodies. The flies spew acid and have a probiscus type thing like face huggers. Even eyeballs tentacles latch onto things like a face hugger. The little glimpses of the plant closely resemble face hugger eggs. Coincidence?

Yeah, this is what I've found. Not sure whether I need to put in more work trying to find my kinds of people here (and if that's the case, can I really be arsed?)

I still can't decide which platform I have the energy for, or whether to just put a brown paper bag over my head and wait for the end of the world :/

Did it get better? I stuck with it for two seasons but couldn't gel with it. I had such high hopes.