Gab is not here
@gabisnothere.bsky.social
He/They. 27. Earth native. Scruffy red panda cub. They also call me Percy. Among the last frontiers where mental jökulhlaups are written.
I avoided telling anyone (even my parents) na may exam ako for a plantilla position. (Mom eventually found out anyway, but ehh.) I don't want to feel even more pressured. Baka kasi magkamataas silang expectations sa akin tapos I'll fail everyone again.
February 11, 2026 at 2:24 AM
I avoided telling anyone (even my parents) na may exam ako for a plantilla position. (Mom eventually found out anyway, but ehh.) I don't want to feel even more pressured. Baka kasi magkamataas silang expectations sa akin tapos I'll fail everyone again.
Hoping PotA Boys Club on 14 February will be a good distraction.
February 10, 2026 at 10:15 PM
Hoping PotA Boys Club on 14 February will be a good distraction.
Let me cry myself to sleep tonight. I need this.
February 10, 2026 at 3:43 PM
Let me cry myself to sleep tonight. I need this.
Once again, I find myself humming dirges whence I lay myself among the fields of asphodel.
February 10, 2026 at 2:21 PM
Once again, I find myself humming dirges whence I lay myself among the fields of asphodel.
Felt like our last supper. Cheers. 🍻
February 10, 2026 at 2:19 PM
Felt like our last supper. Cheers. 🍻
I really wanna disappear again.
February 10, 2026 at 2:48 AM
I really wanna disappear again.
Idk but I feel unwanted, and seeing other things like that doesn't help at all. I'm being crushed by my thoughts.
February 10, 2026 at 2:48 AM
Idk but I feel unwanted, and seeing other things like that doesn't help at all. I'm being crushed by my thoughts.
When in Baguio. 🌲
February 9, 2026 at 10:27 PM
When in Baguio. 🌲
I feel tired and sad and inconsolable.
February 9, 2026 at 3:01 PM
I feel tired and sad and inconsolable.
Depressive episode is here once more and I don't know where to run to.
February 9, 2026 at 2:32 PM
Depressive episode is here once more and I don't know where to run to.
Meds refill and it's almost ₱50 per tab per day.
I hate being sick.
I hate being sick.
February 9, 2026 at 2:20 PM
Meds refill and it's almost ₱50 per tab per day.
I hate being sick.
I hate being sick.
A part of me feels ignored. ://
February 7, 2026 at 5:56 PM
A part of me feels ignored. ://
He doesn't know how much I miss him.
February 6, 2026 at 12:37 PM
He doesn't know how much I miss him.
Just lots of thoughts running in my mind. I'm tired. :((
February 4, 2026 at 2:05 PM
Just lots of thoughts running in my mind. I'm tired. :((
Vocal stim for this week is from Genshin's "Anthem of the Savannah".
SHUJAAAAAAA.
SHUJAAAAAAA.
February 3, 2026 at 10:39 PM
Vocal stim for this week is from Genshin's "Anthem of the Savannah".
SHUJAAAAAAA.
SHUJAAAAAAA.
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Halloween Renji! my piece for our 2026 collab calendar
full HD Illustration and nude version available now on my patreon
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full HD Illustration and nude version available now on my patreon
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February 3, 2026 at 7:04 PM
Halloween Renji! my piece for our 2026 collab calendar
full HD Illustration and nude version available now on my patreon
www.patreon.com/posts/hallow...
full HD Illustration and nude version available now on my patreon
www.patreon.com/posts/hallow...
Deep breaths, Gabby. Remember what your shrink told you. 😮💨
February 3, 2026 at 3:33 PM
Deep breaths, Gabby. Remember what your shrink told you. 😮💨
So uh, I'm overthinking again. ://
February 2, 2026 at 2:48 AM
So uh, I'm overthinking again. ://
The full moon looks so pretty. 🥰
February 1, 2026 at 10:07 PM
The full moon looks so pretty. 🥰
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January 31, 2026 at 3:09 PM
A package has arrived for Mokuri and he's having TWICE the fun with @honeyplaybox.bsky.social 's WARRIOR and CYRUS😋🍆🍑
use my code "Fujimachine" and get 55% OFF on your purchase of these toys:
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#maletoys #sextoys #HoneyPlayBox #CYRUS #WARRIOR #gift
use my code "Fujimachine" and get 55% OFF on your purchase of these toys:
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#maletoys #sextoys #HoneyPlayBox #CYRUS #WARRIOR #gift
Gusto ko ng lambing, Lord. Gusto ko ng kiss.
January 30, 2026 at 1:45 PM
Gusto ko ng lambing, Lord. Gusto ko ng kiss.
So tired of being sick.
January 22, 2026 at 2:11 PM
So tired of being sick.
Terrified about a lot of stuff, but I really don't want to be a burden again. I'm so scared of ruining good things.
January 22, 2026 at 2:09 PM
Terrified about a lot of stuff, but I really don't want to be a burden again. I'm so scared of ruining good things.
Am I sick or is it just cold?
January 18, 2026 at 1:48 AM
Am I sick or is it just cold?
Ang sarap, parang tao. 😩
Chief Bogo is always looking pretty tense, probably needs some help easing up 🔥
Patreon January reward!
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Patreon January reward!
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January 16, 2026 at 8:32 AM
Ang sarap, parang tao. 😩