And constantly tries to make me feel bad about myself for weighing less than me now. Not for long, bitch.

just made me gain. I hope that if I keep losing weight my period will just stop. Idc about infertility or bone problems. I don’t want to live to be old or have kids anyway. If I could just get a hysterectomy I would.

Guess I’m just a fatty at heart 🙃

I’m at 688 cals for the day so far idk how much more I’ll eat. I just don’t really care and wish my family would decide on something so I could figure out if I’m fending for myself or just having a small serving of what everyone else is eating.

the easy mac back with them when they left town. They’re only 240 cals a cup which isn’t awful as far as how I feel and it satisfies the mac and cheese craving without having the temptation of an entire box or a serving of homemade mac and cheese that’s like 10000000 cals per scoop.

“Btw I haven’t eaten all day!” After I just said I made myself dinner like…okay and when you do eat you’ll probably eat more calories than my entire daily intake but you won’t know that because I don’t share my intake with my irls

And makes up for any missed meals

all this summer (it’s December and I live in a cold area so that doesn’t help me now) but I still look big and would opt for a baggier pair anyway. And that’s if I’m still losing weight by summer. Who knows? By then I could be obese again.

I feel like I will always look like a former fat person rather than someone who is slim (and I’m not even slim).