fat ghoust
@ghoudiary.bsky.social
a strange attention whore, private diary thoughts about life maybe
I wish I can make new friends
January 11, 2026 at 6:27 PM
I wish I can make new friends
I think I just want someone to love me, someone for me to love back. My twisted brain sees everyone I meet as a potential love interest which is horrible
January 7, 2026 at 3:29 PM
I think I just want someone to love me, someone for me to love back. My twisted brain sees everyone I meet as a potential love interest which is horrible
It's hard trying to cope with being below average
January 7, 2026 at 3:27 PM
It's hard trying to cope with being below average
Fuckkk… I need to find work….
January 6, 2026 at 6:47 PM
Fuckkk… I need to find work….
I feel bad for not really wanting to play with one friend that I have.I need to be more grateful that someone is willing to spend their own time with me..
December 30, 2025 at 5:26 PM
I feel bad for not really wanting to play with one friend that I have.I need to be more grateful that someone is willing to spend their own time with me..
Trying to write recently… Was thinking a religious main character would be cool but now I think I need to read like every religious text to make the character/world cool (namely The Bible). FUCK ITS SO LONG I CANT SIT DOWN TO DO ANYTHING!!! Would be cool still…
December 29, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Trying to write recently… Was thinking a religious main character would be cool but now I think I need to read like every religious text to make the character/world cool (namely The Bible). FUCK ITS SO LONG I CANT SIT DOWN TO DO ANYTHING!!! Would be cool still…
Food is so fucking yummy!! I can never control myself to do anything healthy…
December 29, 2025 at 7:56 PM
Food is so fucking yummy!! I can never control myself to do anything healthy…
I fucking despise myself for having some attraction to the same gender. It’s like, I enjoy looking at the other gender’s physique and characteristics for sexual attraction. But when thinking of it from a relationship side, I see myself as being more likely to live out my life with someone of the
December 29, 2025 at 7:46 PM
I fucking despise myself for having some attraction to the same gender. It’s like, I enjoy looking at the other gender’s physique and characteristics for sexual attraction. But when thinking of it from a relationship side, I see myself as being more likely to live out my life with someone of the
It’s such a weird feeling, posting about the stuff I feel online but not wanting anyone to see. It’s like I want someone to find it but I don’t want anyone to find it either. An online diary that people probably won’t find is more appealing to me than an actual diary? Not sure why is that.
December 29, 2025 at 7:34 PM
It’s such a weird feeling, posting about the stuff I feel online but not wanting anyone to see. It’s like I want someone to find it but I don’t want anyone to find it either. An online diary that people probably won’t find is more appealing to me than an actual diary? Not sure why is that.
Am I lonely? I’m not like terribly sad all the time being alone, I love having alone time. Some days I really just want to talk to anyone though. I probably need more friends though…
December 29, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Am I lonely? I’m not like terribly sad all the time being alone, I love having alone time. Some days I really just want to talk to anyone though. I probably need more friends though…
I really hate negative people and people who fight with each other, I always default to the centrist position in a conflict. I hate being in the middle but I just can’t help myself. I should just get good and such…
December 29, 2025 at 7:28 PM
I really hate negative people and people who fight with each other, I always default to the centrist position in a conflict. I hate being in the middle but I just can’t help myself. I should just get good and such…
I’m so tired all the time, been gaining more and more weight even when I try to work to better myself. Why can’t my brain just work correctly and do things that are good for me.
December 29, 2025 at 7:18 PM
I’m so tired all the time, been gaining more and more weight even when I try to work to better myself. Why can’t my brain just work correctly and do things that are good for me.
I LOVED the Marineford segment in One Piece Fan Letter, the fact that the brothers were crushed and almost killed by something so insignificant, the cut-off foot of Oars Jr, was such a neat idea. What an amazing episode for One Piece fans, and the perfect episode to end the anime on a 6-month break.
October 21, 2024 at 11:01 AM
I LOVED the Marineford segment in One Piece Fan Letter, the fact that the brothers were crushed and almost killed by something so insignificant, the cut-off foot of Oars Jr, was such a neat idea. What an amazing episode for One Piece fans, and the perfect episode to end the anime on a 6-month break.