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Gill Eadesseo
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Former Star Citizen Dev || Degen Bird Furry || Photography Second for Furality || Battletech and Warhammer fan boi || Big robots and tiny models are my thing. <3
I've not been doing fantastic. News relating to my health and my expected "time left" so to speak.

I'm trying my best to not let it get to me, it could end up just being a none issue. I also feel like everything happening with me _pales_ in comparison to what I see my friends going through.

Bums.
November 24, 2025 at 11:29 PM
Waiting for a friend outside his office in the city centre and it’s basically blowing beer gale force winds. And here are two people trying to play tennis in the nearby courts.

I don’t know why I find this amusing.
November 23, 2025 at 3:15 PM
Shop not too far from me was having a big sale on Vinyl turntables so I nabbed a (VERY) cheap one.

Yeah. Yeah i'm not writing the medium off but that certainly sounds like a very very cheap player,. Not sure if this rabbit hole is something I can afford right now, so back to digital streaming I go!
November 22, 2025 at 1:05 PM
I've hardly touched games in a few months now. The new bloodlines game and a little of the older one here and there but mostly just VRChat for meet ups and socialising, and then creative persuits with the rest of my time.

And damn, I feel like my brain is re-wiring and I can _do_ things suddenly.
November 22, 2025 at 12:53 PM
In other news, I would very much love to find a way to support myself with a supplementary income during this period of unending job rejection, but I don't know what skill I can offer.

Photography? Texturing?

Hmmm~
November 21, 2025 at 2:40 PM
Would also like to thank everyone who's been coming to and asking for the Photography lessons. They've been very enjoyable for me to host. I've enjoyed passing on the knowledge and helping people elevate their picture game even just a little.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to share <3
November 21, 2025 at 2:35 PM
These pictures, captured by some of the "Students" at my last phorography lesson last night, have very strong "Why is everyone mean to me?" meme energy.

I really should look into those swollen lithium-ion batteries...

Pictures captured by Smowl and Zenron (I don't think either are on Bsky D:)
November 21, 2025 at 2:33 PM
very short notice VR Photography lesson tonight at 10pm or so GMT.

Open to anyone, just add Gill Eadesseo to your list and you join me when it starts. Will cover basics and intermediate lessons, and if there is time, I will touch on Advanced concepts <3
November 20, 2025 at 11:55 AM
I have become obsessed with my weighted blanket.

Rolling over in bed is now a challenge and ordering on a workout but damn so I wake up well rested <3
November 17, 2025 at 11:03 AM
Just absolutely cannot be any less enthusiastic about today. I’m tired, grumpy and on a tiny fuse.

Going back to bed for a bit because it’s better than the alternative.
November 16, 2025 at 4:55 PM
"I am the propritor and salesman of the month for several years in a row; the ladies call me "Oh god~!", but you can call me fat Larry with an F-A-T 'cause I know I got a weight problem, I just don't give a fuck."

Yes I am replaying the first VTM game again, and I forgot about this guy. <3 XD
November 13, 2025 at 3:10 AM
The steam hardware reveal was just that little bit of good news today that I might have needed.

After wading through rejection emails and doom and gloom posts, it was nice just to have a something to be excited about, even for a little bit <3
November 13, 2025 at 12:23 AM
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some concepts of egyptian and tribal clothing and accessories for the spinosaur
November 9, 2025 at 8:40 PM
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Back home from aquatifur. Definitely doing a full con weekend next year since it's actually grown to a proper size and the location is fantastic
November 10, 2025 at 1:01 AM
The cheapest feeling Numark DJ controller just landed across my desk.

Not something I've ever done before but after asking a few friends about it... Lets give it a shot?

Oh boy I'm going to suck :D
November 9, 2025 at 10:44 PM
Every time I sit down to learn a skill or create something I always have to fight off the ‘you’re so bad at this’ voice in my head by reminding myself that I learnt to fly - for fun.

Constant reminders to myself of “Gill you learnt how to fly an A10 because you were bored, don’t quit.”
November 8, 2025 at 9:56 PM
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“how’s your slutty grabbable waist?”

“intact”
November 7, 2025 at 4:11 PM
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someone had to animate that specifically
November 7, 2025 at 2:40 PM
In a desperate need to play in the WoD setting some more I have decided I need to play as a big stinky dog.

Please enjoy the eye candy. I know that’s what you’re really here for.
November 8, 2025 at 6:12 AM
The feeling where you’re massively inspired to start creating something in a way you’ve not felt in years.

But your sleep is all janked and irs 6:10 am. Hm.

Hopefully it’s still there when I wake up!
November 8, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Tha bitter-sweet afterglow of finishing a game, book or movie that kept you hooked on every single word.

I have finally finished VTMB2 and I loved it. A classic for me, for sure. Saddens me that I won’t be able to experience that in the same way again.

The writing and voice acting was so, so good.
November 7, 2025 at 7:02 PM
New MW5 Clan expansion announced for next month so that’s some good news today at least!

mw5clans.com/dlc/wolves-o...
MechWarrior 5: Clans - DLC Wolves of Tukayyid
mw5clans.com
November 6, 2025 at 12:04 AM
I love that part of my morning routine is sipping on a cup of tea while reading rejection emails.

'Least it's toughening me up for hitting on people. No way rejection will bother me again after this marathon stint of "Ew. No." from employers XD
November 5, 2025 at 4:33 PM
I am exhausted and have been running on fumes for the last 8 or so hours.

I can’t sleep. Bllllugh.

‘Least VTMB2 has been keeping me entertained. Loving the game very much up to now.
November 5, 2025 at 4:27 AM