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I have a mouth and therefore I must scream.
A fallen tree shouldn't be heard even if it can be heard.

ΘΔ - & 6?

Do Not Follow Me If I Do Not Follow You.
This Is Where The Mind Wonders, When All Other Avenues Feel Closed.
There we go, undid all the reskeets.

I'm just, idk tbh.

Being thrown out of whack so much in the past fortnight has been so disorientating and doing the things I need to do is hard.
January 19, 2026 at 11:23 PM
Got in contact and let them know I am heading home soon.

To no one's surprise, mum is having a breakdown and they will both blame it on me.

I got asked to leave, I left.

Everything is going to be my fault in the end.

Why am I scared of killing myself?

I am fine, I'll always be fine in the end.
January 19, 2026 at 10:05 AM
Life certainly doesn't get easier when you get more experience, it feels like you do need to surround yourself with friends and partners who can support you while you support them back too.

Always feels I'm taking far more than I'm giving, even if I'm giving up myself in the process. Oops
January 18, 2026 at 2:05 PM
For the first time, maybe, everything got so stressful that I found the cheapest thing in the kitchen then went outside to smash it

Knowing full that I was going to clean up my own mess

I’m really not doing well, how do I not just shut down again? Am I going to disappear again?

Should I tell ppl?
January 8, 2026 at 4:46 PM