240V Outlet
@goopskyscreams.bsky.social
I have a mouth and therefore I must scream.
A fallen tree shouldn't be heard even if it can be heard.
ΘΔ - & 6?
Do Not Follow Me If I Do Not Follow You.
This Is Where The Mind Wonders, When All Other Avenues Feel Closed.
A fallen tree shouldn't be heard even if it can be heard.
ΘΔ - & 6?
Do Not Follow Me If I Do Not Follow You.
This Is Where The Mind Wonders, When All Other Avenues Feel Closed.
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This is a vent account, if you found it randomly please DO NOT follow and if you know who I am please follow ONLY if I followed you first.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
Shouldn't enter myself in potential situations that could lead to bad brain thoughts when it's late, I guess I couldn't have thought it would end badly.
But brain really does feel way more fragile the sleepier I get and it just makes me sadder and stay up later and it's a bad cycle.
But brain really does feel way more fragile the sleepier I get and it just makes me sadder and stay up later and it's a bad cycle.
January 27, 2026 at 3:13 PM
Shouldn't enter myself in potential situations that could lead to bad brain thoughts when it's late, I guess I couldn't have thought it would end badly.
But brain really does feel way more fragile the sleepier I get and it just makes me sadder and stay up later and it's a bad cycle.
But brain really does feel way more fragile the sleepier I get and it just makes me sadder and stay up later and it's a bad cycle.
The end of the lunar year draws near, each quarter representing each passing week.
I look to the sky to see time wilt away but with each passing day we get nearer to the end.
I look to the sky to see time wilt away but with each passing day we get nearer to the end.
January 27, 2026 at 11:13 AM
The end of the lunar year draws near, each quarter representing each passing week.
I look to the sky to see time wilt away but with each passing day we get nearer to the end.
I look to the sky to see time wilt away but with each passing day we get nearer to the end.
There is that sense of overwhelmed self, but you got to keep on moving on and it feels like you can not have any breaks.
Otherwise everything will come falling apart, there is no time to relax but that’s false.
But putting it in action is hard.
Otherwise everything will come falling apart, there is no time to relax but that’s false.
But putting it in action is hard.
January 26, 2026 at 1:57 PM
There is that sense of overwhelmed self, but you got to keep on moving on and it feels like you can not have any breaks.
Otherwise everything will come falling apart, there is no time to relax but that’s false.
But putting it in action is hard.
Otherwise everything will come falling apart, there is no time to relax but that’s false.
But putting it in action is hard.
I love my partner, I love my close friends, and I enjoy the company of good friends.
And yet, I feel like I’m faking all this.
Is it all going to explode someday?
Removing the urge to be sometimes self-destructive would be good.
And yet, I feel like I’m faking all this.
Is it all going to explode someday?
Removing the urge to be sometimes self-destructive would be good.
January 23, 2026 at 2:32 PM
I love my partner, I love my close friends, and I enjoy the company of good friends.
And yet, I feel like I’m faking all this.
Is it all going to explode someday?
Removing the urge to be sometimes self-destructive would be good.
And yet, I feel like I’m faking all this.
Is it all going to explode someday?
Removing the urge to be sometimes self-destructive would be good.
The silent feeling of dread is always there, the moment where you feel like you can just completely collapse in anxiety or breakdown at any moment.
That certainly haunts me and well, running from it by doing things doesn’t feel like a sustainable way to “solve” it.
Something’s fighting in here 🧠
That certainly haunts me and well, running from it by doing things doesn’t feel like a sustainable way to “solve” it.
Something’s fighting in here 🧠
January 23, 2026 at 2:28 PM
The silent feeling of dread is always there, the moment where you feel like you can just completely collapse in anxiety or breakdown at any moment.
That certainly haunts me and well, running from it by doing things doesn’t feel like a sustainable way to “solve” it.
Something’s fighting in here 🧠
That certainly haunts me and well, running from it by doing things doesn’t feel like a sustainable way to “solve” it.
Something’s fighting in here 🧠
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wanted to try doing latex (which im still kinda ass at) without a reference for once and it turned into kyubert wao @lemonkyubun.bsky.social
[they/them btw☝️]
[they/them btw☝️]
June 3, 2025 at 4:59 AM
wanted to try doing latex (which im still kinda ass at) without a reference for once and it turned into kyubert wao @lemonkyubun.bsky.social
[they/them btw☝️]
[they/them btw☝️]
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inanimate tf is so cozy for me bc, of many reasons, you don't have to worry about expression management. You can just Be
whenever i see inanimate tf art that still has an emoting face of the character im just !!! i dont get it x)
having to do expression management?? in my freak????
whenever i see inanimate tf art that still has an emoting face of the character im just !!! i dont get it x)
having to do expression management?? in my freak????
January 22, 2026 at 3:03 AM
inanimate tf is so cozy for me bc, of many reasons, you don't have to worry about expression management. You can just Be
whenever i see inanimate tf art that still has an emoting face of the character im just !!! i dont get it x)
having to do expression management?? in my freak????
whenever i see inanimate tf art that still has an emoting face of the character im just !!! i dont get it x)
having to do expression management?? in my freak????
Period of stability, mostly. Lack of sleep is probably going to catchup with me again soon.
Going to need to deal with a busier headspace as the workload increases and my anxiety returns with each passing day of not doing things.
Plans to do things keep on getting interrupted
But now, I sleep
Going to need to deal with a busier headspace as the workload increases and my anxiety returns with each passing day of not doing things.
Plans to do things keep on getting interrupted
But now, I sleep
January 21, 2026 at 3:41 PM
Period of stability, mostly. Lack of sleep is probably going to catchup with me again soon.
Going to need to deal with a busier headspace as the workload increases and my anxiety returns with each passing day of not doing things.
Plans to do things keep on getting interrupted
But now, I sleep
Going to need to deal with a busier headspace as the workload increases and my anxiety returns with each passing day of not doing things.
Plans to do things keep on getting interrupted
But now, I sleep
Feeling like my brain's cleared up a bit after dinner tonight, feels like the most clear I've been in a while @.@
Finally making some progress with getting February booked and planned out.
Finally making some progress with getting February booked and planned out.
January 20, 2026 at 1:24 PM
Feeling like my brain's cleared up a bit after dinner tonight, feels like the most clear I've been in a while @.@
Finally making some progress with getting February booked and planned out.
Finally making some progress with getting February booked and planned out.
Oops, been on the wrong account.
I... For the first time since starting this job.
I missed my alarm and I'm now almost 2 hours late for work :(
My brain really is scrambled
I... For the first time since starting this job.
I missed my alarm and I'm now almost 2 hours late for work :(
My brain really is scrambled
January 19, 2026 at 11:13 PM
Oops, been on the wrong account.
I... For the first time since starting this job.
I missed my alarm and I'm now almost 2 hours late for work :(
My brain really is scrambled
I... For the first time since starting this job.
I missed my alarm and I'm now almost 2 hours late for work :(
My brain really is scrambled
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Obscure kink: unearned praise. I don't know what I did (or I did something trivial or generally not praiseworthy) but you called me a good toy/girl/boy/etc and that has pulled the chair out from under me and now I'm babbling and flustered
January 19, 2026 at 7:13 PM
Obscure kink: unearned praise. I don't know what I did (or I did something trivial or generally not praiseworthy) but you called me a good toy/girl/boy/etc and that has pulled the chair out from under me and now I'm babbling and flustered
Please please please do not have a breakdown during my trip.
Please please please.
Do I just isolate myself?
Do I just run away from everyone and things might improve?
No, they will not.
Please please please.
Do I just isolate myself?
Do I just run away from everyone and things might improve?
No, they will not.
January 19, 2026 at 10:47 AM
Please please please do not have a breakdown during my trip.
Please please please.
Do I just isolate myself?
Do I just run away from everyone and things might improve?
No, they will not.
Please please please.
Do I just isolate myself?
Do I just run away from everyone and things might improve?
No, they will not.
I really got to get out of here
I can’t stay sane here it feels like
How much more can I go?
Will leaving “fix” my problems?
I can’t stay sane here it feels like
How much more can I go?
Will leaving “fix” my problems?
January 19, 2026 at 10:29 AM
I really got to get out of here
I can’t stay sane here it feels like
How much more can I go?
Will leaving “fix” my problems?
I can’t stay sane here it feels like
How much more can I go?
Will leaving “fix” my problems?
Why has faking it become so hard, why can't I fake it more for family.
I am struggling to fake it for them.
I am struggling to fake it for them.
January 19, 2026 at 9:57 AM
Why has faking it become so hard, why can't I fake it more for family.
I am struggling to fake it for them.
I am struggling to fake it for them.
I got kicked out of the house by my brother.
I'm just walking around in my neighbourhood and will walk home eventually.
Sun is setting soon but I'll be fine.
I'm brave, I can be alone in the dark.
Turned my phone off for almost an hour, I see brother and mum has called numerous times.
I'm just walking around in my neighbourhood and will walk home eventually.
Sun is setting soon but I'll be fine.
I'm brave, I can be alone in the dark.
Turned my phone off for almost an hour, I see brother and mum has called numerous times.
January 19, 2026 at 9:55 AM
I got kicked out of the house by my brother.
I'm just walking around in my neighbourhood and will walk home eventually.
Sun is setting soon but I'll be fine.
I'm brave, I can be alone in the dark.
Turned my phone off for almost an hour, I see brother and mum has called numerous times.
I'm just walking around in my neighbourhood and will walk home eventually.
Sun is setting soon but I'll be fine.
I'm brave, I can be alone in the dark.
Turned my phone off for almost an hour, I see brother and mum has called numerous times.
For anyone wondering why I refollowed, you're able to follow me back if I follow you.
Just a rules update here, to make following this a lot easier.
Sorry about that.
Just a rules update here, to make following this a lot easier.
Sorry about that.
January 18, 2026 at 11:45 PM
For anyone wondering why I refollowed, you're able to follow me back if I follow you.
Just a rules update here, to make following this a lot easier.
Sorry about that.
Just a rules update here, to make following this a lot easier.
Sorry about that.
Do I need to be medicated?
Focusing feels so much more difficult and it's a pain. Things feels a bit more detached from my actions sometimes, what's going on in my brain lately.
Is it stress?
Is it avoidance?
Is it self-destruction?
Why am I doing the things that we do?
Focusing feels so much more difficult and it's a pain. Things feels a bit more detached from my actions sometimes, what's going on in my brain lately.
Is it stress?
Is it avoidance?
Is it self-destruction?
Why am I doing the things that we do?
January 18, 2026 at 2:08 PM
Do I need to be medicated?
Focusing feels so much more difficult and it's a pain. Things feels a bit more detached from my actions sometimes, what's going on in my brain lately.
Is it stress?
Is it avoidance?
Is it self-destruction?
Why am I doing the things that we do?
Focusing feels so much more difficult and it's a pain. Things feels a bit more detached from my actions sometimes, what's going on in my brain lately.
Is it stress?
Is it avoidance?
Is it self-destruction?
Why am I doing the things that we do?
I'm thankful and happy of the people who are my friends, who I am close with and I can feel vulnerable around.
It isn't easy to divulge information that I find "shouldn't be shared because it's embarrassing" or "not relevant" or "it'll be fine".
When in fact, turns out I should've done so earlier.
It isn't easy to divulge information that I find "shouldn't be shared because it's embarrassing" or "not relevant" or "it'll be fine".
When in fact, turns out I should've done so earlier.
January 18, 2026 at 2:05 PM
I'm thankful and happy of the people who are my friends, who I am close with and I can feel vulnerable around.
It isn't easy to divulge information that I find "shouldn't be shared because it's embarrassing" or "not relevant" or "it'll be fine".
When in fact, turns out I should've done so earlier.
It isn't easy to divulge information that I find "shouldn't be shared because it's embarrassing" or "not relevant" or "it'll be fine".
When in fact, turns out I should've done so earlier.
I’m doing things to keep my mind active and away from the thoughts that I feel are haunting me.
Words of sweet sweet temptation and my fear of giving in to those alluring thoughts.
Sometime I feel like it’s driving me insane.
Sleep is hard, I wish I can cry some more, and I don’t like this.
Words of sweet sweet temptation and my fear of giving in to those alluring thoughts.
Sometime I feel like it’s driving me insane.
Sleep is hard, I wish I can cry some more, and I don’t like this.
January 12, 2026 at 2:20 PM
I’m doing things to keep my mind active and away from the thoughts that I feel are haunting me.
Words of sweet sweet temptation and my fear of giving in to those alluring thoughts.
Sometime I feel like it’s driving me insane.
Sleep is hard, I wish I can cry some more, and I don’t like this.
Words of sweet sweet temptation and my fear of giving in to those alluring thoughts.
Sometime I feel like it’s driving me insane.
Sleep is hard, I wish I can cry some more, and I don’t like this.
This is a vent account, if you found it randomly please DO NOT follow and if you know who I am please follow ONLY if I followed you first.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
January 12, 2026 at 2:16 PM
This is a vent account, if you found it randomly please DO NOT follow and if you know who I am please follow ONLY if I followed you first.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
If Bluesky will fucking add private accounts that'll be great, otherwise I won't hesitate to block.
I am a blabber and if I want to vent, I will do it here.
So many things...
Maybe slowly going a bit loopy trying to keep track of them all, trying to reduce the workload by trying to get thru as many of them as possible
I always feel like I do not have eneough time to get it done... awawawa
And I always spend "too much time" trying to recover x.x
Maybe slowly going a bit loopy trying to keep track of them all, trying to reduce the workload by trying to get thru as many of them as possible
I always feel like I do not have eneough time to get it done... awawawa
And I always spend "too much time" trying to recover x.x
January 11, 2026 at 3:12 AM
So many things...
Maybe slowly going a bit loopy trying to keep track of them all, trying to reduce the workload by trying to get thru as many of them as possible
I always feel like I do not have eneough time to get it done... awawawa
And I always spend "too much time" trying to recover x.x
Maybe slowly going a bit loopy trying to keep track of them all, trying to reduce the workload by trying to get thru as many of them as possible
I always feel like I do not have eneough time to get it done... awawawa
And I always spend "too much time" trying to recover x.x
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Sometimes all you can do is make the world 0.0000000000001% less awful by being a good person and it feels very meaningless but it’s also the only thing that really matters
January 7, 2026 at 7:49 PM
Sometimes all you can do is make the world 0.0000000000001% less awful by being a good person and it feels very meaningless but it’s also the only thing that really matters
Am I getting a withdrawal from feeling something?
Why can’t I feel anything but sad and bad feelings?
And yet I can’t cry?
Getting my feathers all ruffled up.
Why can’t I feel anything but sad and bad feelings?
And yet I can’t cry?
Getting my feathers all ruffled up.
January 8, 2026 at 4:57 PM
Am I getting a withdrawal from feeling something?
Why can’t I feel anything but sad and bad feelings?
And yet I can’t cry?
Getting my feathers all ruffled up.
Why can’t I feel anything but sad and bad feelings?
And yet I can’t cry?
Getting my feathers all ruffled up.
Do I deserve good things?
Stop, yes.
Go sleep.
Stop, yes.
Go sleep.
January 8, 2026 at 4:53 PM
Do I deserve good things?
Stop, yes.
Go sleep.
Stop, yes.
Go sleep.