I woke up...damn. #depression

Being alive is far too much of a hassle. I'm ugly and lonely with nobody to talk to. Nothing to look forward to or enjoy. Every night, I hope I won't wake up in the morning. People don't like me and there's nobody to care if I was gone anyway. #depressed

It feels like we're just...running out of time but not knowing what will fall apart first. It feels like it's impossible to prepare anything because we don't know what we're up against. At this stage I'm thinking it's best to save every penny possible.

I've been desperately clinging onto the last few things that bring me comfort, joy or some reprieve. At this point I'm not optimistic, I feel like losing everything is going to be inevitable.

I have this sense of dread inside me getting stronger every day. It feels like the world is collapsing and all I can do is watch because I'm not a bootlicking billionaire. If I am not homeless and starving in the next four years it'll be a miracle. Hell, even staying employed would be a miracle.

If big title video game prices go up to $80 or even $100 I will never buy one unless it's on sale.

There are so many indie games out there for a fraction of the price that are just as much fun, if not more.

Extremely satisfying moments in video games:

-Opening chests
-Upgrading equipment
-Beating an extremely difficult boss after multiple attempts
-Finding a legendary item/weapon.

The only way to honor Holocaust remembrance is to center historical memory, combat antisemitism & fight contemporary genocides.

I'm genuinely terrified about the way things are going. It hasn't even been much more than a week and things are sinking straight into hell. The current admin is going to drive the country straight to the ground with their fascist greed. And I feel hopeless and powerless.

Bellibolt my beloved guardian #pokemon #bellibolt #pokemonsv

People need to understand this is not a democrats vs republicans issue. Both parties have fundamental disagreements but the reason it's different right now is because it's the people vs Trump. Trump is not a representative for the republican party and never has been. Trump represents himself. #trump

If more people were like Bishop Mariann Edgar Budde, I’d consider adding religion back to my life, the problem is they’re more like JD Vance who embodies the spirit of a 4yo being ignored by his combination wife/mom.

I guess I should post an intro and try to meet people!
I'm 39, autistic, and a gamer. I work from home so I am online all the time.
My favorite artist currently is Ateez. I like playing RPG and cozy games, I play on switch and PC. Pokemon is my special interest.
#autism #ateez #friends #pokemon

I guess I will come here just to post thoughts, ramble, mini blog. Maybe make some friends, if possible?

I've arrived here! Fuck twitter, fuck Elon, fuck Trump.