Even though there will be nothing to break anyway if I don't reach forth and nobody to judge my growth if I don't try. Even though I'm just as justified to experience joy as anyone and don't need to earn my own happiness. These are needless emotional ailments. I want to discard them.

#carveaway 6/6

There must be feelings warping. A feeling of not deserving anything good, when I am not good enough. A feeling that touching something beautiful will destroy it, because I am awkward, confused, and chaotic. A feeling that if I reach for what I desire, it will disappear in my hands.

#carveaway 5/6

I'm easily overwhelmed. It's often simpler to avoid what riles me, even when it's a thing I like, especially if it's a thing I love. There are other conflicts in play, too. Fear to pursue, fear to lose. The culprit behind inhibition is typically fear. An inner turmoil. A hesitation.

#carveaway 4/6

I'm the type of person who will pursue anything of interest except what they actually, with deep and painful yearning, dream of accomplishing. The type to close their eyes and cry when a thing is too beautiful, or too kind, or too wonderous, because the passion can be too much.

#carveaway 3/6

I'm the type of person who, when they see someone they have a crush on, will avoid looking at them, or talking to them, and will try to walk away. The type who will add a book to a save for later cart and spend years wishing to read it, later, later.

#carveaway 2/6