I'm probably going to just stay on my private for a while so that these feelings of inadequacy don't pile over inside me and spill out on my main account; simply because I'm not trying to gain sympathy or pity...

I'm happy for my friends, always 💝

It's even worse that during this whole time talking to each other and giving support through feeling the situation. I felt like a wannabe the whole time and never spoke on it. Why didn't I? Simply because we had no image to prove that I was talked horribly about... I never told anyone I felt this.

It really sucks having these imposter thoughts right now, especially with all of my friends getting hyped up in that qrt trend while I'm not really mentioned. It feels so bad feeling these things... I know people love my work so why do I get weak over these things every time...

Decided to nap to rest the mind

"I've been inside my head too much over things let's just reset today"

*Gets PTSD flashback nightmare about my mother*

Rot and woe...

I still can't get over the situation I got into a couple of days ago, just because I didn't remember a situation. No one even said anything either.

I can't sleep well at all...

Yesterday was a traumatic experience because somehow my emotionally abusive ex found my discord and like a parasite wanted to try and talk.

It's like so fucking hard and exhausting to let go of things. Big or small it's so... Exhausting. I can wake up and my mind is already fighting over how a person talked to me. Even if I keep up on my medications, it doesn't alleviate the issues it just makes them longer bubbles in my brain

hey man i noticed your theme suddenly has a really somber piano in it as the main melody is everything alright

Witch 🕷️

will you halt this eclipse in me?
[ #moribundbash #oc #art ]

I'm gonna fucking lose my mind eating this today...

Made this account to relieve inner thoughts and frustrations. I'm kinda funny too so I'll post about whatever goes on in my daily life.