🏚
banner
houserot.bsky.social
🏚
@houserot.bsky.social
23, he/it
Former vent user
My mom's been getting therapy and it's good and I'm happy for her but I wish so badly she had done this before she had kids. It's not like she didn't have time, she was almost 30 when she first gave birth. I think she thought having children would be a way to have a second chance at a good childhood
March 21, 2025 at 1:06 AM
I was beefing with this white canadian because he said some weird shit abt how canada "only" assimilated FNIM but the US "annihilated" Native Americans so apparently what we went thru in canada just isnt that bad which. First of all. The bar is on the floor.
March 8, 2025 at 12:19 AM
It really feels like the whole world is pushing me to just give up. Why try to get better? I can't change. This is all I know.
March 1, 2025 at 9:20 AM
Really worried abt my living situation rn. We are being told that if we have to leave our current place bc of development thats being planned our transfer to move to a diff city will be canceled and we will have to reapply. And if theres no housing here to temporarily put us in we will be homeless-
February 24, 2025 at 10:45 PM
February 23, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Paying for high shipping from the us is so stupid when i live 4 hours away from the place its shipping from. But i have to pay 35 dollars in shipping simply because it crosses the border. Which is just an imaginary line
February 20, 2025 at 2:32 AM
I want to be penpals with everyone but they all just want to text and call. Thats why i end up ghosting people 😭 i used to be pen pals with my aunties and it was so fun. I think i stopped because i was literally 7 and got distracted but its truely the best form of communication
February 20, 2025 at 12:32 AM
I miss vent. I swear its so hard sometimes to articulate my feelings on here. I used to just word vomit on vent but on here im always overthinking. I also miss getting random comments of support from ppl who dont follow me
February 19, 2025 at 8:49 AM
I hate being so sad and lonely i hate being a loserrrr!!! I went to an art gallery yesterday and I was seeing a group of people hugging and catching up and I felt a pang of sadness bc i know no one who would hug me like that or be so excited to see me.
February 15, 2025 at 10:05 AM
My pet peeve is when ppl describe long hair as inherently feminine. Maybe it is TO YOU but don't apply that shit to me my long hair is masc as fuck
February 14, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I have been watching and rewatching Indigenous movies and man. I love Indigenous cinema. I think the first Indigenous movie I ever watched as a kid was Whale Rider and man it's just as good as I remember it, although much sadder as well 😭
February 12, 2025 at 8:35 AM
Feeling inescapable sorrow this evening. I wish you could make friends as an adult the same way you can as a kid, just going up to someone and asking to be their friend. I never took advantage of that as a kid and now I regret it
February 10, 2025 at 6:37 AM
I thought this guy was in line before us at the grocery store but the line was so confusing so i asked him and he said no and walked away BUT I CANT TELL IF HE WAS JUST BEING POLITE??? Also he looked like a sad matt damon... i hope he was telling the truth bc the line got way longer after us
February 8, 2025 at 10:42 PM
I'm so anxious and upset abt something i saw and it doesnt even affect me personally but i genuinely felt so sick and i already felt sick today. Why does the world have to be so cruel? Why do ppl have to be so disgusting? I'm so upset my mind cant stop racing i just want to go to sleep
February 8, 2025 at 10:25 AM
I hate that I always agonize over how people see me when they probably don't even notice me. I keep wondering what i looked like to the guy i walked past who was shoveling snow. He was likely too cold to even think much of me except for maybe noticing i was wearing a funny hat (it keeps me warm)
February 6, 2025 at 10:07 AM
I love knowing family stories I find it so interesting hearing about people I know, or people I'm just related to if I never met them. It's also why I like looking into my ancestry and genealogy, I like thinking about what kind of people they were and what they did.
February 5, 2025 at 4:01 AM
Learning abt my culture or learning my language always has me sad bc of my disconnection with my family and then I get demotivated bc i dont want to be thinking abt my family. And then it starts again every time i go to learn more.
February 2, 2025 at 11:29 AM
Yay our sink is working now! Somehow I managed to sleep through the last 2 times workers were in our house, I would wake up for any loud noises then immediately drift back into sleeping, but for some reason the sound of my mom and the plumber talking is what kept me awake this time... why
January 29, 2025 at 7:52 PM
They were supposed to put in our new counter today, which they did, but the plumber ended up not coming so now we just have a counter without a working sink. Guys i think id rather have the old counter give it back 😭 now i have to do my dishes in the tiny bathroom sink fml
January 29, 2025 at 1:26 AM
I feel like I'm living this weird double life where online I can say whatever is on my mind or whatever I'm feeling but irl I don't even exist. Nothing I do affects reality I'm just a ghost
January 27, 2025 at 11:04 AM
Whenever I'm learning a language I always get stuck on the grammar 😭 I always feel so stupid but I remember struggling with english grammar as a kid so I guess it makes sense that it's going to be the hardest part of learning another language
January 27, 2025 at 2:25 AM
I woke up at 7am to my neighbors car alarm going off for what felt like 20 minutes (was probably 5 max) and I've been groggy all day
January 27, 2025 at 12:01 AM
Why is it most americans online are always either saying "they didn't teach us this in school our education system is trash" or "didn't everyone learn this in middle school" do they know the world doesnt revolve around the us education system? Are they aware they can learn things on their own?
January 26, 2025 at 2:22 AM
I miss my old friends :( literally so lonely I can HEAR THEM IN MY HEAD I can hear what they'd say to me or what we'd joke about fml 😭 im so pathetic fr this is my punishment for coming across like i care abt nothing and nobody. Now I'm all alone. Im so stupid
January 25, 2025 at 8:18 AM
I want to eat eggs but they recently got recalled so I don't trust them... along with being the food that gave my mom food poisoning... no thank you!!! It's just annoying because I'm really craving an egg sandwich.
January 24, 2025 at 9:10 PM