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@illecebra.bsky.social
be warned that i'm very much su!c!dal.
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February 17, 2026 at 10:06 PM
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i keep saying he’s my reason for staying here, but the truth is he’d probably hate the kinds of thoughts i have abt myself and abt life in general. i failed him too, just like i’ve failed everyone i know. do i even deserve him then
January 5, 2026 at 10:17 PM
i keep saying he’s my reason for staying here, but the truth is he’d probably hate the kinds of thoughts i have abt myself and abt life in general. i failed him too, just like i’ve failed everyone i know. do i even deserve him then
i feel so nostalgic when i see jimin these days. almost as if i’d had him all this time safely tucked away and now all this people will take him away from me. i was on equal footing for once, waiting for him and everything. now i can’t be part of anything
January 28, 2026 at 10:51 PM
i feel so nostalgic when i see jimin these days. almost as if i’d had him all this time safely tucked away and now all this people will take him away from me. i was on equal footing for once, waiting for him and everything. now i can’t be part of anything
i literally can’t escape
January 28, 2026 at 5:31 PM
i literally can’t escape
i’m about to finish watching my liberation notes tonight and i just feel so much about this show. sigh. i’m pretty sure nothing i watch after this will ever come close to the realness of this one.
January 28, 2026 at 12:46 PM
i’m about to finish watching my liberation notes tonight and i just feel so much about this show. sigh. i’m pretty sure nothing i watch after this will ever come close to the realness of this one.
biz ne yaşıyoruz ya? bize ne yaşatıyorlar? nasıl sindirilir bu?
January 27, 2026 at 6:50 AM
biz ne yaşıyoruz ya? bize ne yaşatıyorlar? nasıl sindirilir bu?
bu ülkede yaşamın her yönü yeterince zor ama bundan uzaklaşmaya, bir nefes almaya yöneldiğiniz anda da ilgilendiğiniz ne varsa onlarla ilgilenmenizi zorlaştıracak binbir türlü engel çıkarıyorlar önünüze. o bile çok görülüyor. bunun altında eziliyorum artık. devam etmek için neden bulmak ne zor artık
January 25, 2026 at 3:29 PM
bu ülkede yaşamın her yönü yeterince zor ama bundan uzaklaşmaya, bir nefes almaya yöneldiğiniz anda da ilgilendiğiniz ne varsa onlarla ilgilenmenizi zorlaştıracak binbir türlü engel çıkarıyorlar önünüze. o bile çok görülüyor. bunun altında eziliyorum artık. devam etmek için neden bulmak ne zor artık
sigh i really really really would’ve liked to go to one of the concerts. i keep thinking about how it’s going to be the first one after the pandemic and military service…jimin will be so happy and so ready…a once in a lifetime experience and possibly their last group tour
January 24, 2026 at 11:39 PM
sigh i really really really would’ve liked to go to one of the concerts. i keep thinking about how it’s going to be the first one after the pandemic and military service…jimin will be so happy and so ready…a once in a lifetime experience and possibly their last group tour
jimin you’re everything to me i wish things were different and i hadn’t failed you so badly
January 24, 2026 at 12:44 PM
jimin you’re everything to me i wish things were different and i hadn’t failed you so badly
a 30 second twitter scroll is enough to make want to end it all these days. seeing bts seeing jimin i got them tickets congrats i got second third fourth shows too are you vip yes soundcheck gonna have to travel from x city to y city this summer about to get insane gonna celebrate jungkook’s bday
January 24, 2026 at 12:42 PM
a 30 second twitter scroll is enough to make want to end it all these days. seeing bts seeing jimin i got them tickets congrats i got second third fourth shows too are you vip yes soundcheck gonna have to travel from x city to y city this summer about to get insane gonna celebrate jungkook’s bday
day 2.5 of no wifi,, this is fucking up my mobile data plan as well as the battery health of my 3.5 months old phone 🙂
January 24, 2026 at 10:48 AM
day 2.5 of no wifi,, this is fucking up my mobile data plan as well as the battery health of my 3.5 months old phone 🙂
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whenever i watch/listen to a psychology video/podcast and they tell me that failing is a natural part of life and you can instead use it to experiment and shit, i just know what their target audience is. and that it's not me. you guys just wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me
January 23, 2026 at 9:17 PM
whenever i watch/listen to a psychology video/podcast and they tell me that failing is a natural part of life and you can instead use it to experiment and shit, i just know what their target audience is. and that it's not me. you guys just wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me
it’s too fucking late for literally anything. but to d ie. it’s never too late for that one if anyone above cares rn
January 23, 2026 at 8:31 PM
it’s too fucking late for literally anything. but to d ie. it’s never too late for that one if anyone above cares rn
this is most definitely the last tour of bts as a group and i'll never be at this age again. and even if things changed for me, which they won't, i'll never be able to afford + be given visas for a future soloist jimin concert. been sitting with this realization since the dates were revealed
January 23, 2026 at 6:13 PM
this is most definitely the last tour of bts as a group and i'll never be at this age again. and even if things changed for me, which they won't, i'll never be able to afford + be given visas for a future soloist jimin concert. been sitting with this realization since the dates were revealed
yıllar geçtikçe ne kadar sabırsız ve yorucu bir insan olduğunu fark etmek...
January 23, 2026 at 2:21 PM
yıllar geçtikçe ne kadar sabırsız ve yorucu bir insan olduğunu fark etmek...
girl i’ve watched quite a few reels using this same rhetoric tonight that i need to speak about it. it’s cute and kind and very human that people think this helps people reconnect with themselves or whatever the goal is BUT+
January 22, 2026 at 11:18 PM
girl i’ve watched quite a few reels using this same rhetoric tonight that i need to speak about it. it’s cute and kind and very human that people think this helps people reconnect with themselves or whatever the goal is BUT+
sansimin en yaver gittigi donemde bile (abd’deyken) jimin ile ilgili bir tane bile etkinlige denk gelmedim ya lan. hani konseri falan gectim onlar zaten hicbir zaman ulasilabilir olmadi ama official unofficial bir tane bile jimin ile ilgili bir seyi deneyimleyemedim
January 22, 2026 at 10:19 PM
sansimin en yaver gittigi donemde bile (abd’deyken) jimin ile ilgili bir tane bile etkinlige denk gelmedim ya lan. hani konseri falan gectim onlar zaten hicbir zaman ulasilabilir olmadi ama official unofficial bir tane bile jimin ile ilgili bir seyi deneyimleyemedim
how can a person bear so much grief for something they were never even meant to have? isn't it so foolish to mourn what's never been yours
January 22, 2026 at 9:32 PM
how can a person bear so much grief for something they were never even meant to have? isn't it so foolish to mourn what's never been yours
i'm legit going to throw up from sadness. does that happen
January 22, 2026 at 9:31 PM
i'm legit going to throw up from sadness. does that happen
oomf on twitter posting about securing a third ticket for bts and here i am struggling to get my wifi fixed because it wouldn’t work after a fucking rain. i’m so tired of feeling like i don’t deserve the bare minimum this world could offer
January 22, 2026 at 3:06 PM
oomf on twitter posting about securing a third ticket for bts and here i am struggling to get my wifi fixed because it wouldn’t work after a fucking rain. i’m so tired of feeling like i don’t deserve the bare minimum this world could offer
everything about today just telling me to end it all right here right now
January 22, 2026 at 1:37 PM
everything about today just telling me to end it all right here right now
