I really am getting everything I ever wanted it’s so beautiful wow wow wow ✨✨✨✨

I’m too scared to start the tret. I don’t want to be ugly rn I can’t do it. I’ll be ugly in March

This is how I know a*h* is real bc no one would choose to live like this lmao it’s so dysfunctional

being terribly

And I was super mad that I let Chris come to my birthday dinner bc everyone was being super supportive and happy for me and he was being terribly and that was one of the moments where I was like yeah I do not like this person anymore I do not want to feel like this I’m going to get better and leave

Also last year on my birthday I was packing for rehab lol

I love that I have money and he has debt like that’s funny and idc how immature that is.

I have literally never cared about my birthday but I’m actually excited this year. Everything is so much better, happier, more fun, freer, ETC

I can literally never cry and I just cried half a tear. I fr didn’t wanna go in so bad I almost called out 😂 ty god 🙏🏻

I hope I get out in the afternoon. I just don’t wanna today