is pain

Sorry. Reflex.

Really excited about it. Glad there was enough interest to earn a reboot.

The Googleheim

He was promoted to that years ago and has yet to check it.

I'm not saying I didn't have someone in mind with this post, but...

Hi Josh,
Since your inbox is flooded, pinging you here. Please get back to me asap with your applesauce preference between apple apple and apple cinnamon.

Thanks!
Jake
Director of Produce
The Command Zone

Why does all this belong here on the internet? I don't know. Social media is jazz, man. It's performance art. Sometimes you're doing a bit and sometimes you're speaking on the real parts of life that maybe someone else is facing.

Number 1 thing is: I stand corrected. You might get that apology.

I'm pretty happy with who I am and the superpowers I have from my origin story. Living it sucked and I wish I could've stood up for that kid, but I have so many skills from it. How to make lemonade when you don't have what you want. How to be tough. How to keep the peace. The price of being chaotic.

I thought I wanted an apology for the last 20 years, but it wasn't until after the call that I realized what just happened. I wanted to be seen by this one person. I need that one person to say "yes, that really happened and it wasn't okay."

He wanted to know how much I thought he should get so that all costs would be covered. I said not to worry about that stuff and it'd be handled.

"I just don't want anyone to have to pay. You've paid enough. You had me as a dad and I took your childhood."
I said "No, don't worry. It made me tough."

I found it interesting when we were in Amsterdam. We're heading back and, even though everyone speaks english, I thought it'd be fun. I've been on a 550 day streak with Mandarin and needed a break.

Yeah, big season 2 energy. Turning the page on a few things outside of the big 3 (family, love and business). It’s so weird to have stability and consistency in those areas and still have that funky feeling.

*over my dad.

Freudian slip? Who knows. 🚬👌😪

The stuff I’m cooking personally and at the day job is so cool. My biggest moments of growth as a creative are when I see something and say “I didn’t know you were allowed to do that.” I am hoping to do that for others. It’s not cocky to say “I think I have something you’ve never known you wanted.”

Even good memories make me feel pain just like the bad ones so I’m working to keep my hands moving. New memories I can worry about later. I’m in my binary sunset era. I will leave this figurative planet that’s just nostalgia/dwelling. They’re the literal opposite of fun.