And dennis was already getting off just on blowing somebody but now he's going to come So Fast and ohhhhhhhh this is fucked up this is fucked up oh god he's fucked up and this is hot and he's so sorry and also,, please,,, do whatever this scary thing is like, so much more. And don't fire him. Please

But in the meantime like. he's also partly mad about it bc if anyone should get to do a fucked up HR violation and fuck this kid, he had first dibs. He fucked him first. And he's gonna take dennis by the hair and kind of force his head down on this third guy's dick and teach him how to deep throat

And the idea of robby kind of getting weirdly territorial w this poor guy who was just getting a free blowjob on grindr, making eye contact with him and standing real close, leaning OVER the kneeling dennis between them

Bc robby is mad about one of his clerks getting fucked with HR wise

And robby staring

And just going, almost casually but with Just Enough anger that all three of them are aware of it, "oh, don't stop on my account" and slowly stalking forward

And dennis is. Um. Conflicted

Bc his mouth is kind of full and he's so embarrassed but also soooo horny

And heading up and just going into one of the mostly empty wards and seeing dennis on his knees with another man fucking his throat - an older nurse or admin from upstairs, who robby knows but doesn't work in the ER, freezing with his hand fisted in dennis' hair

And so just. God. The absolute idea of him having A Bad Day in the pitt a few months after his first day, and robby goes to check in w him and overhears trinity telling garcia, oh, he's headed up to the fourth floor to decompress, he showers sometimes before heading home, so we have the place

So he realises his anonymous hook-up was robby and Wow that's fucked up. And he's Definitely not gonna continue fucking older partners now he's living with trinity, bc he knows she will tease him MERCILESSLY, but also, come on, even he needs an outlet

Which is nice, but not the same as daddy types, and he also feels bad bc he's not really dating and doesn't have time to date anybody, and he just feels like he's being shitty for just wanting sex and not being able to just be like. Super breezy and casual about it

Which, okay. Rude.

(And it's rude but she also literally introduces him TO girls as well as guys)

So he's experimenting a little here and there, and after that one hook-up he kind of had a thing going on with older partners, goes out with a cougar who coos over how cute he is

But, you know, he does not bring people home to the apartment. Santos says he can but he knows that's just a trap so she can get a look at the kind of guys he sleeps with - she actually does believe he's bisexual, she just says most women have too high standards to sleep with him

Like she is Not warm and bubbly and garcia is Mean to him but mostly like, it's chill, weirdly enough they actually balance chores pretty well, trinity is kind of aggressive about checking in with him sometimes (while insulting him a bit), and it takes a lot off his shoulders worries wise

And i need to fucking get better at picking out foods and knowing what foods i want and can eat here bc i KNOW autism brain wants Same Foods and Routine and i KNOW there are things i can do to help myself adjust and it's hard but it's better than being constantly hungry

I have spent two years making my household and my kitchen more accessible to me, learning my limits and my weaknesses, and i will not spend a month or more out of every year in quiet agony or despair every time i try to fucking cook, something i am VERY good at and enjoy doing