people often times forget about me and i think it's because i don't have money...

i feel like the world is conspiring against me

it constantly reminds me that i am small and will always be small. i am doomed and always doomed. i will always be crushed down and everything around me will always crumble. i only have myself, always has been. .

god please let me out... let me out of this...

It seems impossible to live in a socialist society at this generation... So in my mind, I want to live and live again and in every generation. And in every life, I want to be a revolutionary, I want to push for this goal... For genuine land reform, national sovereignty, for our own industry.

I saw it all die down.

We used to burn. Everything used to feel like heavy blankets while being surrounded by stuffed toys. It looks overwhelming, too much, yet it feels right. It's comfortable enough.

nakakalungkot pala na magpunta sa Dangwa... or at least sa akin.

wala naman palang espesyal sa lugar. nagiging espesyal lang siya dahil sa layunin ng mga tao sa pagpunta dun. sobrang cheesy o corny pakinggan ng pagbigay ng bulaklak, ano? pero nandun yung mga ngiti.

i think there's already a deeper meaning on why i like rats or any of the like.

i've lived the most important parts of my life in a poverty-stricken place. to live in a dark place. to learn to comfortably sleep on a cold and wet bed during stormy nights. to walk barefoot on a muddy floor.

for you i was fearless.

i was afraid of heights. i was so wary one time while crossing a bridge with my friends. i was so scared to slip, fall down, and get crushed beneath. the same bridge we crossed... the world was peaceful. for it is only You that matters when we're together.

binigay ko sayo ang puso ko at hinayaan kitang kainin ito. nakita ko ang pagsabog ng laman nito sa loob ng bibig mo pero niluwa mo.