Kat's Vibes
@katzone.bsky.social
I don't have the strength to transition or the option to not transition, and I can't handle it. Every day I don't kill myself is a miracle and I feel like I'm running out of those
December 26, 2025 at 2:40 AM
I don't have the strength to transition or the option to not transition, and I can't handle it. Every day I don't kill myself is a miracle and I feel like I'm running out of those
I'd like to think I'll be a girl someday
December 23, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I'd like to think I'll be a girl someday
Feeling pretty hollowed out by this. I'm so scared I'll run into them now.
My rapist is going to ANE. They're going to be presenting two panels.
December 19, 2025 at 1:31 PM
Feeling pretty hollowed out by this. I'm so scared I'll run into them now.
My rapist is going to ANE. They're going to be presenting two panels.
December 19, 2025 at 2:49 AM
My rapist is going to ANE. They're going to be presenting two panels.
They should invent a kind of girl that I'm allowed to be, I think
December 7, 2025 at 4:53 AM
They should invent a kind of girl that I'm allowed to be, I think
Having a pretty bad night
December 5, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Having a pretty bad night
The new pigeon pit album has been hitting me hard lately
December 3, 2025 at 6:25 PM
The new pigeon pit album has been hitting me hard lately
I just feel so emotionally exhausted
December 3, 2025 at 12:59 PM
I just feel so emotionally exhausted
God I fucking hate catching feelings I wish I was aro
November 25, 2025 at 3:49 AM
God I fucking hate catching feelings I wish I was aro
Haven't felt this lonely in a minute
November 23, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Haven't felt this lonely in a minute
Feeling worthless rn
November 22, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Feeling worthless rn
It rules how no matter what I do I'm always going to step on the landmines that are people who took the side of my rapist for as long as I'm in the spaces I'm in. I'm not willing to give up that part of me to avoid it so now I just get to get hit with that every once in a while.
November 18, 2025 at 2:42 AM
It rules how no matter what I do I'm always going to step on the landmines that are people who took the side of my rapist for as long as I'm in the spaces I'm in. I'm not willing to give up that part of me to avoid it so now I just get to get hit with that every once in a while.
Really feeling like a fake girl tonight
November 17, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Really feeling like a fake girl tonight
I feel like my transition is never gonna go anywhere. I've been on hrt for almost 4 years give or take the bit of time I spent detransitioning and I still look like and present as a fat ugly man and feel like I always will
November 17, 2025 at 8:21 PM
I feel like my transition is never gonna go anywhere. I've been on hrt for almost 4 years give or take the bit of time I spent detransitioning and I still look like and present as a fat ugly man and feel like I always will
The eternal mental conflict between wanting to be an unrestrained perverted freak and the feeling that if I do people are going to hate me for it
November 3, 2025 at 7:39 PM
The eternal mental conflict between wanting to be an unrestrained perverted freak and the feeling that if I do people are going to hate me for it
Ope almost forgot to block my rapist's main and AD accounts here
November 1, 2025 at 1:43 AM
Ope almost forgot to block my rapist's main and AD accounts here
I think I'm coming out the other end of this big anxiety/depression/whatever spike, thank god. Still feeling a bit off-kilter but I'm doing better
November 1, 2025 at 1:33 AM
I think I'm coming out the other end of this big anxiety/depression/whatever spike, thank god. Still feeling a bit off-kilter but I'm doing better
Damn. Am I actually a bi lesbian, or am I a women-only lesbian?
October 31, 2025 at 1:13 PM
Damn. Am I actually a bi lesbian, or am I a women-only lesbian?
Feeling a really strong impulse to withdraw from everything and everyone. I know that isn't helpful but it's hard to not have that be a knee jerk reaction
October 31, 2025 at 3:28 AM
Feeling a really strong impulse to withdraw from everything and everyone. I know that isn't helpful but it's hard to not have that be a knee jerk reaction
Brain exploding bad this week.
October 31, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Brain exploding bad this week.
Hey! This is a more personal account for @sables.ooo, I'm gonna dump things here that I don't necessarily feel comfortable putting out for a wider audience to see and engage with. You're welcome to try to follow me here but if I block you off of this account it's nothing against you, just curating.
October 31, 2025 at 1:49 AM
Hey! This is a more personal account for @sables.ooo, I'm gonna dump things here that I don't necessarily feel comfortable putting out for a wider audience to see and engage with. You're welcome to try to follow me here but if I block you off of this account it's nothing against you, just curating.