Also bears remembering that these weren't heroes. These were children, siblings who fought each other and died. We remember them because they shouldn't have died this way.

imposter syndrome. "I don't belong here & I hope they don't notice." I don't think it's ever left me. I really need to write a musical, get back up on stage, find something good for myself. But can I do it? I don't know. What's going on with me? I don't know.

Will I get through this? I hope so.

But I'm sitting on my couch sweating about little things, wondering why I'm not good enough for this or if I'm talented enough for that. I feel like I'm losing myself. I used to be someone filled with confidence (hopefully not too much confidence). When I went to grad school I discovered a latent