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kez
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I feel so empty. like there’s a hole in my chest that nothing fills. nothing entertains me anymore, nothing holds my attention, I don’t want to see anyone, do anything. basic looking after myself is hard; showers, brushing my teeth, feeding myself.
March 2, 2025 at 9:59 PM
I wish I wasn’t like this.

I wish I was cool, and didn’t feel alone. I wish I could stay calm and not worry so much. I wish that I didn’t have such issues with attachment. I wish that I could control my emotions better and didn’t feel so helpless.

I wish I wasn’t like this.
February 16, 2025 at 10:17 PM
which traumatic life event made me unable to reach out to people??????
February 8, 2025 at 11:34 PM
chat I fear i’ve lost him
February 5, 2025 at 3:20 PM
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i wish i was a fairy so i could just hover above the tile in my home without having to step on it its so mf cold
January 19, 2025 at 7:29 PM
I NEED TO STOP BEING NEEDY AND CLINGY AND MAYBE STOP CRYING FOR 2025
January 2, 2025 at 10:06 PM
OH COOL I WASNT AWARE THAT BEING BACK IN WORK GAVE YOU AN OVERWHELMING SENSE OF DREAD AND ANXIETY
January 2, 2025 at 9:06 AM
get yourself a man who genuinely listens to how they’ve hurt you in the past and actively changes to support your needs. god I love him
December 29, 2024 at 9:18 PM
I know that there’s goodness in the world because he exists
December 16, 2024 at 11:12 PM
how do you do things that you know will hurt someone you love, but that will be good for you. asking for a friend.
December 11, 2024 at 9:22 PM
get u a man who learns about your meds to know how to help you better
December 11, 2024 at 1:28 AM
he sent me a selfie earlier and I don’t think i’ve stopped staring at it all day. his smile could outshine the stars
December 8, 2024 at 6:30 PM
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I'm ,sasinate al the , COEs,
December 6, 2024 at 9:52 PM
new happy place: sat with his family watching him with them with his hand on my thigh, absent mindedly stroking while he laughs and argues with them. i’m safe, i’m loved, i’m accepted.
December 6, 2024 at 8:54 PM
I really wish that I did more stupid shit when I was younger
November 25, 2024 at 6:41 PM
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November 24, 2024 at 2:37 PM
I can’t wait for the next week to be done with good lord. I wanna be in his arms again.
November 22, 2024 at 2:54 PM
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rules are meant to be broken
November 21, 2024 at 6:35 AM
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"they won't stop at trans people" - ok even if they did stop at trans people they still need their ass beat, right?
November 21, 2024 at 7:32 AM
sometimes I just wanna scream about how muCH I HATE THIS BITCH GOD FUCKING DAMN
November 20, 2024 at 11:28 PM
u ever see someone so fucking stunning that your brain goes to mush and you just sit and blink for a while
November 20, 2024 at 4:59 PM
I love posting to the abyss on here. it’s so healing to have like a lil space that I can put my feelings into and nobody cares or even sees it so I can just say anything I want/need
November 17, 2024 at 11:46 PM
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Yu comb to me on tha day my dotter is tobe merry.. .
November 17, 2024 at 11:12 PM
why am I the way I am
November 17, 2024 at 8:58 AM