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Laellen
@laellen.bsky.social
Pacifist
Apparently a DM now
Working in KYC & AML
Lover of languages
All things Japan
European, Woke, Pacifist, Anti-gun
Depressed but on meds

https://goget.fund/3WpQCJ2 - Help me deal with my own stupidity, every bit helps
So they too can know that dragons, of course, carry thermoses with pickle soup everywhere :)
January 22, 2025 at 9:26 PM
My dad used to read this book to us „Scenes from life of dragons”. It was made to read out of order, after each chapter you’d make a decision where to go next so every time it was a new story. I’ve been trying to buy it recently to have for when I have child.
January 22, 2025 at 9:25 PM
That I was living in another city when my grandpa passed away suddenly. That I was too busy to take a car to his home after finally getting my driver’s licence, which he wanted so much for me, before he died. I am scared of regret and missed opportunities and yet my brothers can’t understand. 5/5
January 22, 2025 at 9:21 PM
I do this because I am afraid. I am afraid that every late phone call from my mum may be the bad news. That those may be the last years to do something like that. That I assisted in my other grandma in her last weeks of life. That I watched her last hours. 4/?
January 22, 2025 at 9:19 PM
But then one of my brothers started laying into me - „if you want to do it, do it yourself don’t engage us!” And I don’t really understand. Sure, we all have plans, I’ll move the trip to another day. But can’t they understand why I do this? That it’s not just a gesture, we never similar things. 3/?
January 22, 2025 at 9:17 PM
When I asked my grandpa what he would like, he chose renovated museum villa nearby. On Saturday there is an opportunity to visit the museum with a guide, but I have both doctor’s appointment and plans agreed on weeks in advance, so I asked my brothers to go instead. They are busy, that’s fine. 2/?
January 22, 2025 at 9:14 PM
Weirdly enough having a full time job stabilises me a lot. My social phobia means I am terrified of being perceived as failing, so the job is the one thing I actually perform daily and on time.
January 9, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Let’s just assume that whatever it is they are not running away. That’s not the point of the question anyway
December 9, 2024 at 2:56 PM
Incapacitated and can’t run away.
December 9, 2024 at 2:51 PM
To let them play the fight as temporary rescuers, the free members of the party won’t be able to save the rest alone
December 9, 2024 at 2:48 PM