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mel🌱
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i love games and my animals

•ꕤ she/her ꕤ 25 ꕤ mdni ꕤ selective fb ꕤ•
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ꕤ mel, she/her, 25, lesbian, chronically & mentally ill

ꕤ some interests:
🎮 arknights, hsr, minecraft, sdv, pokemon, many others games!
🧶art, books, crochet, music

ꕤ dni: basic criteria, proship, ed/shtwt, minors

looking for mutuals!

♡/↻ appreciated, ty!

#promosky
i hope one day there will be a time i don't hate christmas because of my miserable ass family but this christmas is not that time
December 24, 2025 at 9:16 PM
there is nothing better than friends who see the best in you instead of searching for the worst. friends who love you, know your mistakes weren't on purpose, and love you for all that you are. i never knew love could be so peaceful
December 24, 2025 at 3:22 AM
sorry i haven't been around much! ive just been struggling mentally but im working through it. i was shamed in the past for speaking about my mental health and more specifically my suicidal ideation, so now i just default into isolating instead of talking about it :(
December 24, 2025 at 12:16 AM
"no one wants to work anymore" says the age group who could buy a 3 bed 2 bath house for $10k
December 18, 2025 at 4:14 AM
Reposted by mel🌱
Every writer who generates a slop image for their work is a class traitor.

"I can't afford a visual artist"

So your solution is stabbing artists in the back? Stealing from them?

Furthermore, slop-generated imagery suggests slop-generated writing. That's how you're presenting yourself.
December 16, 2025 at 7:42 PM
kinda at the point i am just lying to professionals. yes im doing great. yes im a lot better than ive been. no i dont feel depressed. what does it matter. nothing ever gets better
December 17, 2025 at 3:00 AM
i feel like i haven't done anything this year :( like all i did was waste my time
December 17, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Reposted by mel🌱
December 16, 2025 at 9:38 PM
growing up i had a friend who said they had never had instant mashed potatoes and their mother always made homemade and that's when i knew we were raised in very different environments with very different tax brackets
December 15, 2025 at 10:47 PM
did the thing again where i kinda forgot about eating until it started to hurt and now its dinner time and im waiting for my family to get home for dinner so i have to wait but im weally hungwy T_T
December 15, 2025 at 9:13 PM
i dermatillomaniaed a lil too hard and accidentally peeled up a layer of my nail plate o-o im in time out with gloves
December 15, 2025 at 8:59 PM
i survived! :D thankfully i don't have to worry about any scary stuff until next year, so it was very quick and easy. also already did blood work recently :) mom and i got coffee on the way home and now im enjoying that while playing arknights!
not excited to get up at 7am tmrw for a doctor appointment but looking forward to getting it over with so i can stop worrying about it T_T
December 15, 2025 at 3:38 PM
not excited to get up at 7am tmrw for a doctor appointment but looking forward to getting it over with so i can stop worrying about it T_T
December 15, 2025 at 12:59 AM
Reposted by mel🌱
AI has actively made life worse for literally everyone

- tech is now more expensive
- you cannot trust most media of reality anymore
- programs barely function
- energy prices
- literal psychosis
- your voice can be literally stolen for evil
- more spyware

but hey, you can avoid paying an artist.
December 14, 2025 at 4:19 AM
youtube: ur top song of 2025 was we hug now :)
a cat is sitting on a beach at night
ALT: a cat is sitting on a beach at night
media.tenor.com
December 12, 2025 at 7:21 AM
ENDFIELD JAN 22 AAAAAAAHHHHH
December 12, 2025 at 5:38 AM
im filled with more rage and despair by what ive experienced than i care to admit and the worst of it all is how i was never once allowed to speak up for myself
December 12, 2025 at 1:38 AM
sorry for being pretty mia, ive been in a weird spot! doing really well i just don't have much energy to be social 😭💚 ive started a new horror book today and i am really excited :) i think horror is definitely my genre
December 11, 2025 at 9:44 PM
healing is so exhausting
December 8, 2025 at 6:56 AM
been doing so many little things lately to improve my life and my mental health and suffice to say. it is hard as fuck but it is also working :3 im feeling a lot happier. AND i ordered myself a shower stool for christmas! im so excited!
December 7, 2025 at 6:26 PM
Reposted by mel🌱
GenAI use is at an all time high because it's the holidays and greedy companies want your money. Now more than ever you should support creators. Even if you can't buy their work, you can still show support by promoting their sites.

Promote your work or someone else's in the replies or qts!
December 1, 2025 at 1:11 AM
something that will always annoy tf out of me is when people try to tell me what my intentions are/were like they KNOW for a FACT. my abuser once tried to tell me i did something out of spite, and when i was like ? no tf I didn't, she acted like she knew better than ME on my OWN INTENTIONS ???? 😭
December 6, 2025 at 2:36 AM
been working all day yesterday and today working on my HUGE farm area, soon to be complete with a silo and a brewery! still a bit of work left to do on it, but i'm absolutely in love with it 🥺💚
December 6, 2025 at 2:26 AM
now my family has made a surprise visit. day officially worse than previously anticipated
December 4, 2025 at 7:46 PM