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Conceptually "Lilliandra"
@lillibug.bsky.social
I'm an amalgamation of ink, metals, and gay.

Proceed at your own risk 😚

Love ya, babes! 💜🩷😘
Pinned
I'm 6'3". I don't *fit* in the closet- I used to lie to myself that I did.

How could I *ever* contort myself in again these days? With my back!?!

#lgbT #Trans #queer #fuckingstayinghere #lgbtqia2s+ #transgender #nonbinary #transwoman
Y'all
My ma got me a replacement part for my razor
My spider tattoo hasn't been this fresh in *m o n t h s* 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Nightmares can fuck off, I got a travel guide ^.^

#queer #trans #transgender #pagan #witch #travel #spider #protected #dreams #journey #mom #love #shaving #shave #diy #diyfix
October 23, 2025 at 5:16 AM
Y'all I'm exhausted trying to keep up with my writing and also figuring out what each social media website's algorithm wants.

Like I'm *gonna* do it, but. Fuck. Wish I could pay someone to do my socials 😂😂😭😭😭

#writer #queer #exhausted #haveanypublishersnoticedmeyet #unstoppable #grindset
October 22, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Hey y'all! Check out my writing page!! 💜🩷💜
It's been a long year. I feel it in the waves kissing the shore. I feel it in the leaves whispering secrets to the grass. I feel it in the gentle, unceasing turning of the earth. I feel it in the ink seeping from my flesh;

I'm still here.

Love youse!
Talk real soon-
Lilliandra

#StillAlive
October 20, 2025 at 7:49 PM
If you haven't yet, please check out my Official™️ writing page!
(Reading back previous chapters): Huh, not bad. I remember where I was going with this.

(Working on the current chapter): AAAAAHHHHHH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOOOIIINNNGG

But hey, at least I'm getting it done. 🤘🏻🤘🏻🥰🥰

#writing #fiction #creating #grindset #CantEditABlankPage
October 19, 2025 at 2:27 AM
Hey y'all, i have a writing page!
What is "gainful" employment?
How do I recognize it while society is collapsing?
Who does it benefit *really,* if after I pay my bills I'm still poor and starving?

I think I'd rather set the ink running through my veins onto paper, and at least be able to say "I fuckin tried."

More to come 💜🩷🫂🫂
October 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
There's a specific sense of strength I get from including "it" in my listed pronouns.

"Yeah, sometimes I'm a girl, sometimes I'm no gender at all-

-and sometimes I'm an unknowable entity of chaos, masquerading in a human meat suit to better understand your limited comprehension of the universe."
October 18, 2025 at 11:46 PM
Icymi, I'm quite Mad™️

In like

The "hearing and seeing things that are incongruent with objective reality" kind of way.

It's frustrating sometimes, but more often lends itself to interesting writing!!

#CrazyPerson #trans #writer #fiction #lgbtqia+ #communist #ACAB #MadPride
August 1, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Sometimes I worry that the ink which runs in my veins has dried up. That my best writing is far behind me.

Then other times, my hand becomes a spigot from which ideas freely flow. I remember who I am, what I am.

Progress isn't linear. Creation lives within.

Love youse 🩷💜🩷

#writing #fiction #gay
July 31, 2025 at 1:12 AM
3/3

After all that Gus woke me up. I fed him, and got myself a lil snack.
July 22, 2025 at 11:16 AM
2/

Before long I was able to project myself past the locked door between us. Now invisible, I leaned close and said "Heal the hate in your heart, or even the dirt will forget you."

She gathered some octogenarian friends and said "we must drive the demon out!"

Fine! I just wanted to leave anyway!
July 22, 2025 at 11:15 AM
1/

Long story short, me and my guide got stuck in a church basement. Some ancient pearl-clutcher found us, got pissed, and started trying to drive me out.

She made all kinds of threats about my soul and invoked her favorite saints and angels. Amused, I invoked my favorite demons and eldritch ones
July 22, 2025 at 11:15 AM
Check out my writing page!

I update it even less than I update here.
I made this page to keep youse updated on my writing! Unfortunately, I'm usually too busy writing to update. So here:

-I'm working on chapter 30 in the manuscript.
-I've got a short story I'm making progress on
-I'm involved in 2 active and 2 upcoming DnD games

This is Gus!

#fiction #writer
May 22, 2025 at 10:29 PM
Me: I'm gonna pack some mugwort and Blue Lotus in my bowl and visit the Underworld!

(Later, in dreams)

My grandma (died in 2009) standing just inside the gates of the underworld: Hey, haven't seen you in a while, come here! I missed you.

And then I woke up sobbing.
April 30, 2025 at 7:55 PM
My characters don't always do the deed in DnD

But when they do, they roll a 35 Performance as a fuck check 😎😎😎

And it wasn't even for plot reasons! Bards deserve healthy relationships, too!!!
April 28, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Sunday, 16 March '25
Plant Update
March 16, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Friday, 14 March '25 Plant Update
March 14, 2025 at 9:33 PM
✨️Rules for (Dream) Travelling✨️

Rule No. 1: Always have an exit strategy.

Rule No. 2: Always have a gift or two ready to give.

Rule No. 3: NEVER accept a gift without having one to give in return.

@peachyybabyy.bsky.social

#pagan #travelling #trance #meditation #ritual #dreams #MadPride #demons
February 20, 2025 at 4:04 AM
Reposted by Conceptually "Lilliandra"
Me. I’m a trans person. Give me $100.
happy valentines day! give a trans person $100
February 14, 2025 at 8:40 PM
An Introverted Writer's Guide to Navigating Social Events, by me:

Don't go to social events.

Except maybe writing groups.

Yeah, writing groups are okay.

The end.

#writer #fiction #comedy #queer #trans #transgender #lgbtqia+ #AllIWannaDoIsWrite #I'mWalkingInTheSnowAndItSucks
February 12, 2025 at 10:06 PM
...yeah, all right, Mr. Burns, you got me. I'm in.

#RoosterTeeth #RTNewManagement #RT #ItsAlive #RTHomecoming

youtu.be/ew6n7zc104o?...
Homecoming
YouTube video by Rooster Teeth
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February 11, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Gettin together with some folks to watch David Lynch movies tomorrow! I'm brand new to his filmography, can't wait 😁😁

#cinema #DavidLynch #movies #movienight #trans #transgender #queer #lgbtqia+ #films #horror #scifi #romance #love
February 9, 2025 at 4:18 AM
I've noticed a few unfamiliar faces following me, so I just wanna say-

Welcome to the shitshow, it's all downhill from here 😚🥰🥳

But maybe you'll see cool poems sometimes? 🤷‍♀️

#WeAreAlready #LivingBeyondTheDreamscape #LostWithinTheEarth
#fiction #poetry #lgbtq #trans #transgender #NotLivingInFear
February 8, 2025 at 4:39 AM
Burnie bought RoosterTeeth.

I wanna believe he'll guide it back to the production studio I remember from my high school days. But he also presided over the company while it became the shitshow we currently know it as.

I'm interested, but expectations are low.

#RoosterTeeth #RT #RedVsBlue
February 7, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Last time I flew was in 2018, and that was enough for me to swear off it forever.
i dunno if there's a spike in plane accidents lately or if it's just being reported more often but i am starting to hate the idea of flying more and more 🙃 there was the helicopter collision, then the dc accident, another collision at SeaTac, and now a cessna is missing 😕
February 7, 2025 at 7:24 PM