my feelings are invalid in this situation because i caused everything. i always fucking break anything i touch, god she was right.

i just hope he’s staying safe. i’m so scared.

i mean i can’t do much aside from give advice for these problems cause am i going to directly insert myself into them? hell no. not unless it gets heavily serious.

i really do hate being specific about my feelings and stuff, and i hate talking about myself.

or unsafe or anything close to that,, like i genuinely value my bf a lot. oh my god i have to be sure to double check if i do that again. fuuuck ok. i go to bed now. i'm okay dw it's just,, ough i don't want that to happen again :[