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I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it.
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💜 ~ ¿ʇno ˌuᴉɓuɐɥ ʇsnſ ¡ʎǝɥ ʻɥO

My friend said it looked like I was ballancing precariously during this shot. I imagine I looked quite silly. xD

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OC Astra is wearing her synthwave grid and gradient outfit floating amongst translucent bookshelves, chairs and desks. Her orientation is mostly upside down. There are several paper lanterns floating upwards past massive arcs of bright light. The lights are in various shapes, circles as well as longer arcing beams that strech across the length of frame. Blues, yellows, and pink shine behind her and refract off of the various floating office furniture.
December 11, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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"I don't think we were supposed to cross the streams! Take my hand, grab hold tight. This weather's about to get rough!" ~ 💜

Just call me wizard with the horizon adjust. xD
This pose is subtle, but notice the slight forced perspective. Gives it character, attitude!

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OC Astra stands posing confidently on a reflective plane that floats in the air. The camera is very low to the level of the surface tilted up looking past a translucent potted plant up towards astra and the couds. Large beams of blue and pink light can be seen in the background and reflecting off of the surface beneath her. Two of the beams are separated by a large section of darkness strung between the edges of the blue and pink light stretching down the length widening it out to the shape of a flat ribbon, these beams cross in the form of an "X" behind Astra. Some paper lanterns drift through the air and a pair of translucent desks can be seen hovering high in the background alike. Neon rain streaks diagonally across the cloud covered sky at sunset.
December 10, 2025 at 8:10 PM
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Class is in session. ~ 💜

Selacious sililoquous symposium for Sensei?! In 2025?! Scandalous, Sweeting. ...Scruples simply stumped in the school. 🤭🫶

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OC Astra sits atop a reflective plane floating in a light filled space. She wears her grid outfit, a pair of black pants with gradient lighting strips paired with a bright synthwave grid top matchung the pants colors. She sits specifically on a small school desk as many chairs, bookshelves, and even a tree float around in the space dressed in a translucent refractive appearance able to see light thru the objects. Large arcs and beams of light can be seen brightly glowing behind her in pinks, yellows, and blues as neon rain falls thru a sky dotted with floating tea-light paper lanterns.
December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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A bit of a flair for the damatic, some might say. ~ 🤔🤭💜

A reminder today to work on the projects in life that fuel YOU when you are feeling stuck. Let them inspire and catapult you to new heights. We work so that we can live. Do not forget to live.

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December 8, 2025 at 6:26 PM
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One of those ever illusive Trinary star systems, three body problem solved??? 🤭

Elden Ring DLC got so much better after I found a weapon I liked and more upgrade materials for the power scaling system. Aaand you still get one shot with 50 Vigor. xD

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December 7, 2025 at 9:06 PM
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A giggle can be heard as she turns to you with pause. "You coming?" ~ 💜

🎶Hey stranger wanna know me truly, step closer it's a broken spell ...🎶

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OC Astra stands on an ornately structured circularly reinforced bridge. The camera is inside of the structure with her looking down some of the length. Thr bridge is shaped in a semi-circular arch which is used to create a vanishing point off to the left of frame. Astra stands with one hip dropped leaning into frame while holding the glass railing looking into the camera with a smile. The support structures of the bridge cascade in a repeating decending pattern as it continues back and towards the left in beautiful fashion.
December 6, 2025 at 6:30 PM
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Creative intuition sounds like, "I want to..." "But what if I..." "Maybe if we..." "What about..." and you need only say yes. Do you hear its voice?
December 5, 2025 at 8:45 PM
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Structure and articulation in tranquil harmony. ~ 💜

Happy Friday, everyone. 🤭🫶

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OC Astra is seen dancing atop an ornately designed circularly reinforced bridge structure with many cascading supports in different geometric orientations that hold it aloft. She can be seen framed through one of the gaps in the reinforcements. Behind the bridge is a view of an ornate Japanese styled temple that is positioned across three floating islands. While the islands themselves are not viewable from this angle, the large mechanism that moves the temple from the entrance to the Tori gate at the far island can be seen standing erect in motion. The sky is soft shades of pink and blue fading into a deep navy where the stars in the night sky start to become more visible.
December 5, 2025 at 6:07 PM
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Star wars and light vectors separate the heathens from the heavens. ~ 💜

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OC Astra stands atop a structure that overlooks a vast open space and sky. There is an ornately designed curved and circularly reinforced bridge structure seen behind her stretching softly from left to right as it traces away from the viewer. Two to three floating islands can be seen, one with a tree and temple entrance gate, one with a large mechanism supporting a building that transports people from one island to the other. A tori gate can be seen on the furthest island sitting in the bottom right of frame. Astra stands looking perpendicularly to the lens of the camera with one arm raised, open palm facing away from her with the other hand pressed on her hip. The sky box is awash with pinks, blues, purples, and pin pricks of whiter light representative of distant stars, some burning more brightly than others. A ray of light can be seen originating from behind the circular bridge structure in the midst of a bright pink section of sky that shines thru a gap in the supports and produces a cone shaped beam subtlely streaching out across the forefront of the image
December 4, 2025 at 9:11 PM
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Alright, so the photo from yesterday is the first of this set technically. Please enjoy some of the beauty. 🫶

Sometimes you just gotta reach out and grab hold of the lighting by hand. 🤭

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The world setting is fantasy. The sky is alight with supernova-esque nebula producing vibrant pinks and purples streaking across the length of the sky. In the distant background, small floating islands can be seen with some mechanical structures moving buildings and walkways to fascilitate transition between them. There are a few trees both dotting the skylands and lining the edge of the ground level. A large totem can be seen producing energy in the foreground as OC Astra reaches out towards it blocking out the bottom right corner of the photo. She grins contently as she appears to refract a god ray from the cataclysm displayed in the sky off of her thumb out of the lens of the camera.
December 3, 2025 at 6:13 PM
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OC Astra stands slightly left of frame looking dramatically at the camera. A large nebula of light and color splash across the background softened with focus.
December 2, 2025 at 5:26 PM
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Losing my mind some today, wishing I were here.

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Astra stands on a balcony overlooking a lake taking a selfie with her thumb in the lens again. There is snow on the distant hills and trees seen over her shoulders as she smiles into the camera. There is a very mild amount of clouds in the sky as well as vibrant northern lights in a shade of turquoise tracing across the sky amourphously.
December 1, 2025 at 6:28 PM
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I am installing Shadow of the Erdtree, finally. Haven't had the right mood to play, now suddenly I'm starting to feel it creeping in because of this photo. Oh no! xD

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OC Astra stands at a familiar location in the game Elden Ring. A large tree called the "Erd Tree" can be seen behind the sillouette of a large castle in the background, larger than even the frame of the photo. Astra stands with her arms raised in a pose reminiscent of "Praise the Sun" from the souls franchise.
November 27, 2025 at 6:56 PM
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She looks just like this...🤭 ✨️🫶✨️
November 26, 2025 at 7:26 PM
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I've got a long weekend coming up, took off the day after the holiday at suggestion of my boss lol

What are you plans for this holiday and weekend? I will be resting and spending time working on a project, most likely some photography and certainly some video games!

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OC Astra stands center frame with a slight tilt of the head and a warm smile. I took this photo in a recording stage, so the material on the walls you can see flanking her is supposed to be sound dampening material. I very much enjoyed the cascading geometric shapes and I wouldn't be surprised if I end up back here later for some more.
November 26, 2025 at 6:27 PM
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Most people just ain't gonna get it and that's okay. They don't need to understand you, it's not supposed to be about them. Do you remember?
November 26, 2025 at 5:20 PM
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Alright, talk to me NF. 🤔
November 25, 2025 at 10:17 PM
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hehehehe
November 25, 2025 at 8:27 PM
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*mfw im approving of this message rn*
November 25, 2025 at 8:08 PM
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We are all locked in cycles. Everything looks like a circle at first. Success, failure, grief, healing, all look similar. When I stagnate, I feel it like 2 dimensions, stuck on one plane. When I heal, I bring higher dimensional energy that lifts it 'off the page' looking more like an incline...-
November 25, 2025 at 7:49 PM
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Hmmm..wat dis? ~ ¿🙃✨️

*She asks while fully lying down with her face affixed firmly to the relatively obvious shaped object in question*

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There are three small purple star shaped lights resting on the floor. OC Astra's face can be seen shoved tightly into the top right corner of the frame staring intently at the stars in front of her investigatively lying on the floor, apparently.
November 25, 2025 at 6:19 PM
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Speaking strictly generally, the ones around you that are the most flexible are actually some of the ones with the least functional boundaries. It is no matter of strength to be available. Available is a convenience and concenience is accessible on every street corner, My Love. Do not sell yourself.
This is a silly themed photo with Astra standing in front of an epilepsy warning screen for a music shot/light show world with both her hands giving a thumbs up. One appears to be gripping the camera with her thumb very near the lens while the other is more removed held up in front of her chest as she smiles widely.
November 24, 2025 at 10:17 PM
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In life we find that we were never meant to be holding some people, and often in life we learn that we are too much for other people to hold. Each celestial body moves in unique directions acting upon another, but not many can stabilize to an integratable frequency.

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OC Astra stands behind a pane of glass in a small white room. She stands near center of frame slightly to the left side. Two round lights can be seen hanging from the ceiling in front of an empty white picture frame. There is a decorative metal frame hanging down from the ceiling as well as a creeping house plant that cascades from above to the right side of the shot.
November 24, 2025 at 7:13 PM
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Hello, Little Ones! ~ 💜

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OC Astra stands in a dimly lit forrest setting as moonlight shines down from the sky. She stands close to frame with one hand raised clutching the handle of a homemade lar lantern filled with tiny star lights mimicking the feeling of fireflies. She smiles warmly to the tiny lights, inspired by their luminosity.
November 23, 2025 at 8:04 PM
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Motif ~ 💜

A shadow grows many times in size the closer the light gets to the origin point. This is frightening at first, but it becomes more familiar with practice. We can find confidence in knowing the shadow is part of us, it responds appropriately when respected.

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A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. Astra stands with one foot forward in this shot, nearing the lantern and bringing one of the boots into focus.
November 21, 2025 at 7:01 PM