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I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it.
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Lost @lostmyshadow.bsky.social · Sep 5
✨️💜For forever we shall dance like a whisper on the wind. Together, drowned out by our own proximity. Intimate in a moment, infinite for eternity. An intricate interwoven everlasting dancing tapestry. ~💜✨️
lostmyshadow.bsky.social
Making a bid for emotional connection with someone who lives in their ego will result in abandonment.
The ego is exceptionally fragile, many of us are very familiar with this. You may even have first hand memory from when you were younger as ego is a human's primary modality for a while. - (1/11)
December 13, 2025 at 1:00 AM
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*To be read in a posh nature documentary accent*
"...the Doru in her natural habitat, stalking her prey moments before a comically dope action sequence that ends in restraint, laughs, and a little bit of deviancy amongst the stars. Truly a sight to beho- hmmmph- ..."

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The setting is a forest pond at night. Magic courses thru the land, a sword rests under the waters corroding with time. Several smaller rocks stacked with intention hold up a large stone slab above the center of the pond. OC Astra stands atop the slab in her iconic leather outfit poised and ready to pounce at her prey, leaning forward with legs split in a sprinter stance and one arm touching the surface. Her eyes trained on something she is tracking out of frame. A lone red tree can be seen just behind the pond creating a juxtaposition to the evergreen treeline that blocks out most of the sky to impart contrast. The night sky is blue with stars abundant.
December 12, 2025 at 5:21 PM
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As an autistic person your voice doesn't matter until you're having regular breakdowns. At which point, your voice doesn't matter ANYMORE, because you can't keep your emotions inside. It's almost like you should pay attention to the things your employees say and NOT ignore them. I need a new job. 👎
December 12, 2025 at 12:23 AM
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💜 ~ ¿ʇno ˌuᴉɓuɐɥ ʇsnſ ¡ʎǝɥ ʻɥO

My friend said it looked like I was ballancing precariously during this shot. I imagine I looked quite silly. xD

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OC Astra is wearing her synthwave grid and gradient outfit floating amongst translucent bookshelves, chairs and desks. Her orientation is mostly upside down. There are several paper lanterns floating upwards past massive arcs of bright light. The lights are in various shapes, circles as well as longer arcing beams that strech across the length of frame. Blues, yellows, and pink shine behind her and refract off of the various floating office furniture.
December 11, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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"I don't think we were supposed to cross the streams! Take my hand, grab hold tight. This weather's about to get rough!" ~ 💜

Just call me wizard with the horizon adjust. xD
This pose is subtle, but notice the slight forced perspective. Gives it character, attitude!

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OC Astra stands posing confidently on a reflective plane that floats in the air. The camera is very low to the level of the surface tilted up looking past a translucent potted plant up towards astra and the couds. Large beams of blue and pink light can be seen in the background and reflecting off of the surface beneath her. Two of the beams are separated by a large section of darkness strung between the edges of the blue and pink light stretching down the length widening it out to the shape of a flat ribbon, these beams cross in the form of an "X" behind Astra. Some paper lanterns drift through the air and a pair of translucent desks can be seen hovering high in the background alike. Neon rain streaks diagonally across the cloud covered sky at sunset.
December 10, 2025 at 8:10 PM
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So, my power went out last night while I was in the middle of taking photos in VR. Super disappointing timing! My phone was nearly dead, so I opened up my copy of The 48 Laws of Power to start reading some.
Getting thru the introduction of the book had me feeling a whole range of emotions, however-
December 9, 2025 at 8:56 PM
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Class is in session. ~ 💜

Selacious sililoquous symposium for Sensei?! In 2025?! Scandalous, Sweeting. ...Scruples simply stumped in the school. 🤭🫶

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OC Astra sits atop a reflective plane floating in a light filled space. She wears her grid outfit, a pair of black pants with gradient lighting strips paired with a bright synthwave grid top matchung the pants colors. She sits specifically on a small school desk as many chairs, bookshelves, and even a tree float around in the space dressed in a translucent refractive appearance able to see light thru the objects. Large arcs and beams of light can be seen brightly glowing behind her in pinks, yellows, and blues as neon rain falls thru a sky dotted with floating tea-light paper lanterns.
December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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I wish my body would heal faster so I didn't have to ache all the time. I'm really hoping that someday when I am not so active in adjusting my posture and gait that it can return to just muscle soreness from lifting and not quite so much 'feeling like my body is rearranged weekly'. xD
December 9, 2025 at 1:06 AM
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Yeah, you're right, it is super crazy that I have complained to you about each individual piece that has gone wrong to get us to this place. And it's even crazier that you did nothing about them and they SOMEHOW have all come to fruition at the same time causing new levels of issues.

Anyways. 🙄
December 8, 2025 at 11:04 PM
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A bit of a flair for the damatic, some might say. ~ 🤔🤭💜

A reminder today to work on the projects in life that fuel YOU when you are feeling stuck. Let them inspire and catapult you to new heights. We work so that we can live. Do not forget to live.

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December 8, 2025 at 6:26 PM
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DDDD day 4: Research.
December 7, 2025 at 8:27 PM
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One of those ever illusive Trinary star systems, three body problem solved??? 🤭

Elden Ring DLC got so much better after I found a weapon I liked and more upgrade materials for the power scaling system. Aaand you still get one shot with 50 Vigor. xD

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December 7, 2025 at 9:06 PM
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A giggle can be heard as she turns to you with pause. "You coming?" ~ 💜

🎶Hey stranger wanna know me truly, step closer it's a broken spell ...🎶

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OC Astra stands on an ornately structured circularly reinforced bridge. The camera is inside of the structure with her looking down some of the length. Thr bridge is shaped in a semi-circular arch which is used to create a vanishing point off to the left of frame. Astra stands with one hip dropped leaning into frame while holding the glass railing looking into the camera with a smile. The support structures of the bridge cascade in a repeating decending pattern as it continues back and towards the left in beautiful fashion.
December 6, 2025 at 6:30 PM
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jollyjack.bsky.social
Feline Friday.
December 6, 2025 at 12:07 AM
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I want that type of love where I can sprint across a full auditorium to pick you up and spin you around in a hug that lasts a little too long. But most people just want hierarchy, another rung on a ladder built for one to ascend while underneath the shadow of your predecessors. We are not the same.🤭
December 5, 2025 at 9:09 PM
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Creative intuition sounds like, "I want to..." "But what if I..." "Maybe if we..." "What about..." and you need only say yes. Do you hear its voice?
December 5, 2025 at 8:45 PM
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Structure and articulation in tranquil harmony. ~ 💜

Happy Friday, everyone. 🤭🫶

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OC Astra is seen dancing atop an ornately designed circularly reinforced bridge structure with many cascading supports in different geometric orientations that hold it aloft. She can be seen framed through one of the gaps in the reinforcements. Behind the bridge is a view of an ornate Japanese styled temple that is positioned across three floating islands. While the islands themselves are not viewable from this angle, the large mechanism that moves the temple from the entrance to the Tori gate at the far island can be seen standing erect in motion. The sky is soft shades of pink and blue fading into a deep navy where the stars in the night sky start to become more visible.
December 5, 2025 at 6:07 PM
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So tilted by corporate hellscape this morning that I was looking up sugar dating and G.I. Bill information on my lunch break. 😭
December 4, 2025 at 10:42 PM
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Star wars and light vectors separate the heathens from the heavens. ~ 💜

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OC Astra stands atop a structure that overlooks a vast open space and sky. There is an ornately designed curved and circularly reinforced bridge structure seen behind her stretching softly from left to right as it traces away from the viewer. Two to three floating islands can be seen, one with a tree and temple entrance gate, one with a large mechanism supporting a building that transports people from one island to the other. A tori gate can be seen on the furthest island sitting in the bottom right of frame. Astra stands looking perpendicularly to the lens of the camera with one arm raised, open palm facing away from her with the other hand pressed on her hip. The sky box is awash with pinks, blues, purples, and pin pricks of whiter light representative of distant stars, some burning more brightly than others. A ray of light can be seen originating from behind the circular bridge structure in the midst of a bright pink section of sky that shines thru a gap in the supports and produces a cone shaped beam subtlely streaching out across the forefront of the image
December 4, 2025 at 9:11 PM
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I am vivaciously attracted to the spirit of a person being beautifully and unappologetically themselves. A concept I maintain no encompass of lexicon to disseminate articulately to persons not already aware of the sensation. Fascinating. 🤭
December 3, 2025 at 9:42 PM
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good morning #art
anubian jackal lady covered in gold kintsugi cracks, pulling a sword from her chest. her face is split vertically, with one half looking up and the other one looking down. extra sets of arms extend behind her in a circle. on one side the hands are holding feathers, on the other they are holding hearts. Her tail extends in a circle framing this. The text "fix your hearts or die" is overlayed.
December 3, 2025 at 1:08 PM
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Alright, so the photo from yesterday is the first of this set technically. Please enjoy some of the beauty. 🫶

Sometimes you just gotta reach out and grab hold of the lighting by hand. 🤭

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The world setting is fantasy. The sky is alight with supernova-esque nebula producing vibrant pinks and purples streaking across the length of the sky. In the distant background, small floating islands can be seen with some mechanical structures moving buildings and walkways to fascilitate transition between them. There are a few trees both dotting the skylands and lining the edge of the ground level. A large totem can be seen producing energy in the foreground as OC Astra reaches out towards it blocking out the bottom right corner of the photo. She grins contently as she appears to refract a god ray from the cataclysm displayed in the sky off of her thumb out of the lens of the camera.
December 3, 2025 at 6:13 PM
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Minor epiphany moment;
I think narcissists assimilate you within themselves, energetically. We know they can't see you outside of themselves as a unique person who lives their own life, but I think there are still tiers within that system. The closest ones, the ones most susceptible or willing in-
December 2, 2025 at 10:33 PM
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Last night's photo session was magical. I was struggling with mental state early in the work day, succeeded in recovering a very good head space and carried it into the evening gym session. Got my lift and cardio done, then home for grooming, food, dishes, and then at 10pm at night I finally was-1/3
December 2, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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OC Astra stands slightly left of frame looking dramatically at the camera. A large nebula of light and color splash across the background softened with focus.
December 2, 2025 at 5:26 PM