Constellation Lost ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
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Constellation Lost ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
@losttothestars.bsky.social
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She/Her
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Venting to the void.
I'm not here for you.
Friend interactions only.
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Blocking to hide from consequences; you feel shame.

You know you're doing something wrong.

Your block isn't to help anyone- not even yourself. Diluting yourself to resort back to sad excuses.

Surrounding yourself with nothing but a circle jerk to your orientalism. You'll get caught eventually.
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Reminder for everyone operating at situationally-diminished capacity.
January 3, 2026 at 3:40 PM
Blocking to hide from consequences; you feel shame.

You know you're doing something wrong.

Your block isn't to help anyone- not even yourself. Diluting yourself to resort back to sad excuses.

Surrounding yourself with nothing but a circle jerk to your orientalism. You'll get caught eventually.
January 5, 2026 at 1:38 AM
The one day I finally get off and my body feels like it's so run down. I got to spend like 3 hours with friends before it happened. And now precious time is gone..

I just want to cry.
November 8, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Got to do, maybe an hour, of time with friends.

Is this it? Is this what the future looks like for me? I guess I should be happy that they can at least hang out on the weekends/after work.

That's going to be hard for me these coming holiday days. Working weekends. Nights. Ect.

Sucks.
November 7, 2025 at 6:46 AM
I really shouldn't whine when others have it harder than I in terms of higher stakes when I just work lousy retail.

I need to learn to keep my mouth shut and my whining in my throat.
November 2, 2025 at 3:43 PM
That horrible, sinking feeling of "nobody wants to talk to me; someone is shit talking about me to people again and now everyone hates me because of something I did and IDK what it is I did."
November 1, 2025 at 10:56 PM
Time to throw myself into working to distract myself from the loneliness and depression.
October 23, 2025 at 3:27 PM
Is it selfish of me to feel like no one wants to spend time with me anymore? Lonely hours begin again.

This sucks when friends work together or get out before more.. I feel really alone. And I feel like I can't speak up about it without just being told I'm not alone. Or feeling selfish.

Oh well.
October 23, 2025 at 4:38 AM
Unpopular opinion; I don't think the response to the new "guidelines" should be to blast NSFW on the TL uncensored as a "fuck you." I think we should still tag stuff. Use their tags correctly, appeal them when the mods are wrong with their stupid auto flags. Your stuff still shows up

1/
September 21, 2025 at 4:58 PM
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The only consent that matters in art is the artist's consent for it to be seen, and the viewer's consent to see it.
September 20, 2025 at 1:17 AM
If there was a choice between being the person I am now or being a pigeon.

I'd rather be a pigeon.
August 27, 2025 at 6:16 AM
Why does anyone keep me around?

People always leave me.
I must be the problem.

Leave.
Before it's too late.
August 27, 2025 at 6:00 AM
Like the plague.

I must be burned out.
August 27, 2025 at 5:58 AM
I wish my dad was still around.

He always knew just what to say.
August 12, 2025 at 9:00 PM
What did I do to deserve this?

If my apologies are too much- then what else do I do?
If my silence isn't enough- what else do I do?
If my small gestures are too loud- what else do I do?

You don't want sorry.
You don't want silence.
You don't want me.

Is this goodbye?
August 12, 2025 at 8:57 PM
If you truly wished to hurt me

Congratulations, it worked.
August 12, 2025 at 2:13 AM
I want to scream.

But at the same time- I feel like I must cover my mouth.

So i'll just cry instead.
August 11, 2025 at 4:04 AM
I want to stop crying everyday.
August 11, 2025 at 3:53 AM
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sea otter fanny packs! 🦦
August 6, 2025 at 3:09 PM
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DIY > AI
July 1, 2025 at 2:44 AM
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cute authors note 🥹
August 6, 2025 at 11:07 PM
"I love you."

And yet,

I can feel the invisible fingers cross behind your back.
August 6, 2025 at 9:01 PM
If you no longer vibe with me.
If you no longer like me.
No longer want to be friends.

Just say it.
August 6, 2025 at 8:54 PM
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August 6, 2025 at 4:30 PM