She/Her
Multifandom ⟡ Private Account
Venting to the void.
I'm not here for you.
Friend interactions only.
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You know you're doing something wrong.
Your block isn't to help anyone- not even yourself. Diluting yourself to resort back to sad excuses.
Surrounding yourself with nothing but a circle jerk to your orientalism. You'll get caught eventually.
You know you're doing something wrong.
Your block isn't to help anyone- not even yourself. Diluting yourself to resort back to sad excuses.
Surrounding yourself with nothing but a circle jerk to your orientalism. You'll get caught eventually.
You know you're doing something wrong.
Your block isn't to help anyone- not even yourself. Diluting yourself to resort back to sad excuses.
Surrounding yourself with nothing but a circle jerk to your orientalism. You'll get caught eventually.
I just want to cry.
I just want to cry.
Is this it? Is this what the future looks like for me? I guess I should be happy that they can at least hang out on the weekends/after work.
That's going to be hard for me these coming holiday days. Working weekends. Nights. Ect.
Sucks.
Is this it? Is this what the future looks like for me? I guess I should be happy that they can at least hang out on the weekends/after work.
That's going to be hard for me these coming holiday days. Working weekends. Nights. Ect.
Sucks.
I need to learn to keep my mouth shut and my whining in my throat.
I need to learn to keep my mouth shut and my whining in my throat.
This sucks when friends work together or get out before more.. I feel really alone. And I feel like I can't speak up about it without just being told I'm not alone. Or feeling selfish.
Oh well.
This sucks when friends work together or get out before more.. I feel really alone. And I feel like I can't speak up about it without just being told I'm not alone. Or feeling selfish.
Oh well.
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I'd rather be a pigeon.
I'd rather be a pigeon.
People always leave me.
I must be the problem.
Leave.
Before it's too late.
People always leave me.
I must be the problem.
Leave.
Before it's too late.
I must be burned out.
I must be burned out.
He always knew just what to say.
He always knew just what to say.
If my apologies are too much- then what else do I do?
If my silence isn't enough- what else do I do?
If my small gestures are too loud- what else do I do?
You don't want sorry.
You don't want silence.
You don't want me.
Is this goodbye?
If my apologies are too much- then what else do I do?
If my silence isn't enough- what else do I do?
If my small gestures are too loud- what else do I do?
You don't want sorry.
You don't want silence.
You don't want me.
Is this goodbye?
Congratulations, it worked.
Congratulations, it worked.
But at the same time- I feel like I must cover my mouth.
So i'll just cry instead.
But at the same time- I feel like I must cover my mouth.
So i'll just cry instead.
And yet,
I can feel the invisible fingers cross behind your back.
And yet,
I can feel the invisible fingers cross behind your back.
If you no longer like me.
No longer want to be friends.
Just say it.
If you no longer like me.
No longer want to be friends.
Just say it.