Scout Kai רכמים מבית יעקבה ואברהם👽🐇⚧️🌈
@loudlylistening.bsky.social
Jewish autistic non binary trans dyke 🧑🏻🦽♿
An actual human person .
Late 20s. Flawed curious sjw. Anti zionist.
Critical Chimen Abramsky fankid, library enthusiast
listen to others.
UK
They / them
An actual human person .
Late 20s. Flawed curious sjw. Anti zionist.
Critical Chimen Abramsky fankid, library enthusiast
listen to others.
UK
They / them
Pinned
In better news : bunny on bunny blanket on a bed that was once mine
Cn: mum stuff (good)
My mother just said she saw some frum autistic Jews on TV who reminded her of me and?!
My mum & I hadn't talked my being autistic since I first sought diagnosis and she was like 'why are you trying to make yourself different' and since 'don't focus on that you're just you'
My mother just said she saw some frum autistic Jews on TV who reminded her of me and?!
My mum & I hadn't talked my being autistic since I first sought diagnosis and she was like 'why are you trying to make yourself different' and since 'don't focus on that you're just you'
December 21, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Cn: mum stuff (good)
My mother just said she saw some frum autistic Jews on TV who reminded her of me and?!
My mum & I hadn't talked my being autistic since I first sought diagnosis and she was like 'why are you trying to make yourself different' and since 'don't focus on that you're just you'
My mother just said she saw some frum autistic Jews on TV who reminded her of me and?!
My mum & I hadn't talked my being autistic since I first sought diagnosis and she was like 'why are you trying to make yourself different' and since 'don't focus on that you're just you'
Empty words supporting zionism don't do shit.
People using this pain to fuel anti Palestine shit are gross. I am writing a letter in case I end up dead in my attendance at Jewish shit because I'm scared of that and I am more so scared of being used as a weapon to support genocide against
People using this pain to fuel anti Palestine shit are gross. I am writing a letter in case I end up dead in my attendance at Jewish shit because I'm scared of that and I am more so scared of being used as a weapon to support genocide against
December 17, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Empty words supporting zionism don't do shit.
People using this pain to fuel anti Palestine shit are gross. I am writing a letter in case I end up dead in my attendance at Jewish shit because I'm scared of that and I am more so scared of being used as a weapon to support genocide against
People using this pain to fuel anti Palestine shit are gross. I am writing a letter in case I end up dead in my attendance at Jewish shit because I'm scared of that and I am more so scared of being used as a weapon to support genocide against
I know that as a Jew I have the privilege of media and politicians giving a shit when some of is are murdered but I worry about doing youth leading in an explicitly Jewish context and being able to keep those kids safe.
Policing Palestinian solidarity doesn't protect us.
Policing Palestinian solidarity doesn't protect us.
December 17, 2025 at 10:09 PM
I know that as a Jew I have the privilege of media and politicians giving a shit when some of is are murdered but I worry about doing youth leading in an explicitly Jewish context and being able to keep those kids safe.
Policing Palestinian solidarity doesn't protect us.
Policing Palestinian solidarity doesn't protect us.
Struggling to hold myself and my feelings in my numerous non normal traits and idk I'm sad and feeling raw
December 17, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Struggling to hold myself and my feelings in my numerous non normal traits and idk I'm sad and feeling raw
Wheelchair netball where you can't more when you have the ball should exist. Seems like an easy 1 to 1 adaption.
November 21, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Wheelchair netball where you can't more when you have the ball should exist. Seems like an easy 1 to 1 adaption.
chumbawamba tubthumping on repeat is holding me together trying to navigate ableism rn
November 19, 2025 at 9:11 AM
chumbawamba tubthumping on repeat is holding me together trying to navigate ableism rn
I just realised that Americans call pants underpants, because they go under their pants.
November 19, 2025 at 12:29 AM
I just realised that Americans call pants underpants, because they go under their pants.
Yeah awareness is cool but have you tried this wild thing called action?
November 18, 2025 at 4:04 PM
Yeah awareness is cool but have you tried this wild thing called action?
I'm really tired of me and me wheelchair being a oftwn unintentional limit to me having work and sport access.
I am too much of a problem to even get in the room, and people feel bad and care, but they also shrug and don't even know who they would talk to to change.
I am too much of a problem to even get in the room, and people feel bad and care, but they also shrug and don't even know who they would talk to to change.
November 18, 2025 at 1:46 AM
I'm really tired of me and me wheelchair being a oftwn unintentional limit to me having work and sport access.
I am too much of a problem to even get in the room, and people feel bad and care, but they also shrug and don't even know who they would talk to to change.
I am too much of a problem to even get in the room, and people feel bad and care, but they also shrug and don't even know who they would talk to to change.
Being a stress test of great accessibility policy with no substance makes you feel like you're demanding every space cater to you specifically.
But I don't¿?!
I just wanna be a person like everyone else and live in the world without needing to be an access conversation or even an access problem
But I don't¿?!
I just wanna be a person like everyone else and live in the world without needing to be an access conversation or even an access problem
November 18, 2025 at 1:44 AM
Being a stress test of great accessibility policy with no substance makes you feel like you're demanding every space cater to you specifically.
But I don't¿?!
I just wanna be a person like everyone else and live in the world without needing to be an access conversation or even an access problem
But I don't¿?!
I just wanna be a person like everyone else and live in the world without needing to be an access conversation or even an access problem
I hate claw machine.
A reminder don't do them, they are rigged and they are designed to be infuriatingly incorrect and addictive.
Anything you win will feed repeat give machine money behaviour.
Just look the thing you want online secondhand
on eBay (:
You can always re donate.
A reminder don't do them, they are rigged and they are designed to be infuriatingly incorrect and addictive.
Anything you win will feed repeat give machine money behaviour.
Just look the thing you want online secondhand
on eBay (:
You can always re donate.
November 17, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I hate claw machine.
A reminder don't do them, they are rigged and they are designed to be infuriatingly incorrect and addictive.
Anything you win will feed repeat give machine money behaviour.
Just look the thing you want online secondhand
on eBay (:
You can always re donate.
A reminder don't do them, they are rigged and they are designed to be infuriatingly incorrect and addictive.
Anything you win will feed repeat give machine money behaviour.
Just look the thing you want online secondhand
on eBay (:
You can always re donate.
Wheelchair boxing is real and cool. That's the skeet
November 12, 2025 at 5:24 PM
Wheelchair boxing is real and cool. That's the skeet
I'm so sick and upset at being a wheelchair problem for even the most supportive policy having organisations . its hard.
It needs doing and I will live to do it but I really really don't want to.
But as the saying goes, if not me, who? Someone with more burdens than I? No.
I just feel so other.
It needs doing and I will live to do it but I really really don't want to.
But as the saying goes, if not me, who? Someone with more burdens than I? No.
I just feel so other.
November 10, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I'm so sick and upset at being a wheelchair problem for even the most supportive policy having organisations . its hard.
It needs doing and I will live to do it but I really really don't want to.
But as the saying goes, if not me, who? Someone with more burdens than I? No.
I just feel so other.
It needs doing and I will live to do it but I really really don't want to.
But as the saying goes, if not me, who? Someone with more burdens than I? No.
I just feel so other.
Trying to not fall into despair and giving up but fuck is it hard. I really understand the pull of my friends who fought so many parts of a world made explicitly not for them and gave up. It is dehumanising and crushing.
I'll be OK cause I'm always ok
I'll be OK cause I'm always ok
November 10, 2025 at 9:28 PM
Trying to not fall into despair and giving up but fuck is it hard. I really understand the pull of my friends who fought so many parts of a world made explicitly not for them and gave up. It is dehumanising and crushing.
I'll be OK cause I'm always ok
I'll be OK cause I'm always ok
Looking at accessible boxing stuff, this is a recent Boxing Scotland inclusion toolkit's "session delivery"
Is this AI? I can't make sense of a bunch of it but that might just be me? How do you tell?
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org/session-deli...
Is this AI? I can't make sense of a bunch of it but that might just be me? How do you tell?
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org/session-deli...
DEFENCE *Use Trunk defence if no use of lower body etc* - Boxing Scotland Inclusion Toolkit
WHAT ‘The movement of any body part or body parts to initiate a manoeuvre which will prevent an oncoming punch landing on the target area’ WHY Arguably the Golden Rule of Boxing is to “Hit without bei...
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org
November 4, 2025 at 8:32 PM
Looking at accessible boxing stuff, this is a recent Boxing Scotland inclusion toolkit's "session delivery"
Is this AI? I can't make sense of a bunch of it but that might just be me? How do you tell?
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org/session-deli...
Is this AI? I can't make sense of a bunch of it but that might just be me? How do you tell?
www.boxingscotlandtoolkit.org/session-deli...
Library, access, colour, people info BOOKS friendly humans 10/10
November 4, 2025 at 1:16 PM
Library, access, colour, people info BOOKS friendly humans 10/10
OK, the there are more moves in "Go" than there are atoms in the universe,( norvig.com/atoms.html) pls fact chekv if I am wrong.
But apply this theory to freewill and maybe to we create more than the sum of our parts, we at the moment can't see all our parts let alone even guess how they interact.
But apply this theory to freewill and maybe to we create more than the sum of our parts, we at the moment can't see all our parts let alone even guess how they interact.
A Go board has 19 × 19 points, each of which can be empty or occupied by black or white, so there are 3(19 × 19) ≅ 10172 possible board positions, but "only" about 10170 of those positions are legal. Here are some of them:
norvig.com
November 4, 2025 at 10:39 AM
OK, the there are more moves in "Go" than there are atoms in the universe,( norvig.com/atoms.html) pls fact chekv if I am wrong.
But apply this theory to freewill and maybe to we create more than the sum of our parts, we at the moment can't see all our parts let alone even guess how they interact.
But apply this theory to freewill and maybe to we create more than the sum of our parts, we at the moment can't see all our parts let alone even guess how they interact.
Hello I am tired about being a wheelchair user trying to get a job with a large "disability competent employer" that has 80-90% of the relevant buildings being old Victorian ones with areas that I cannot get to b/c they're listed. Agrhegsggshsshdjhseggegeggdhdhhsnshsdhgdghdhegdhsgsgsg
November 3, 2025 at 5:20 PM
Hello I am tired about being a wheelchair user trying to get a job with a large "disability competent employer" that has 80-90% of the relevant buildings being old Victorian ones with areas that I cannot get to b/c they're listed. Agrhegsggshsshdjhseggegeggdhdhhsnshsdhgdghdhegdhsgsgsg
ATTENTION
Meta AI is reading all your messages you have to go to each person and group you are in or profile and turn mannual on advanced privacy, one by one.
Im so frustrated with the predetory nature of meta ai being pushed by meta .
let me turn it off or I might sink into psychosis
Meta AI is reading all your messages you have to go to each person and group you are in or profile and turn mannual on advanced privacy, one by one.
Im so frustrated with the predetory nature of meta ai being pushed by meta .
let me turn it off or I might sink into psychosis
October 28, 2025 at 10:42 PM
ATTENTION
Meta AI is reading all your messages you have to go to each person and group you are in or profile and turn mannual on advanced privacy, one by one.
Im so frustrated with the predetory nature of meta ai being pushed by meta .
let me turn it off or I might sink into psychosis
Meta AI is reading all your messages you have to go to each person and group you are in or profile and turn mannual on advanced privacy, one by one.
Im so frustrated with the predetory nature of meta ai being pushed by meta .
let me turn it off or I might sink into psychosis
I was trying to work out how to disabled WhatsApps search of my own messages including the AI.
I asked it and told it I didn't want to talk to the AI because I'm a vulnerable person to AI psychosis.
When it gave me the info (wrong) it ended the the conversation and reminded me I didn't want use AI
I asked it and told it I didn't want to talk to the AI because I'm a vulnerable person to AI psychosis.
When it gave me the info (wrong) it ended the the conversation and reminded me I didn't want use AI
October 28, 2025 at 10:34 PM
I was trying to work out how to disabled WhatsApps search of my own messages including the AI.
I asked it and told it I didn't want to talk to the AI because I'm a vulnerable person to AI psychosis.
When it gave me the info (wrong) it ended the the conversation and reminded me I didn't want use AI
I asked it and told it I didn't want to talk to the AI because I'm a vulnerable person to AI psychosis.
When it gave me the info (wrong) it ended the the conversation and reminded me I didn't want use AI
I really like kind people. I also love books. I got so many book recs this eve and am v v v excited about it
October 27, 2025 at 1:08 AM
I really like kind people. I also love books. I got so many book recs this eve and am v v v excited about it
Rn I'm a dyke "wheely small mobile library". Libraries are so so cool and I love borrowing books and audio books from them.
Am writing this skeet while being socially anxious but happy, which is odd to me.
Am writing this skeet while being socially anxious but happy, which is odd to me.
October 26, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Rn I'm a dyke "wheely small mobile library". Libraries are so so cool and I love borrowing books and audio books from them.
Am writing this skeet while being socially anxious but happy, which is odd to me.
Am writing this skeet while being socially anxious but happy, which is odd to me.
Also I think all my theory of the world is abductive reasoning, with different levels of likely hood.
I know nothing.
I know nothing.
October 23, 2025 at 11:08 AM
Also I think all my theory of the world is abductive reasoning, with different levels of likely hood.
I know nothing.
I know nothing.
Hello Internet, pls tell me there are folks studying formal logic and BSL?
BSL if I'm right with my intro to BSL course, doesn't have an and, but this is central to formal logic.
Especially wasting perspectives from native d/Deaf BSL users.
Other sign languages I don't know but am still interested
BSL if I'm right with my intro to BSL course, doesn't have an and, but this is central to formal logic.
Especially wasting perspectives from native d/Deaf BSL users.
Other sign languages I don't know but am still interested
October 23, 2025 at 11:06 AM
Hello Internet, pls tell me there are folks studying formal logic and BSL?
BSL if I'm right with my intro to BSL course, doesn't have an and, but this is central to formal logic.
Especially wasting perspectives from native d/Deaf BSL users.
Other sign languages I don't know but am still interested
BSL if I'm right with my intro to BSL course, doesn't have an and, but this is central to formal logic.
Especially wasting perspectives from native d/Deaf BSL users.
Other sign languages I don't know but am still interested
I love my friends. I love being excitable, curious and kind.
This post is bought to you by seeing my friend off on a sleeper train, while going work them up and down the train because v fuck is it cool to have a train with beds
But I don't evem need to be on it, I just take enjoy it existing?
This post is bought to you by seeing my friend off on a sleeper train, while going work them up and down the train because v fuck is it cool to have a train with beds
But I don't evem need to be on it, I just take enjoy it existing?
October 22, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I love my friends. I love being excitable, curious and kind.
This post is bought to you by seeing my friend off on a sleeper train, while going work them up and down the train because v fuck is it cool to have a train with beds
But I don't evem need to be on it, I just take enjoy it existing?
This post is bought to you by seeing my friend off on a sleeper train, while going work them up and down the train because v fuck is it cool to have a train with beds
But I don't evem need to be on it, I just take enjoy it existing?