I get this feeling constantly and it sucks

Yes this is a vent

He isn't even participating. He's just watching and humming occasionally when something is interesting as he sips his tea lol

I managed to fix it but ugh seriously

Trying to get accommodations is so nightmarishly challenging. Ableist fucks

I will make Him the mall Santa

Not you! I'm grumbling about some art I saw! But good to know hehe

Also I must have exaggerated the timeline because clearly it only took me like a day to figure out that I did not need to detransition

Something that totally didn't help was my father saying he was so glad to have his daughter back

Thank you 🥺

It occurred to me a few days of that later that if it made me so miserable to detransition, maybe I just don't have to do it. For better or for worse, I'm going to apply that same logic here. I know some things have to be done. But I'm not strong enough and I frankly don't want them to be done