Luna Fontaine
@lunarvisions.bsky.social
News junkie. OSINT. Stargazing. Tree hugging. Coffee.
Aggregate feed focusing on Ukraine, Russia’s hybrid war, NATO, and useful OSINT resources.
Also trying to build a spacetime nav system. Key word: trying
🏳️⚧️ (She/Her)
Age: ~1 Gs
#TeamNAFO
Aggregate feed focusing on Ukraine, Russia’s hybrid war, NATO, and useful OSINT resources.
Also trying to build a spacetime nav system. Key word: trying
🏳️⚧️ (She/Her)
Age: ~1 Gs
#TeamNAFO
I also want to state just to say it: I’m nearly 4 years clean without hard drugs or alcohol. I’m California sober these days, which is legal where I live.
December 1, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I also want to state just to say it: I’m nearly 4 years clean without hard drugs or alcohol. I’m California sober these days, which is legal where I live.
Society is weird. If I go back to casual hookup type stuff, where I normally have 3+ guys I chill with regularly, I’ll get called gross. But then if I’m loyal and pursue monogamy I’ll wind up hurt by someone who didn’t reciprocate. Paradoxical.
I miss having my own place. 😕
I miss having my own place. 😕
December 1, 2025 at 12:52 PM
Society is weird. If I go back to casual hookup type stuff, where I normally have 3+ guys I chill with regularly, I’ll get called gross. But then if I’m loyal and pursue monogamy I’ll wind up hurt by someone who didn’t reciprocate. Paradoxical.
I miss having my own place. 😕
I miss having my own place. 😕
On the real though sex work also kind of sucks. I’ve been raped, there was a date I really might not have walked away from alive, stuff happens. It’s not all fun.
December 1, 2025 at 1:06 AM
On the real though sex work also kind of sucks. I’ve been raped, there was a date I really might not have walked away from alive, stuff happens. It’s not all fun.
It’s also weird because I don’t want to do SW anymore but it’s also like… job market kind of sucks.
The guys relationships formed with all moved, or I moved. Then life just keeps pushing me back towards SW The universe is like: you don’t get relationship type love, you’re a prostitute.
Reminders
The guys relationships formed with all moved, or I moved. Then life just keeps pushing me back towards SW The universe is like: you don’t get relationship type love, you’re a prostitute.
Reminders
December 1, 2025 at 12:48 AM
It’s also weird because I don’t want to do SW anymore but it’s also like… job market kind of sucks.
The guys relationships formed with all moved, or I moved. Then life just keeps pushing me back towards SW The universe is like: you don’t get relationship type love, you’re a prostitute.
Reminders
The guys relationships formed with all moved, or I moved. Then life just keeps pushing me back towards SW The universe is like: you don’t get relationship type love, you’re a prostitute.
Reminders
I also find it super weird how even though I put respect on the good ones why some people get so fucking mad when I speak about what the bad ones did.
Shits just weird
Shits just weird
December 1, 2025 at 12:40 AM
I also find it super weird how even though I put respect on the good ones why some people get so fucking mad when I speak about what the bad ones did.
Shits just weird
Shits just weird
I did the math once, it’s around 10% of the men I’ve been with don’t respect boundaries (to varied degrees).
90% have been good, I’ll put respect on those guys always. Still, ~1 out of every 10 being questionable makes me wonder when it will happen again
90% have been good, I’ll put respect on those guys always. Still, ~1 out of every 10 being questionable makes me wonder when it will happen again
December 1, 2025 at 12:35 AM
I did the math once, it’s around 10% of the men I’ve been with don’t respect boundaries (to varied degrees).
90% have been good, I’ll put respect on those guys always. Still, ~1 out of every 10 being questionable makes me wonder when it will happen again
90% have been good, I’ll put respect on those guys always. Still, ~1 out of every 10 being questionable makes me wonder when it will happen again
Sexual trauma sucks. It makes dating again very difficult. Trust is a hard thing to come by.
The different archetypes of men in the “scene” are a trip.
Part of me is just hesitant given the past and uneasy in general wondering if it’ll happen again.
The different archetypes of men in the “scene” are a trip.
Part of me is just hesitant given the past and uneasy in general wondering if it’ll happen again.
December 1, 2025 at 12:34 AM
Sexual trauma sucks. It makes dating again very difficult. Trust is a hard thing to come by.
The different archetypes of men in the “scene” are a trip.
Part of me is just hesitant given the past and uneasy in general wondering if it’ll happen again.
The different archetypes of men in the “scene” are a trip.
Part of me is just hesitant given the past and uneasy in general wondering if it’ll happen again.
One guy I went out with somewhat recently suggested becoming an intel analyst. The thing is, I want the jobs to go to the people that got fired by Trump’s team. Those people knew their shit. The goal is to win the war, right?
Also I don’t lie. So, I can’t tell them I haven’t had the past I have.
Also I don’t lie. So, I can’t tell them I haven’t had the past I have.
December 1, 2025 at 12:29 AM
One guy I went out with somewhat recently suggested becoming an intel analyst. The thing is, I want the jobs to go to the people that got fired by Trump’s team. Those people knew their shit. The goal is to win the war, right?
Also I don’t lie. So, I can’t tell them I haven’t had the past I have.
Also I don’t lie. So, I can’t tell them I haven’t had the past I have.
It’s weird getting a job that I thought would be a dream come true only for it to be a nightmare. Growing cannabis would have been a career, but no, trauma and stuff from a bad workplace. Then back to square 1. Food & Bev. Like damn. Life is a rollercoaster. Now what? I feel so directionless.
December 1, 2025 at 12:24 AM
It’s weird getting a job that I thought would be a dream come true only for it to be a nightmare. Growing cannabis would have been a career, but no, trauma and stuff from a bad workplace. Then back to square 1. Food & Bev. Like damn. Life is a rollercoaster. Now what? I feel so directionless.
Part of me feels like because real relationships never materialize, with guys moving or me moving when it’s good, that I’m just like destined to do sex work. I don’t want a pimp though. I also prefer non-transactional stuff these days, it feels more down to Earth.
#unhingedthoughts
#unhingedthoughts
November 30, 2025 at 10:16 PM
Part of me feels like because real relationships never materialize, with guys moving or me moving when it’s good, that I’m just like destined to do sex work. I don’t want a pimp though. I also prefer non-transactional stuff these days, it feels more down to Earth.
#unhingedthoughts
#unhingedthoughts
Pimps are not the vibe.
Whack people ruining a good thing. I used to make money.
Whack people ruining a good thing. I used to make money.
November 30, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Pimps are not the vibe.
Whack people ruining a good thing. I used to make money.
Whack people ruining a good thing. I used to make money.
Now I’m looking down memory lane. It’s weird to me how the time that person tried to pimp me out, which I didn’t want, I was focused on trying to work a legal job (cannabis growing) and already wanted to stop doing SW. Then the experience reaffirmed that I was out of that life for good.
November 30, 2025 at 10:10 PM
Now I’m looking down memory lane. It’s weird to me how the time that person tried to pimp me out, which I didn’t want, I was focused on trying to work a legal job (cannabis growing) and already wanted to stop doing SW. Then the experience reaffirmed that I was out of that life for good.
It hurts knowing that when I first tried to get hormones and came out how the doctor changed my bipolar diagnosis and then put me on antipsychotics to “treat”* it like a mental illness.
*air quotes
I had to wait years to get HRT after coming out. Years. As a result, I lost those years.
*air quotes
I had to wait years to get HRT after coming out. Years. As a result, I lost those years.
November 30, 2025 at 10:06 PM
It hurts knowing that when I first tried to get hormones and came out how the doctor changed my bipolar diagnosis and then put me on antipsychotics to “treat”* it like a mental illness.
*air quotes
I had to wait years to get HRT after coming out. Years. As a result, I lost those years.
*air quotes
I had to wait years to get HRT after coming out. Years. As a result, I lost those years.
I guess it’s also weird realizing I did most of the sex work before transitioning, after starting HRT enduring trauma that made sex work no longer feel safe or enjoyable.
*sigh*
What could have been. 🥲
*sigh*
What could have been. 🥲
November 30, 2025 at 9:58 PM
I guess it’s also weird realizing I did most of the sex work before transitioning, after starting HRT enduring trauma that made sex work no longer feel safe or enjoyable.
*sigh*
What could have been. 🥲
*sigh*
What could have been. 🥲
Like damn I used to have fun. 🥲
November 30, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Like damn I used to have fun. 🥲
Idk why I’m so… past-looking right now. I’m stoned on weed I got for free and have got weed from people hitting on me before. I still got it.
I guess I just wish I’d transitioned earlier and hadn’t endured all the trauma stuff that’s led to me being single by choice over safety concerns.
I guess I just wish I’d transitioned earlier and hadn’t endured all the trauma stuff that’s led to me being single by choice over safety concerns.
November 30, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Idk why I’m so… past-looking right now. I’m stoned on weed I got for free and have got weed from people hitting on me before. I still got it.
I guess I just wish I’d transitioned earlier and hadn’t endured all the trauma stuff that’s led to me being single by choice over safety concerns.
I guess I just wish I’d transitioned earlier and hadn’t endured all the trauma stuff that’s led to me being single by choice over safety concerns.
I also don’t resent the women I was friends with in my youth, at the time many did tell me to stay male but it was a different time and said more so out of protection than animosity. I think those women were more worried I’d get wrapped up in bad shit. Which, wound up happening anyway later
November 30, 2025 at 9:42 PM
I also don’t resent the women I was friends with in my youth, at the time many did tell me to stay male but it was a different time and said more so out of protection than animosity. I think those women were more worried I’d get wrapped up in bad shit. Which, wound up happening anyway later
At Bloom in 2015 when the guy with the silver came around I initially chose the Egyptian cat goddess charm but he said I couldn’t have it because I, in his words, wasn’t a woman. This was before I started HRT, still, it feels like the universe was just like *nope*
November 30, 2025 at 9:41 PM
At Bloom in 2015 when the guy with the silver came around I initially chose the Egyptian cat goddess charm but he said I couldn’t have it because I, in his words, wasn’t a woman. This was before I started HRT, still, it feels like the universe was just like *nope*
It’s weird how even though I get hit on and stuff I feel like I lost out on life by not living my early 20s as a woman.
Life could have been so good.
Life could have been so good.
November 30, 2025 at 9:34 PM
It’s weird how even though I get hit on and stuff I feel like I lost out on life by not living my early 20s as a woman.
Life could have been so good.
Life could have been so good.
Every time I get depressed I need to remember that I’ve had lots of good times too.
I guess I’m just bummed I wasn’t able to transition younger because I could have had even more fun times.
I guess I’m just bummed I wasn’t able to transition younger because I could have had even more fun times.
November 30, 2025 at 9:22 PM
Every time I get depressed I need to remember that I’ve had lots of good times too.
I guess I’m just bummed I wasn’t able to transition younger because I could have had even more fun times.
I guess I’m just bummed I wasn’t able to transition younger because I could have had even more fun times.
It bums my soul knowing if I’d started HRT before my 20s I could have just lived a chill life of good times to finance skiing.
November 30, 2025 at 12:47 PM
It bums my soul knowing if I’d started HRT before my 20s I could have just lived a chill life of good times to finance skiing.
Like I don’t even take photos of myself anymore because of it.
November 29, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Like I don’t even take photos of myself anymore because of it.
It’s weird seeing trans women with large followings online. Like on one hand I’m happy those people found success. On the other, I’m wondering why more often than not I’m singled out, ostracized, mocked, and silenced while people celebrate trauma I’ve endured thinking it’s funny.
November 29, 2025 at 8:20 PM
It’s weird seeing trans women with large followings online. Like on one hand I’m happy those people found success. On the other, I’m wondering why more often than not I’m singled out, ostracized, mocked, and silenced while people celebrate trauma I’ve endured thinking it’s funny.
Having AI walk me through the basics of coding is interesting. While more people use AI to do the coding so they don't have to, I'm taking a break from that to try to edit/run/write my own being guided by AI to learn. Otherwise I'll never understand the technical elements of the project in full.
November 25, 2025 at 10:58 PM
Having AI walk me through the basics of coding is interesting. While more people use AI to do the coding so they don't have to, I'm taking a break from that to try to edit/run/write my own being guided by AI to learn. Otherwise I'll never understand the technical elements of the project in full.
I don’t know who the artist(s) are for this piece.
But this is the path forward.
But this is the path forward.
November 25, 2025 at 8:32 PM
I don’t know who the artist(s) are for this piece.
But this is the path forward.
But this is the path forward.