I just wonder if it weren’t for the SA trauma and people online being ruthless if I’d deal with this stress and stuff. It didn’t used to happen.

Thank you for the insights! It was an ambitious idea, something not yet possible to really even test.

Rock on 🤘

It’s also odd knowing I have options with men interested, then even though I’m not a lesbian women have also said things of that nature.

Yet, I feel so down on myself.

Life is weird.

Also finding a guy I can actually trust with being a dom for BDSM is… tricky. Not everyone has good intentions, while some guys are good others aren’t.

I need to know whoever I give my ropes to won’t hurt me. It’s about passion and pleasure not causing harm or injury.