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🇯🇵 🇺🇲 i block non-mutuals. (゚ー゚*)
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I have too many thoughts that I can't main post about so I made an alt, yippee \(^^)/

rentry.co/sayoalt

#altpromo
a girl is sitting at a table in a video game holding a red cloth .
ALT: a girl is sitting at a table in a video game holding a red cloth .
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uuugh I hope I'm not front tomorrow, god plssss
December 21, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Huhm.
I'm not treating my friends name like a trigger word, that feels so mean to me actually, especially on the other end?
"Man I wonder why they're going through lenghts to avoid mentioning me :)" u can just block/mute me or something idk. no hard feelings. /nbh
December 11, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Nothing super serious btw. My body was simply super weak and I struggled holding anything down for a while. My housemates were worried and took me to a hospital.

I believe its just due to extreme stress.
December 8, 2025 at 9:02 PM
the whole end0 thing feels like equivalent to the pr0ship vs Ant1ship

I'm gradually just not caring the more and more I see it talked about it.
And most that do aren't even sys

coming from a headmate who happens to be in a sys. 🫩
October 27, 2025 at 7:18 PM
i miss boyfriend
October 25, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Oh
It's okay-? ( ゚ε゚;)
I didn't want to post without permission via host (^-^;
But we haven't seen him in a while (((・・;)
October 21, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I would've told him to stop but my 'mom' was also there and me doing that usually goes super poorly? So I bit my tongue and tried to survive until I could go home
I was forced to hang around my r4pist yesterday and he kept being touchy the entire time.
My cousin was with me and this is the only reason he didn't go further.
August 20, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I was forced to hang around my r4pist yesterday and he kept being touchy the entire time.
My cousin was with me and this is the only reason he didn't go further.
August 20, 2025 at 9:35 PM
Tbh this went on for so long, i started a habit where carrying around a backpack full of snacks was my comfort because I had fear of going without food again 🫠

Almost any recent image of me is me carrying a backpack..
Am I to still love her?
"She gave birth to you and fed you" She did the bare fucking minimum, congrats. Hell, she barely did the second thing, I was actively locked in my room for hours on end as punishment for the TINIEST of reasons.
August 13, 2025 at 5:45 PM
This account floated to my feed when I opened main.

I didn't interact, the guy seems like a piece of work. I will block him.
But I'm gonna talk rq since this struck a cord with me.

You can kind ignore me for a minute if you want, I'm just gonna yap/vent rq
August 13, 2025 at 5:41 PM
In other news
I ran into a wall twice
August 12, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Dont get mania guys
My cheeks hurt from smiling too hard

I hate
August 12, 2025 at 7:37 PM
My cheeks hurt from smiling too hard

I hate
August 12, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Half of my family mainly doesn't like me either besides maybe..a small handful of cousins and also Chu and my dad.

The rest side with my 'mom' and "let's pretend it doesn't exist to not get involved"
August 11, 2025 at 8:39 PM
And also

Because my almost twenty or so years on earth, a lot of things sexual related is all??

Hypersexual but then immediate guilt because of it.
And it doesn't help that half my family goes "ooo if victim why hypersexual? Not very victim of you"
????
August 11, 2025 at 8:25 PM
It's sick actually.
Genuinely.
My aunt basically blames me for being raped and "Your poor mother" this.. and "He's a nice boy" that..

See.. what if I kms
August 11, 2025 at 8:21 PM
🙃
August 11, 2025 at 5:46 PM
If I went and told my full entire lore, it would end up being a novel

This has been ongoing since I was a kid.. not that I will go in detail about that (I can't anyway, everything's blurry...)

Did i even HAVE a good childhood at that point? If most of it was full of repeated abuse? Lol
August 10, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Oh okay, that an image of me being sa'd being talked about like it's a silly funny joke.

Not that they can even tell its me since my face isnt in it but

Haha wow.. I love it here
August 10, 2025 at 6:46 PM
No bsky
I don't wanna see art for 'v0reday'
August 10, 2025 at 3:42 PM
'Anonymous' my ASS..
August 10, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Bro police got called to the house.
My fucking 'mom' called police here for a 'well fair check' but I know she was just doing it to freak us out.
August 10, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Remembering when I aggressively denied being gay while being homo with my best friend at the same time. (Held hands + cuddled)
August 9, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Bro my fucking blinkie
August 9, 2025 at 2:32 PM
She's kinda conflicting.

She used to tell me to my face "I wish I had a daughter instead."

But the minute I act even slightly feminine, she flips her lid.
And for the most part, I'm not even actually trying, I just be like that 😌
My 'mom' apparently 😌
August 8, 2025 at 2:43 PM