but also I'm biased since I was on the end of that before, it fr doesn't at all feel nice.

hai

plus most end0s just end up having repressed trauma anyway and not realizing it. (that was at least how it was for us)

regardless how ANYONE feels i still think it's right to treat everyone with basic human decency

Yuuki (^^)
*he she they (idk if you knew that or not(

I am thankful I at least wasn't completely alone with him..

This whole situation is so messy and it's fr pissing me off lol

Piss⁉️

Creature

Yes Chu
Piss

I no longer live with her so its..an improvement! But as if currently moving further off is complicated 🫠

We go to a restaurant and i store bread in my bag for 'just in case'

Okay I'm done yapping/venting

My 'mom' also physically and verbally abused my dad. This is part of why he fucked off back to his home country with his girlfriend..
(I still keep contact with dad, dw..)

But genuinely fuck you ✨️

I could breathe wrong and she'd ban me from eating for that whole day. Bathroom? "You can piss in the bucket :)" she also made it so that the lock was on the outside ✨️

Am I to still love her?
"She gave birth to you and fed you" She did the bare fucking minimum, congrats. Hell, she barely did the second thing, I was actively locked in my room for hours on end as punishment for the TINIEST of reasons.

Is it SO WRONG..for me to want so bad for her to drop dead off the face of the earth?
I would be holding a knife and the only things going in my head in that moment was "what if I just killed her, right now.."

- happening. Yes, REPEATEDLY, by MULTIPLE people. The law didn't help me, neither did half my family. I am STILL often forced to communicate and be in the vicinity of my RAPIST.
My 'mother' goes so far as telling me to my face to kill myself to prove I was depressed and "I regret having you"