wish i could teleport my job to a different region that didn’t constantly give me flashbacks to when i lived in a small town in illinois for a few years as a child. it’s the least toxic job i’ve had that i actually enjoy so i’d hate to potentially jump from the frying pan to the fire w/ a new one 😵‍💫

but pls pour one out for my friend who was looking for public LNY events and only came up with a party that was just to sell some brewery’s beer. like literally it had 0 connection to the holiday outside of its name. we live in a cultural wasteland smh.

ya it was nice, definitely recommend it!

i liked it!! it was a little odd for me to read because it turns out that the author wrote a bunch of popular homestuck fanfics back in the day and i kinda picked up on that, but it was good and quite gay overall.

waited thirty minutes at the station bc the train was delayed to 6am, hung around the next station for an hour since i couldn’t check in that early, vibed at the airbnb for a few hours, now i’m somehow thirty minutes early for the concert… thankful that i wasn’t late for anything but omg

tbh i've been pretty happy being single atm and i'm always thrilled to welcome a bit of homoerotic tension into my life as a treat but also what in the world is going on

the frequency graphs for storygraph and strava are like directly correlated with how busy i was at work smh, hoping to change that this year

hoping for the former, okay (albeit reticently) with the latter. that basically happened to me last year with someone else - which is fine! they were being thoughtful - but also. idk. feels kind of weird.

i'm sure there will be new problems. but jfc. that was just too much.

i feel a little guilty about this but i'm prob gonna email a few of my past students with a 'hey we've worked together for two years, let me know how your application goes!' note and that student isn't going to be one of them

ngl this kind of feels like being forbidden from eating anything while you're also eternally condemned to live in a buffet 😭

having tuition reimbursement as a benefit is so good but it's also so SO bad for my anxiety.. like i literally do not need to work 40-50 hours a week while also taking another graduate class... and yet.. there's some cool spring classes..

like her partner managed to plug it into a closer outlet with just one extension cord when i was like, hey guys isn't this a fire hazard, but omg 😭

the internet says that they don't usually infest like the small ones and the apartment pest ppl will be here tomorrow, but like. i got two hours of sleep and i'm out here having flashbacks to fifth grade when the townhouse my family rented got infested. how can i write emails in this condition!

y'all gotta make duaa for me i can't handle this 😭