I’m personally responsible for software, equipment, and data that’s collectively equivalent in worth to the GDP of a small country, so idk if ANY of these words should be coming out of my brain, but what are you gonna do

Being in touch with this is novel and it does hurt a lot sometimes, but I also honestly think it’s an enormous step in my journey toward self-understanding and healing. Plus now when I wear a collar it does so many things to my brain lol

joke’s on you, I can fit so many years of ridicule in this traumatized dog. It’s just for other reasons

once again I am being gatekept by the rest of the trans community for my massive hog smh

and idk that just sucks. Like the EMDR/brainspotting thing to do is to find that shaking, sad stray within and embrace her and pet her and tell her that it's going to be alright and she's never going to lose another home. But idk I can't promise that to her. Nobody can. sucks.

Oh my god wow I wonder if we’re thinking of the same place 😳

hhhhhhhhhhh look not to get too out of pocket but I have spotted a place in this photo where I think we would both enjoy my mouth being

holy god. hi 😵‍💫

Eyes are watering right now. Soft, weak sounds are slipping from my lips like invitations. I’m casting around for a pillow or something to rut against good fucking GOD

Would you care to teach me the process? I’m a kinesthetic learner btw

this is how we make more trans girls, right?

The two aren’t necessarily mutually exclusive!

Honestly I read that as a Christian allegory at first and that was kind of metal as fuck 🤘

Thank you, Cessy; I keep expecting it to get better—and one day I’ll be right about that. But today is not yet that day.