Absolutely wild that he never once made me feel insane or irrational or stupid for being anxious and just completely reassured me in every way wow I did not know it was possible to be with A Man and not get treated like crap lol I am so in love with him 😭😭😭

he told your stank coochie energy [derogatory] havin ass no bc he doesn’t want you and I get it, rejection hurts, but girly pop!!!! get it together!!! lots of men are single, go find one and leave mine alone bc you got me actin foolish for the first time since I was 16 years old

it’s one thing to find him attractive and shoot your shot but girlie pop you knew he has a girlfriend and still tried? And then when he said no you pulled the “aw your gf won’t let you have girl friends?” baby girl I do not control this man by allowing shit.

I typically am not the jealous type normally. I think the retroactive thing is more insecurity over being worthy or something. Idk I have trauma ok!! But if someone were to show interest in my person, okay I get it! Same!! but today a girl not only showed interest but like… disrespected me too??

(was wearing a black body suit and wide leg black pants, black patent slingbacks and a slick back bun and my makeup was GIVING IT ALL - if you care) and then he laid in my lap and let me play with his hair and rub his forehead bc he was sick and I felt like the baddest bitch

it is maddening and also wonderful 😩

if this ain’t forever then I’ll be alone for the rest of my life bc ain’t no way I’m going back to not being treated like a princess 24/7 😩😩 he better never let me go I stg

of no contact, he made it impossible for me to not have to contact him, even through someone else. He is a horrible person. He is vile, manipulative, abusive, pathetic, slimy, and absolutely evil.

And it gave him the opportunity to show how good of a guy he is by getting me a refund. I didn’t want/need a refund. I wanted to not be faced with my abusive ex abusing me further after I was free from him. And now, I’m alone in my apartment terrified he’ll show up here because after MONTHS -

After this, he texted my friend again to say he’d called and gotten them to refund MY payment. Why?? Why go through the trouble of making me pay $117 to him just to have my money refunded by the storage company?? Why? Because, it put me in a horrible situation. It reminded me of his existence.

I got my stuff. And then he asked my friend for a photo of proof we cleaned it out completely. After he withheld MY things. My dead brother’s clothes. My grandparents’ furniture. My kids’ baby stuff. My art supplies. Nothing he could benefit from other than hurting me.

If it weren’t for my friends, I would’ve lost all my stuff bc he refused to give up the code without the $117 (he finally admitted I’d paid the $127 already for the unit). I didn’t have $117 to give him. And it’s not fair that he did all the things he did to me and gets away with robbing us.

The other $117~ was for “spousal support” he paid me in JULY that he claims he wasn’t obligated to pay me. I went through all the proper military channels and they had him pay me that amount. Why, months later, did he feel the need to extort it from me?

$127 was for the storage unit he claimed I hadn’t paid for. ONE payment that I was admittedly a few days late paying due to simple oversight. But I did pay it. At no point did he attempt to email me about it or anything. He simply decided he’d use it as an opportunity to hurt me more.

It made me physically ill to hear him speak, especially the way he was speaking to my friend of 25 years about ME - and then he demanded I pay him $245 or he wouldn’t give her the codes to get my stuff. $245 that I don’t have. I’m a single mother. I lost everything when I escaped him.