Note to self, don't be vulnerable in front of men who are romantically interested in you cause they are nearly always a predator looking for blood. I have been trained to attract only them or have some aura of helplessness. And the sharks come when they smell blood. It's safer for me to never love

I really miss Happy. And I miss being able to sleep. This whole thing has reopened my PTSD. I close my eyes and it's just torment. Trying to doze off and constant stream of images of his dying face. I HATE this. He didn't deserve to die. He was still so vibrant

My heart is broken in a million pieces. You were the best boy. I love you buddy and I can't wait to see you again in the next life

I suck at French lol

I'm off FB, I've isolated myself. Is everything better yet

Mom hung up on me cause I was trying to get her to think. Nope. She just likes trump hurting Mexicans. That's all she cares about. And the silencing everyone is trying to do to me is fucking ridiculous

Now bf is thinking it's funny to say the word Trump to me. Must be nice to be a white man

As if I needed more reason to leave anyways. I'm gone when I get off my back again and on my feet. But it is deteriorating so fast now with Trump in office, I'm worried I'll end up homeless just cause I can't stop sharing what I read

Where he told me he would kill me if I talked about Trump again and threatened to throw my laptop off the balcony cause he wouldn't stop screaming cause I ended up hiding his liquor bottle in fear he would get even more escalated. All of this over me telling him the news. I should be silent. He said

So perhaps I should record my struggles with relationships since this admin took over.. I'm about to lose my home because my bf wants me to shut up about the news.. mind you I'm just telling him the headlines. I can't help it. I need to share. It turned into a massive massive fight this weekend.

Today would have marked 52 years of Roe as the law of the land. But Donald Trump packed the Supreme Court with anti-abortion extremists to get it overturned.

This week, he cut off access to reproductiverights.gov.

We must keep fighting for women’s rights.

AOC: I don’t care what Elon Musk is doing behind the presidential seal, but in this country we hate Nazis. Kind of like a foundational defining thing. Two of the foundational things about American history is that we beat the confederates and we beat the Nazis.

Then Dad says I have trump derangement syndrome. Dude you have MAGA lick my balls and take my money syndrome. You're on social security and voted for someone who wants to do away with it. I just wanted humanity to stay in the world

I'm losing my parents over this administration. How could they teach me critical thinking and empathy and then become Nazis. They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm not the one calling for violence on vulnerable people! The gaslighting is making me nearly hysterical trying to interact with them

Dad says I didn't see a Nazi salute. I didn't see what I saw. My eyes cannot be believed.

Also any trans people are safe with me always. I will always be here for you.

Who made this 🤣

Fuck the Nazis taking over my country. I will always stand for the gays and the poor and vulnerable.

Moving here cause Mom can't stand my political posts, she tried to have an intervention with me today lol