(I need to find something to put up on that very antique pedestal, tho. The top is sadly somewhat lose and I can’t risk anybody jumping on it and destroying whatever might me up there lol)

the new harddrive I got only has 2TB as well (bc originally that old one wasn't full, so I think some stuff might've been scanned more than once). Oh man, I just hope all goes well. idk what to do without these files...

and I’m sporting an on and off headache for four days now. it’s been a day™️

nothing I tried worked, let’s hope my co-workers can help me tomorrow or I can at least recover the files. that drive has absolutely everything on it. fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I could briefly see it here but couldn't repair it? am I fucked?

oh god idk what’s worse but have my sympathy!!!

here’s also hoping I can have a little housewarming party soon, this needs celebrating! 💖

I honestly couldn’t be happier with how this flat is turning out and I‘m lowkey proud of managing so many things by myself. had some amazing helpers along the way of course but considering this is the first time I‘m on my very own, I did a pretty good job with everything.

mounted the last remaining shelves to the wall just now. something he would‘ve gladly helped me with. but somehow I feel his presence in moments like that. like he‘s there to tell me I can do this. like he‘s guiding me along.

what an expensive and tiresome year this has been with moving and everything but hey! other people go on vacation lol
can’t wait to no longer have a million things on my mind and be able to chill for once. soon. look at me climbing my way out of all the crap that happened this past year ✨

I‘ll still keep on adding what would be my quarterly fee back to my savings to re-build my rainy day jar but it feels so good to no longer owe any money to anyone!!!