Martin
@martinmanhunter.bsky.social
Separated (single-ish?) GWM, Libra, comic book geek, forever DM, TTRPG Map obsessed (Loke battlemats are the greatest!), GM Toolkit subscriber
Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it. And Happy Thursday to everyone.
I hope that your days are filled with joy and happiness and nothing but love.
Remember that you are loved, no matter how badly you believe that to be otherwise.
I love you, at the very least. :-)
You are important to me.
I hope that your days are filled with joy and happiness and nothing but love.
Remember that you are loved, no matter how badly you believe that to be otherwise.
I love you, at the very least. :-)
You are important to me.
December 25, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Merry Christmas to all who celebrate it. And Happy Thursday to everyone.
I hope that your days are filled with joy and happiness and nothing but love.
Remember that you are loved, no matter how badly you believe that to be otherwise.
I love you, at the very least. :-)
You are important to me.
I hope that your days are filled with joy and happiness and nothing but love.
Remember that you are loved, no matter how badly you believe that to be otherwise.
I love you, at the very least. :-)
You are important to me.
Someone wanted to see my feet.
So...
Here you go.
So...
Here you go.
December 24, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Someone wanted to see my feet.
So...
Here you go.
So...
Here you go.
Realized something today.
Out of all of the relationships that I've had in my adult life, the only ones that didn't end due to one of us falling in love/sleeping with someone else, were the ones where I initiated the split.
Unlike everyone else, I didn't have a backup plan for when it all ended.
Out of all of the relationships that I've had in my adult life, the only ones that didn't end due to one of us falling in love/sleeping with someone else, were the ones where I initiated the split.
Unlike everyone else, I didn't have a backup plan for when it all ended.
December 22, 2025 at 9:27 PM
Realized something today.
Out of all of the relationships that I've had in my adult life, the only ones that didn't end due to one of us falling in love/sleeping with someone else, were the ones where I initiated the split.
Unlike everyone else, I didn't have a backup plan for when it all ended.
Out of all of the relationships that I've had in my adult life, the only ones that didn't end due to one of us falling in love/sleeping with someone else, were the ones where I initiated the split.
Unlike everyone else, I didn't have a backup plan for when it all ended.
@bino-bibo.bsky.social made me some homemade brown bread in an adorable little loaf tin. "Put butter or better yet cream cheese on it," he said.
Plain: 7/10.
With butter: 9/10.
With cream cheese: 12/10.
I've had it out of a can before, but never had it fresh and/or homemade. This was sooo good.
Plain: 7/10.
With butter: 9/10.
With cream cheese: 12/10.
I've had it out of a can before, but never had it fresh and/or homemade. This was sooo good.
December 21, 2025 at 8:03 AM
@bino-bibo.bsky.social made me some homemade brown bread in an adorable little loaf tin. "Put butter or better yet cream cheese on it," he said.
Plain: 7/10.
With butter: 9/10.
With cream cheese: 12/10.
I've had it out of a can before, but never had it fresh and/or homemade. This was sooo good.
Plain: 7/10.
With butter: 9/10.
With cream cheese: 12/10.
I've had it out of a can before, but never had it fresh and/or homemade. This was sooo good.
What really pisses me off is the fact that, out of all of the people he could've chosen, he chose the one person (other than himself) that I would never do anything to hurt.
I would give up my life to make either, or both of them, happy.
I would've happily shared him, if I felt like I was wanted.
I would give up my life to make either, or both of them, happy.
I would've happily shared him, if I felt like I was wanted.
December 20, 2025 at 4:23 PM
What really pisses me off is the fact that, out of all of the people he could've chosen, he chose the one person (other than himself) that I would never do anything to hurt.
I would give up my life to make either, or both of them, happy.
I would've happily shared him, if I felt like I was wanted.
I would give up my life to make either, or both of them, happy.
I would've happily shared him, if I felt like I was wanted.
I've been telling this to people for YEARS.
I also don't do business with Hobby Lobby, Papa John's, or Chik-Fil-A for the same reason.
I also don't do business with Hobby Lobby, Papa John's, or Chik-Fil-A for the same reason.
December 12, 2025 at 9:29 PM
I've been telling this to people for YEARS.
I also don't do business with Hobby Lobby, Papa John's, or Chik-Fil-A for the same reason.
I also don't do business with Hobby Lobby, Papa John's, or Chik-Fil-A for the same reason.
Current mood:
P!nk's "Who Knew"
You were my entire life, and now I feel like I'm nothing without you.
youtu.be/NJWIbIe0N90?...
I'm trying to move on, but I just can't. FML
P!nk's "Who Knew"
You were my entire life, and now I feel like I'm nothing without you.
youtu.be/NJWIbIe0N90?...
I'm trying to move on, but I just can't. FML
P!nk - Who Knew (Official Video)
YouTube video by PinkVEVO
youtu.be
December 11, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Current mood:
P!nk's "Who Knew"
You were my entire life, and now I feel like I'm nothing without you.
youtu.be/NJWIbIe0N90?...
I'm trying to move on, but I just can't. FML
P!nk's "Who Knew"
You were my entire life, and now I feel like I'm nothing without you.
youtu.be/NJWIbIe0N90?...
I'm trying to move on, but I just can't. FML
Starting an OnlyFans.
We'll see how that goes. I'm feeling apprehensive about it, but you know what they say about doing the things that scare you the most...
I might be promoting it here, so it'll likely be NSFW stuff when I do. I'm waiting until I have content to post. LoL
You have been warned.
We'll see how that goes. I'm feeling apprehensive about it, but you know what they say about doing the things that scare you the most...
I might be promoting it here, so it'll likely be NSFW stuff when I do. I'm waiting until I have content to post. LoL
You have been warned.
December 10, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Starting an OnlyFans.
We'll see how that goes. I'm feeling apprehensive about it, but you know what they say about doing the things that scare you the most...
I might be promoting it here, so it'll likely be NSFW stuff when I do. I'm waiting until I have content to post. LoL
You have been warned.
We'll see how that goes. I'm feeling apprehensive about it, but you know what they say about doing the things that scare you the most...
I might be promoting it here, so it'll likely be NSFW stuff when I do. I'm waiting until I have content to post. LoL
You have been warned.
When my meds r working (1 Rx & 2 OTC) + my mind is strong enough, my pain is as low as 4 (1-10 scale) when I'm not trying to sleep. Then it's a 7.
I should b on stronger scripts, but I was afraid of addiction. Now, I feel that I should've risked it.
Some days, it's painful just getting out of bed.
I should b on stronger scripts, but I was afraid of addiction. Now, I feel that I should've risked it.
Some days, it's painful just getting out of bed.
December 8, 2025 at 7:57 PM
When my meds r working (1 Rx & 2 OTC) + my mind is strong enough, my pain is as low as 4 (1-10 scale) when I'm not trying to sleep. Then it's a 7.
I should b on stronger scripts, but I was afraid of addiction. Now, I feel that I should've risked it.
Some days, it's painful just getting out of bed.
I should b on stronger scripts, but I was afraid of addiction. Now, I feel that I should've risked it.
Some days, it's painful just getting out of bed.
Trying something new with a D&D game, or rather two of them.
2 games, 1 campaign. Both groups can affect what happens in the other group. Actions have consequences.
A living campaign. 2 separate groups working towards the same goal, sort of, unaware (in game) that the other group exists (for now).
2 games, 1 campaign. Both groups can affect what happens in the other group. Actions have consequences.
A living campaign. 2 separate groups working towards the same goal, sort of, unaware (in game) that the other group exists (for now).
December 7, 2025 at 2:34 PM
Trying something new with a D&D game, or rather two of them.
2 games, 1 campaign. Both groups can affect what happens in the other group. Actions have consequences.
A living campaign. 2 separate groups working towards the same goal, sort of, unaware (in game) that the other group exists (for now).
2 games, 1 campaign. Both groups can affect what happens in the other group. Actions have consequences.
A living campaign. 2 separate groups working towards the same goal, sort of, unaware (in game) that the other group exists (for now).
A poem:
I saw you the other day.
There was a twinkle in your eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.
Your step, lighter
Your heart, brighter
You had that long lost smile.
I wanted to say hello.
I really did.
But you didn't see me,
I didn't approach.
I realized why you were happier:
Without me.
I saw you the other day.
There was a twinkle in your eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.
Your step, lighter
Your heart, brighter
You had that long lost smile.
I wanted to say hello.
I really did.
But you didn't see me,
I didn't approach.
I realized why you were happier:
Without me.
November 30, 2025 at 2:02 AM
A poem:
I saw you the other day.
There was a twinkle in your eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.
Your step, lighter
Your heart, brighter
You had that long lost smile.
I wanted to say hello.
I really did.
But you didn't see me,
I didn't approach.
I realized why you were happier:
Without me.
I saw you the other day.
There was a twinkle in your eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time.
Your step, lighter
Your heart, brighter
You had that long lost smile.
I wanted to say hello.
I really did.
But you didn't see me,
I didn't approach.
I realized why you were happier:
Without me.
Late posting, but thank you to my friend, Dave, & his lovely extended family, for welcoming me to their Thanksgiving dinner/feast with open arms, togetherness & love.
Most of these people have only met me a few times & they still treated me like I was part of the family.
Thank you, to all of you.
Most of these people have only met me a few times & they still treated me like I was part of the family.
Thank you, to all of you.
November 29, 2025 at 7:04 PM
Late posting, but thank you to my friend, Dave, & his lovely extended family, for welcoming me to their Thanksgiving dinner/feast with open arms, togetherness & love.
Most of these people have only met me a few times & they still treated me like I was part of the family.
Thank you, to all of you.
Most of these people have only met me a few times & they still treated me like I was part of the family.
Thank you, to all of you.
Not going to lie: I've not been happy with my life for a while now.
I'm trying, however, to see some good in the future... Wherever that may find me.
I'm trying, however, to see some good in the future... Wherever that may find me.
November 26, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Not going to lie: I've not been happy with my life for a while now.
I'm trying, however, to see some good in the future... Wherever that may find me.
I'm trying, however, to see some good in the future... Wherever that may find me.
Summed up in ONE sentence.
November 25, 2025 at 6:05 PM
Summed up in ONE sentence.
How can I no longer be the sad, pathetic, pitiful joke of a man that they think I am, that is... when they actually think of me at all?
Yes, I know that I'm usually an irritating and despised afterthought to them when I pop into their heads, but how can I change what they always think of me?
Yes, I know that I'm usually an irritating and despised afterthought to them when I pop into their heads, but how can I change what they always think of me?
November 21, 2025 at 10:06 PM
How can I no longer be the sad, pathetic, pitiful joke of a man that they think I am, that is... when they actually think of me at all?
Yes, I know that I'm usually an irritating and despised afterthought to them when I pop into their heads, but how can I change what they always think of me?
Yes, I know that I'm usually an irritating and despised afterthought to them when I pop into their heads, but how can I change what they always think of me?
I've heard from a couple of people that the hallmark of a really good day is not seeing me, hearing from me, or even thinking about me.
So, if you read this post, then I'm sorry that you aren't having a really good day.
In other words, I guess I'm at least good for something, right?
So, if you read this post, then I'm sorry that you aren't having a really good day.
In other words, I guess I'm at least good for something, right?
November 21, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I've heard from a couple of people that the hallmark of a really good day is not seeing me, hearing from me, or even thinking about me.
So, if you read this post, then I'm sorry that you aren't having a really good day.
In other words, I guess I'm at least good for something, right?
So, if you read this post, then I'm sorry that you aren't having a really good day.
In other words, I guess I'm at least good for something, right?
Recently purged a lot of my posts here, as no one fucking cares what I have to say, and at best, it was just a live journaling of the end of my marriage, step by step.
No one commented. Pretty sure no one read any of them, so no one's missing out on anything
Have a great life.
No one commented. Pretty sure no one read any of them, so no one's missing out on anything
Have a great life.
November 18, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Recently purged a lot of my posts here, as no one fucking cares what I have to say, and at best, it was just a live journaling of the end of my marriage, step by step.
No one commented. Pretty sure no one read any of them, so no one's missing out on anything
Have a great life.
No one commented. Pretty sure no one read any of them, so no one's missing out on anything
Have a great life.
I hate the fact that I'm alone & lonely.
I push away the 1 person trying to be kind to me because I feel that his heart isn't into it, just a misplaced sense of duty.
I don't want to feel like someone has to spend time with me. Do it because you want to, not because you feel guilty if you don't.
I push away the 1 person trying to be kind to me because I feel that his heart isn't into it, just a misplaced sense of duty.
I don't want to feel like someone has to spend time with me. Do it because you want to, not because you feel guilty if you don't.
November 17, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I hate the fact that I'm alone & lonely.
I push away the 1 person trying to be kind to me because I feel that his heart isn't into it, just a misplaced sense of duty.
I don't want to feel like someone has to spend time with me. Do it because you want to, not because you feel guilty if you don't.
I push away the 1 person trying to be kind to me because I feel that his heart isn't into it, just a misplaced sense of duty.
I don't want to feel like someone has to spend time with me. Do it because you want to, not because you feel guilty if you don't.
Wanted: A currently single monogamy inclined hairy otter or muscle bear BB top man chaser w/a beard, nipple rings & Prince Albert piercing, who is in his 30s to 50s, is at least 5'8", has 7"+ in his pants & likes to kiss.
Am I crazy? Or is this too much to ask for in a potential partner?
Am I crazy? Or is this too much to ask for in a potential partner?
November 17, 2025 at 3:02 AM
Wanted: A currently single monogamy inclined hairy otter or muscle bear BB top man chaser w/a beard, nipple rings & Prince Albert piercing, who is in his 30s to 50s, is at least 5'8", has 7"+ in his pants & likes to kiss.
Am I crazy? Or is this too much to ask for in a potential partner?
Am I crazy? Or is this too much to ask for in a potential partner?
My friend Aaron Maas made a meme (see below). Please feel free to copy and share! Let's get this thing viral ASAP.
November 12, 2025 at 5:39 PM
My friend Aaron Maas made a meme (see below). Please feel free to copy and share! Let's get this thing viral ASAP.
Now accepting boyfriend applications:
Prefer Top Men 30-60ish
At least 5'7", <300 lbs, >6"
Affectionate
Local (Greater Cincinnati area, or willing to relocate)
"Handsome" (this is subjective)
Has geek interests (i.e. comic books and Dungeons & Dragons)
Openly gay or bisexual
Inquire within.
Prefer Top Men 30-60ish
At least 5'7", <300 lbs, >6"
Affectionate
Local (Greater Cincinnati area, or willing to relocate)
"Handsome" (this is subjective)
Has geek interests (i.e. comic books and Dungeons & Dragons)
Openly gay or bisexual
Inquire within.
November 4, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Now accepting boyfriend applications:
Prefer Top Men 30-60ish
At least 5'7", <300 lbs, >6"
Affectionate
Local (Greater Cincinnati area, or willing to relocate)
"Handsome" (this is subjective)
Has geek interests (i.e. comic books and Dungeons & Dragons)
Openly gay or bisexual
Inquire within.
Prefer Top Men 30-60ish
At least 5'7", <300 lbs, >6"
Affectionate
Local (Greater Cincinnati area, or willing to relocate)
"Handsome" (this is subjective)
Has geek interests (i.e. comic books and Dungeons & Dragons)
Openly gay or bisexual
Inquire within.
I don't want to be the "Pick Me" guy, but dammit, I wish that someone would.
October 22, 2025 at 12:28 AM
I don't want to be the "Pick Me" guy, but dammit, I wish that someone would.
Reposted by Martin
you know what's interesting is i don't often reach out to people just to say hey because i didn't want to be a bother.
I've somehow built into my psyche the idea that even reminding people i exist is somehow an inconvenience to them.
i think that's partly why i go dormant on discord
I've somehow built into my psyche the idea that even reminding people i exist is somehow an inconvenience to them.
i think that's partly why i go dormant on discord
October 2, 2025 at 12:50 PM
you know what's interesting is i don't often reach out to people just to say hey because i didn't want to be a bother.
I've somehow built into my psyche the idea that even reminding people i exist is somehow an inconvenience to them.
i think that's partly why i go dormant on discord
I've somehow built into my psyche the idea that even reminding people i exist is somehow an inconvenience to them.
i think that's partly why i go dormant on discord
In the hospital still. Held overnight for observation, as my O2 stats were lower than desired.
Feeling okay in terms of pain management. Voice is hoarse & a tad crunchy. Typing is firmly 1 handed.
Didn't expect to be here overnight, so no phone charger. (Thank you, Manoj, for the loan overnight.)
Feeling okay in terms of pain management. Voice is hoarse & a tad crunchy. Typing is firmly 1 handed.
Didn't expect to be here overnight, so no phone charger. (Thank you, Manoj, for the loan overnight.)
September 13, 2025 at 3:00 PM
In the hospital still. Held overnight for observation, as my O2 stats were lower than desired.
Feeling okay in terms of pain management. Voice is hoarse & a tad crunchy. Typing is firmly 1 handed.
Didn't expect to be here overnight, so no phone charger. (Thank you, Manoj, for the loan overnight.)
Feeling okay in terms of pain management. Voice is hoarse & a tad crunchy. Typing is firmly 1 handed.
Didn't expect to be here overnight, so no phone charger. (Thank you, Manoj, for the loan overnight.)