And to my parents, especially my dad, the only grandchildren you're ever going to have are my plushies, whether you like it or not.

and quite honestly, these experiences are the reason why I don't want any children.

As much as I want a loving and respectful partner, I think I can delay a relationship for another few years at this point because right now, I've got a lot going on.

Plus, ever since I've heard about child abuse cases (One that comes to my mind is Ruby Franke), I feel like if I were to become a parent, there's a very good chance I'll end up being terrible to my children. It's worth mentioning that my parents emotionally/verbally abused me growing up,

Why? For starters, I'm disabled (specifically neurodivergent), so it makes it hard for me to take care of a child, let alone give birth to one. Not to mention the thought of childbirth is hella scary to me (There have been instances where people actually DIED from it).

Update: I just reported the issue to PayPal, and was told they would resolve the case within a few weeks, so I'm cautiously optimistic🤞

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm watching a movie with my plushies.

As cute as that Twilight Sparkle pin was, I have pins from Etsy and Hot Topic that are honestly much better than it.

arrive.

I already requested a refund to the seller, but no word from them so far. I feel like it probably will never be resolved at this point.

Let this be a lesson for everyone: Don't order items on Etsy, or any online store, from outside your country.

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Darby / Angel's ref
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There is no deadline for this DTIYS. It will always be open to everyone who wants to participate ❤

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DTIYS Rules:

Tag me as @ MelodyEverbelle (without spaces) or use the tags #MelodyEverbelleDTIYS or #AngelVSDollDTIYS so I can see it

Feel free to change any aspect of this drawing (Ie. Pose, adding weapons/accessories, etc.) as long as it's still the same concept

Bl00d/g0re is fine (and optional)

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And while tonight isn't really traditional, I've decided I'm going to face one of my worst fears on Tumblr.

Despite all this, I'd like to hear about other people's traditions 😊

As of last year, I'd go trick-or-treating with my mom, though we're forgoing it just for this year because of what happened yesterday (Long story short, I spent the day at my dad's job instead of the day program)