mery
@merychirstmas.bsky.social
(re)finding myself
en/jp
she 🏳️⚧️
en/jp
she 🏳️⚧️
opened ableton in the first in a while and wow live 12 is pretty cool! i want to see if i can get back into it.
January 29, 2026 at 12:40 AM
opened ableton in the first in a while and wow live 12 is pretty cool! i want to see if i can get back into it.
mery chirstmas everyone!!
December 26, 2025 at 2:34 AM
mery chirstmas everyone!!
i wonder if i made a mistake, but it's too far gone now.
December 5, 2025 at 5:24 AM
i wonder if i made a mistake, but it's too far gone now.
after seeing how fucking shaky my hands are while trying to dis/reassemble some electronics i've decided to reinstall pokemon sleep :)
November 27, 2025 at 2:37 PM
after seeing how fucking shaky my hands are while trying to dis/reassemble some electronics i've decided to reinstall pokemon sleep :)
iisu looks so good i need this now
November 25, 2025 at 9:06 PM
iisu looks so good i need this now
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i broke my glasses im fucking killing myself
November 6, 2025 at 5:09 AM
i broke my glasses im fucking killing myself
gazing down at a constellation of scars
faint lines crisscross crimson on my skin
tasting copper in my mouth
bitter feeling weighing me down from within
faint lines crisscross crimson on my skin
tasting copper in my mouth
bitter feeling weighing me down from within
November 6, 2025 at 5:05 AM
gazing down at a constellation of scars
faint lines crisscross crimson on my skin
tasting copper in my mouth
bitter feeling weighing me down from within
faint lines crisscross crimson on my skin
tasting copper in my mouth
bitter feeling weighing me down from within
i talked with my parents about hrt and being trans again. i think they start to understand now, especially with the time since the last time we talked. they seemed apprehensive of hrt at first but they asked me a bunch of questions and i think they trust me to know what i want.
October 28, 2025 at 9:08 AM
i talked with my parents about hrt and being trans again. i think they start to understand now, especially with the time since the last time we talked. they seemed apprehensive of hrt at first but they asked me a bunch of questions and i think they trust me to know what i want.
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dude how do i get her off my screen
October 26, 2025 at 9:54 PM
dude how do i get her off my screen
new beansclub banger just dropped yay
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xek...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xek...
[2025] beansclub - EVERYTHING IS BITTERSWEET
YouTube video by SVPACYBERIA
www.youtube.com
October 10, 2025 at 10:22 PM
new beansclub banger just dropped yay
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xek...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Xek...
i did vocals to a song yesterday and i think i actually like how it sounds? first time for everything i suppose. even after doing today's tunetober i'm still thinking about it
October 10, 2025 at 9:19 AM
i did vocals to a song yesterday and i think i actually like how it sounds? first time for everything i suppose. even after doing today's tunetober i'm still thinking about it
i wanna learn a lot of things that will be only vaguely useful to me but seem cool like regex, asl, and the ipa
October 8, 2025 at 11:57 PM
i wanna learn a lot of things that will be only vaguely useful to me but seem cool like regex, asl, and the ipa
i want to go and take more photos but being outside stresses me out
October 6, 2025 at 11:30 PM
i want to go and take more photos but being outside stresses me out
this site is cool and all but the mobile app feels so sluggish and unresponsive, especially when liking posts
September 20, 2025 at 5:58 AM
this site is cool and all but the mobile app feels so sluggish and unresponsive, especially when liking posts
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People who criticize transgender people say there are only two genders.
But the soul has so much more individuality🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
No matter how much my activities are restricted, super Chiitan will continue to speak out until we live in a world where everyone can freely express their love and love each other♡
But the soul has so much more individuality🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
No matter how much my activities are restricted, super Chiitan will continue to speak out until we live in a world where everyone can freely express their love and love each other♡
September 18, 2025 at 12:23 PM
People who criticize transgender people say there are only two genders.
But the soul has so much more individuality🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
No matter how much my activities are restricted, super Chiitan will continue to speak out until we live in a world where everyone can freely express their love and love each other♡
But the soul has so much more individuality🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
No matter how much my activities are restricted, super Chiitan will continue to speak out until we live in a world where everyone can freely express their love and love each other♡
i have a headache how am i supposed to sleep like this
September 18, 2025 at 11:56 AM
i have a headache how am i supposed to sleep like this
i have to find some way of talking to my parents seriously about hrt or at least blockers but im too anxious/scared to. i can never find a good time to initiate or maybe im running away from it shutting myself away in my room. im stressed enough as it is i dont need more right now but i still should
September 18, 2025 at 11:56 AM
i have to find some way of talking to my parents seriously about hrt or at least blockers but im too anxious/scared to. i can never find a good time to initiate or maybe im running away from it shutting myself away in my room. im stressed enough as it is i dont need more right now but i still should
lying in bed at 04:26 but i can't sleep
i've to be awake by 10:00 and yet i lie
here in covers where i softly weep
listening to music that helps me cry
i know what i need but can't attain it
"it's too early" you say but why
i've known for years i can explain it
if it goes longer i think i might die
i've to be awake by 10:00 and yet i lie
here in covers where i softly weep
listening to music that helps me cry
i know what i need but can't attain it
"it's too early" you say but why
i've known for years i can explain it
if it goes longer i think i might die
September 18, 2025 at 11:40 AM
lying in bed at 04:26 but i can't sleep
i've to be awake by 10:00 and yet i lie
here in covers where i softly weep
listening to music that helps me cry
i know what i need but can't attain it
"it's too early" you say but why
i've known for years i can explain it
if it goes longer i think i might die
i've to be awake by 10:00 and yet i lie
here in covers where i softly weep
listening to music that helps me cry
i know what i need but can't attain it
"it's too early" you say but why
i've known for years i can explain it
if it goes longer i think i might die
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Chiitan loves all transgender people.
I've received a lot of criticism for expressing my support, but what's more important is that all transgender people live happy lives.
Blue Sky cannot display long posts, so please read this post if you'd like.
love you all 🤍
↓
www.instagram.com/reel/C9qppva...
I've received a lot of criticism for expressing my support, but what's more important is that all transgender people live happy lives.
Blue Sky cannot display long posts, so please read this post if you'd like.
love you all 🤍
↓
www.instagram.com/reel/C9qppva...
September 17, 2025 at 9:54 AM
Chiitan loves all transgender people.
I've received a lot of criticism for expressing my support, but what's more important is that all transgender people live happy lives.
Blue Sky cannot display long posts, so please read this post if you'd like.
love you all 🤍
↓
www.instagram.com/reel/C9qppva...
I've received a lot of criticism for expressing my support, but what's more important is that all transgender people live happy lives.
Blue Sky cannot display long posts, so please read this post if you'd like.
love you all 🤍
↓
www.instagram.com/reel/C9qppva...
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i've been thinking too much about things and myself and i've deconstructed my every flaw and misgiving to the point that i've completely taken myself apart and can't remember which parts are which. i had a panic attack last night and was too scared to go to bed and lose my progress so i didn't sleep
September 11, 2025 at 5:49 AM
i've been thinking too much about things and myself and i've deconstructed my every flaw and misgiving to the point that i've completely taken myself apart and can't remember which parts are which. i had a panic attack last night and was too scared to go to bed and lose my progress so i didn't sleep
i want to do what that twitter guy did and prepare every word, every phrase ahead of time and simply call upon them when needed like how a witch might cast her spells. not talking about online, but offline as well. in short i want to become mrs. who, i think.
September 11, 2025 at 5:46 AM
i want to do what that twitter guy did and prepare every word, every phrase ahead of time and simply call upon them when needed like how a witch might cast her spells. not talking about online, but offline as well. in short i want to become mrs. who, i think.