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@mid-ad.bsky.social
31 y/o | male (he/him) | bi-gaymer | AD/NSFW/🔞/Vent/IRL Account | minors DNI
If you're reading this, just know; I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted, I'm sorry I will not be over you for a long while, I'm sorry that I keep posting about you, that's not fair to you.
Starting now I'm not going to post any more about this. I'm going to keep my feelings to myself
I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted, I'm sorry I will not be over you for a long while, I'm sorry that I keep posting about you, that's not fair to you.
Starting now I'm not going to post any more about this. I'm going to keep my feelings to myself
January 17, 2026 at 12:01 AM
If you're reading this, just know; I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted, I'm sorry I will not be over you for a long while, I'm sorry that I keep posting about you, that's not fair to you.
Starting now I'm not going to post any more about this. I'm going to keep my feelings to myself
I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted, I'm sorry I will not be over you for a long while, I'm sorry that I keep posting about you, that's not fair to you.
Starting now I'm not going to post any more about this. I'm going to keep my feelings to myself
I made myself cry again, but this time instead of my cat yelling at me to shut up, she actually came and laid down under my chin. I'm still crying, but at least there's fur in my face now
January 16, 2026 at 5:39 AM
I made myself cry again, but this time instead of my cat yelling at me to shut up, she actually came and laid down under my chin. I'm still crying, but at least there's fur in my face now
Bittersweet news today at work. I got concrete approval to move to either Denver or San Jose areas, I just need to give them a months notice. I put in a request for just finding out if I could about a month ago, dunno if I'll use this new privilege this year, maybe by next year.
Bittersweet indeed..
Bittersweet indeed..
January 15, 2026 at 9:07 PM
Bittersweet news today at work. I got concrete approval to move to either Denver or San Jose areas, I just need to give them a months notice. I put in a request for just finding out if I could about a month ago, dunno if I'll use this new privilege this year, maybe by next year.
Bittersweet indeed..
Bittersweet indeed..
Half day of work tomorrow, perfect day to travel for the long weekend
January 15, 2026 at 2:12 PM
Half day of work tomorrow, perfect day to travel for the long weekend
I know that there's no "formula" to relationships, and especially not to people, but there at least is a way to someone's heart, and I just couldn't find that right line to drive down. I bumped the walls a few times, I got a yellow flag at some point; and I lost the qualifier to someone else.
January 14, 2026 at 11:24 PM
I know that there's no "formula" to relationships, and especially not to people, but there at least is a way to someone's heart, and I just couldn't find that right line to drive down. I bumped the walls a few times, I got a yellow flag at some point; and I lost the qualifier to someone else.
I wrote out a message to you, but deleted it.
I wanted to know how you're doing, how your day was, anything fun going on. But I know you don't want to talk to me, I know I'm the last person you probably care about anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, truth is I'll never be.
I wanted to know how you're doing, how your day was, anything fun going on. But I know you don't want to talk to me, I know I'm the last person you probably care about anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, truth is I'll never be.
January 14, 2026 at 11:07 PM
I wrote out a message to you, but deleted it.
I wanted to know how you're doing, how your day was, anything fun going on. But I know you don't want to talk to me, I know I'm the last person you probably care about anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, truth is I'll never be.
I wanted to know how you're doing, how your day was, anything fun going on. But I know you don't want to talk to me, I know I'm the last person you probably care about anymore. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, truth is I'll never be.
Was talking to a coworker about vacations, it triggered the sad.
I was assigned to go to Japan this year (probably) and I was going to ask you to come with. But that's a solo trip now I guess
I was assigned to go to Japan this year (probably) and I was going to ask you to come with. But that's a solo trip now I guess
January 14, 2026 at 6:16 PM
Was talking to a coworker about vacations, it triggered the sad.
I was assigned to go to Japan this year (probably) and I was going to ask you to come with. But that's a solo trip now I guess
I was assigned to go to Japan this year (probably) and I was going to ask you to come with. But that's a solo trip now I guess
Ofc now that I was told there's a 3 day weekend this week, my mind decided to give me a dream of them coming over for it ahahahahaha
What a fucking joke I am to myself
What a fucking joke I am to myself
January 14, 2026 at 1:44 PM
Ofc now that I was told there's a 3 day weekend this week, my mind decided to give me a dream of them coming over for it ahahahahaha
What a fucking joke I am to myself
What a fucking joke I am to myself
Thanks Google. Now is really the time I want you to spam me with "remember these moments" pictures from when we were together
The world is a cruel joke, and I am the fucking punchline I guess.
The world is a cruel joke, and I am the fucking punchline I guess.
January 14, 2026 at 3:21 AM
Thanks Google. Now is really the time I want you to spam me with "remember these moments" pictures from when we were together
The world is a cruel joke, and I am the fucking punchline I guess.
The world is a cruel joke, and I am the fucking punchline I guess.
i need anything to keep my mind shut off.. the way i'd do that was by talking to you. but now that's not an option.
just thinking gives me stomach pains.
just thinking gives me stomach pains.
January 13, 2026 at 10:58 PM
i need anything to keep my mind shut off.. the way i'd do that was by talking to you. but now that's not an option.
just thinking gives me stomach pains.
just thinking gives me stomach pains.
I wouldn't even care if it gave up my secret to my family, I would probably die of happiness if you showed up at my door right now.
wouldn't happen in a million years. i have no idea what i'm going to do to keep me distracted
wouldn't happen in a million years. i have no idea what i'm going to do to keep me distracted
January 13, 2026 at 10:47 PM
I wouldn't even care if it gave up my secret to my family, I would probably die of happiness if you showed up at my door right now.
wouldn't happen in a million years. i have no idea what i'm going to do to keep me distracted
wouldn't happen in a million years. i have no idea what i'm going to do to keep me distracted
of course to add severe salt on the wound, multiple people i know i going to visit their s/o's in the next couple days. fucking incredible. fucking end me.
Not to mention apparently this weekend is a 3 day weekend which i wasn't aware of. Time to wallow in self pity for the foreseeable future
Not to mention apparently this weekend is a 3 day weekend which i wasn't aware of. Time to wallow in self pity for the foreseeable future
January 13, 2026 at 10:43 PM
of course to add severe salt on the wound, multiple people i know i going to visit their s/o's in the next couple days. fucking incredible. fucking end me.
Not to mention apparently this weekend is a 3 day weekend which i wasn't aware of. Time to wallow in self pity for the foreseeable future
Not to mention apparently this weekend is a 3 day weekend which i wasn't aware of. Time to wallow in self pity for the foreseeable future
i just love you so much, please why can't i be the one. I can be the one if you just ask. I hate this i hate me i hate life i hate everything
January 13, 2026 at 12:21 AM
i just love you so much, please why can't i be the one. I can be the one if you just ask. I hate this i hate me i hate life i hate everything
He's with him. He's with him now (or shortly)
and it's not me
it's not me, i hate this, i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate thi i hate this i hate this
please just please please please. oh my god i hate all of this
and it's not me
it's not me, i hate this, i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate thi i hate this i hate this
please just please please please. oh my god i hate all of this
January 13, 2026 at 12:20 AM
He's with him. He's with him now (or shortly)
and it's not me
it's not me, i hate this, i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate thi i hate this i hate this
please just please please please. oh my god i hate all of this
and it's not me
it's not me, i hate this, i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate thi i hate this i hate this
please just please please please. oh my god i hate all of this
good night, i love you. i love you so much...
January 12, 2026 at 5:07 AM
good night, i love you. i love you so much...
The only time im not in pain is when sleeping
I wake up and instantly am sad, i hate this so much
I wake up and instantly am sad, i hate this so much
January 12, 2026 at 3:14 AM
The only time im not in pain is when sleeping
I wake up and instantly am sad, i hate this so much
I wake up and instantly am sad, i hate this so much
It's like there's a timer.
Monday, 7pm
That's when it's for sure no longer me. Because they'll be together, and I'm going to be dead again for the rest of the night
Monday, 7pm
That's when it's for sure no longer me. Because they'll be together, and I'm going to be dead again for the rest of the night
January 11, 2026 at 4:15 PM
It's like there's a timer.
Monday, 7pm
That's when it's for sure no longer me. Because they'll be together, and I'm going to be dead again for the rest of the night
Monday, 7pm
That's when it's for sure no longer me. Because they'll be together, and I'm going to be dead again for the rest of the night
I just want to call you, I want you to tell me it's okay, tell me you love me, tell me that you love me, let me be your number one. Please I just want to hear your voice and for you to want me
January 11, 2026 at 7:52 AM
I just want to call you, I want you to tell me it's okay, tell me you love me, tell me that you love me, let me be your number one. Please I just want to hear your voice and for you to want me
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
January 11, 2026 at 7:41 AM
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
Fuck me, I'm actually just the biggest piece of shit. Why do I do this, just shut the fuck up me, like fucking hell you're making shit worse, just sit in your fucking lane and shut up. Fuck me. Fuck everything about me. Fuck this, fuck my brain, fuck my heart, fuck my life dude
January 11, 2026 at 7:24 AM
Fuck me, I'm actually just the biggest piece of shit. Why do I do this, just shut the fuck up me, like fucking hell you're making shit worse, just sit in your fucking lane and shut up. Fuck me. Fuck everything about me. Fuck this, fuck my brain, fuck my heart, fuck my life dude
I need you. Please.
The tears wont stop,
The tears wont stop,
January 11, 2026 at 6:53 AM
I need you. Please.
The tears wont stop,
The tears wont stop,
I'll work my way down and kiss on you through your pants. Your pre leaking through your boxers obliterating my taste buds. One hand rubbing you slowly the other genuinely cupping your balls. Flip is around to put you on your back. You don't have to do anything, just keep your hand on my head.
January 11, 2026 at 3:52 AM
I'll work my way down and kiss on you through your pants. Your pre leaking through your boxers obliterating my taste buds. One hand rubbing you slowly the other genuinely cupping your balls. Flip is around to put you on your back. You don't have to do anything, just keep your hand on my head.
grind my bulge against yours while we make out and you put it all on me, i'll feel you up with my hand, and play with you through your pants while we hump each other hard
January 11, 2026 at 3:36 AM
grind my bulge against yours while we make out and you put it all on me, i'll feel you up with my hand, and play with you through your pants while we hump each other hard